This Scorpio woman

In my shyer days I use to always fall for the scorpio girl. I don't know why, but there was something about their personality that would always get my attention.

On one such occassion I met a scorpio in university. She was quiet and gentle. Her eyes were blue and her hair dark blond. Her cheeks were rosey from the cold. This was in Canada during the winter time. Anyways at first I didn't think she was much to look, but when I started to talk to her all that changed.

There was something in her eyes that made me open up. She normally wore glasses, but when she put on her contacts I could see them better. They were calm and deep like the sea, but beneath that calm exterior I saw a welth of energy and vitality. And ever since that moment, I couldn't help but be distracted over this beautiful creature.

I use to belong to a Chemistry club (don't judge me, I use to have a thing for the perodic table) and she was in chemistry too, so anyhow she would always stop by our hang out and would start to chat up with a few of the guys.

I was pretty shy so I didn't have the courage to tell her that I liked her. I sort of just sat there reading my notes. But every so often I would look over my shoulder and catch a glimpse. Her smile, her long hair, her mouth, her voice, her mind and yes her feminity too.

Well anyways I sort of got over that problem and some how I got the nerve to talk to her breaking my silence. Not only was she attractive but she was brilliant too. And a philanthropist to boot. Damn it I thought, at that instant I fell hard, like a typical Cappy and it started to hurt. Deep in my psychi I never felt like I was good enough and hence I hid my feelings.

We formed a friendship and kinda of a strange one too. We never talked about anything important or anything interesting. It was sort of like hey how's it going? What are you doing, how's your trip"? Bullbutter like that.

But whenever some kind of social activist event would come up, we would never hesitate to invite each other. Their was a mutual respect between us, and thank god for that. I didn't feel like a total loser anymore.

Well anways, some other guy won this Scorpio woman's heart. My friend and love interest was gone. I somewhat regreted never having gotten the nerve to at least take a shot, but to this day I'm greatful for everything else.

She is the most amazing Scorpio woman I've ever known and I don't know if I will ever love as strongly and purely again.

Thanks everyone for your responses. I felt like saying this for some reason. I've gotten over her now, but it was hard at the time.

@ LovedupRoxy

Thanks. I didn't know how it all came out, but I'm glad it did.

@normalisboring

Yeah I know what you mean. That kind of love hit me twice. Now I'm a more assertive guy. I'm happy now, but sometimes I wonder about the one that got away. 😛

@ Fall&rise

Thanks. I know what you mean. I've grown out of my shell and have gotten smarter. I wonder if it is wrong to think about her still.

@Uni

Hey Uni thanks so much for you kind words. I don't know if there is such thing as a soul mate, but for a long time I thought she was the one. But she's met a great guy who's treating her right. I can rest easy. 🙂

@ scorpio_chic

I would wager he does.