Leylia12
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How can I get my bull back?
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(part2)A whole year passed with us calling each other on phone, chatting on ICQ and MSN and a going out with friends.
Then one night on ICQ??_ our conversation kinda went weird??_ in a good way??_for the first time in a whole year he started flirting with me??_ it was really awkward but soooo cute??_I could see right through him and asked him if he's trying to get anything from me??_to which he replied a straight yes??_ and that took me completely by surprise??_ I was disarmed and kept silent for a while and told him I needed to sleep??_ he didn't try to force an answer out of me at all and just wish me good night.
A few days later me and my sister invited him to our house along with a couple of our friends??_he didn't stay for long as he only knows my sister and myself??_. But when he left??_ both my mom and my grand-mother was extremely pleased with this young man and both told me —NICE CATCH!!!??_ he was very polite and of course very shy lol.
Another few weeks passed without him ever mentioning anything about his flirty attitude that one night on ICQ??_ he didn't want to pressure me I think. Then one day I went to his video store and asked if he wanted to go to my place after work to hang out and he agrees. That afternoon, when we met at my place??_ we were alone??_ I can see him being kinda uncomfortable which was funny??_ I think he expected my mom or my sister to be there with us lol. After a few minutes of talking and a glass of water I asked him to follow me to my bedroom??_ there we keep talking for a while until he said he got to go??_ before he could stand up I grab him by his jacket to sit him back down and looked at him??_ and asked him why he never went back to that one night on ICQ? He started to blush and told me he thought I wasn't comfortable with the situation and that I might need more time (how cute is that—?) I just gave him a smile and asked him if he's ok with an answer now? And he just nod??_ Then I asked what he sees for us in the future and that we are very different? He kept silent for a few seconds and stared at me straight into the eyes and says??_
-I don't know??_I just thought you??re different??_talking to you on phone, ICQ and MSN just doesn't seem enough for me
-What I feel is really weird and intense??_I seem to think about you for no reason at all and all the time??_
-And having you here right in front of me just doesn't seem enough??_ ( and again he started blushing)
Then one night on ICQ??_ our conversation kinda went weird??_ in a good way??_for the first time in a whole year he started flirting with me??_ it was really awkward but soooo cute??_I could see right through him and asked him if he's trying to get anything from me??_to which he replied a straight yes??_ and that took me completely by surprise??_ I was disarmed and kept silent for a while and told him I needed to sleep??_ he didn't try to force an answer out of me at all and just wish me good night.
A few days later me and my sister invited him to our house along with a couple of our friends??_he didn't stay for long as he only knows my sister and myself??_. But when he left??_ both my mom and my grand-mother was extremely pleased with this young man and both told me —NICE CATCH!!!??_ he was very polite and of course very shy lol.
Another few weeks passed without him ever mentioning anything about his flirty attitude that one night on ICQ??_ he didn't want to pressure me I think. Then one day I went to his video store and asked if he wanted to go to my place after work to hang out and he agrees. That afternoon, when we met at my place??_ we were alone??_ I can see him being kinda uncomfortable which was funny??_ I think he expected my mom or my sister to be there with us lol. After a few minutes of talking and a glass of water I asked him to follow me to my bedroom??_ there we keep talking for a while until he said he got to go??_ before he could stand up I grab him by his jacket to sit him back down and looked at him??_ and asked him why he never went back to that one night on ICQ? He started to blush and told me he thought I wasn't comfortable with the situation and that I might need more time (how cute is that—?) I just gave him a smile and asked him if he's ok with an answer now? And he just nod??_ Then I asked what he sees for us in the future and that we are very different? He kept silent for a few seconds and stared at me straight into the eyes and says??_
-I don't know??_I just thought you??re different??_talking to you on phone, ICQ and MSN just doesn't seem enough for me
-What I feel is really weird and intense??_I seem to think about you for no reason at all and all the time??_
-And having you here right in front of me just doesn't seem enough??_ ( and again he started blushing)
(Part3)
That was amazing??_ at least to me it was??_but I had to act cool since I'm an Aries and I don't want him to know that I was completely enamored by what he just said??_I was speechless and caught completely off guard??_I kept silent and was doing my best to think of something smart to say??_but nothing came to mind??_ nothing at all??_ He looked at me with a gentle smile and somehow he just saw right through me and told me:
-Let's try this out??_ let's learn more about each other on a different level??_I want to know the YOU at home??_the YOU I just saw??_ and I would like you to know more about me as well.
He made it sound sooooo easy??_. Then grab one of my hand and started to say??_ those are tiny hands, let me take care of you??_He stood up, gives me another smile and went home??_What in the world just happened??_I was in heaven that night??_he didn't log on ICQ that night, and I missed him sooooo much??_but I wouldn't know what to say anyway??_
A few days passed and I was starting to feel very uncomfortable??_ as I didn't gave him any real answer at all but instead he was doing everything by himself and proud as I am??_ I kinda wanted to get the last saying in this??_ so again I went to the video store and ask him to come over after work which of course he agrees to. And that night once again we??re alone in my room and I couldn't look at him straight in the eyes as I usually do??_but then I gathered all my courage and asked him if he wanted to date me? With another gentle smile and this time I even got a little pat on the head and he said??_ I??ve waited for that answer for quite a few months now. My face was RED HOT??_ I think I was blushing??_we kept talking for a while and this time I took his hands and didn't want to let them go??_ ever??_before he went home??_ he drag me close to him and give me the first hug!!! His right hand went through my hairs and he told me I can feel your warmth and heartbeat??_Good night??_I know mine will be divine. (When a Taurus man hugs you??_ you??ll never forget it)
He went to my place more often from that day on??_We talked a lot about anything??_and because I never get tired of his voice??_ and then that one day arrived... before he left for home??_ I was expecting a hug as usual??_ which I did get??_ but this one lasted quite a bit longer and much tighter??_then he eased up and gives me the first kiss on the forehead??_ then the cheek??_and then my lips??_I was defensel
That was amazing??_ at least to me it was??_but I had to act cool since I'm an Aries and I don't want him to know that I was completely enamored by what he just said??_I was speechless and caught completely off guard??_I kept silent and was doing my best to think of something smart to say??_but nothing came to mind??_ nothing at all??_ He looked at me with a gentle smile and somehow he just saw right through me and told me:
-Let's try this out??_ let's learn more about each other on a different level??_I want to know the YOU at home??_the YOU I just saw??_ and I would like you to know more about me as well.
He made it sound sooooo easy??_. Then grab one of my hand and started to say??_ those are tiny hands, let me take care of you??_He stood up, gives me another smile and went home??_What in the world just happened??_I was in heaven that night??_he didn't log on ICQ that night, and I missed him sooooo much??_but I wouldn't know what to say anyway??_
A few days passed and I was starting to feel very uncomfortable??_ as I didn't gave him any real answer at all but instead he was doing everything by himself and proud as I am??_ I kinda wanted to get the last saying in this??_ so again I went to the video store and ask him to come over after work which of course he agrees to. And that night once again we??re alone in my room and I couldn't look at him straight in the eyes as I usually do??_but then I gathered all my courage and asked him if he wanted to date me? With another gentle smile and this time I even got a little pat on the head and he said??_ I??ve waited for that answer for quite a few months now. My face was RED HOT??_ I think I was blushing??_we kept talking for a while and this time I took his hands and didn't want to let them go??_ ever??_before he went home??_ he drag me close to him and give me the first hug!!! His right hand went through my hairs and he told me I can feel your warmth and heartbeat??_Good night??_I know mine will be divine. (When a Taurus man hugs you??_ you??ll never forget it)
He went to my place more often from that day on??_We talked a lot about anything??_and because I never get tired of his voice??_ and then that one day arrived... before he left for home??_ I was expecting a hug as usual??_ which I did get??_ but this one lasted quite a bit longer and much tighter??_then he eased up and gives me the first kiss on the forehead??_ then the cheek??_and then my lips??_I was defensel
(Part4)
He moves very slowly in relationship??_. But I Love every second of it. He's very respectful of my needs and feelings??_ and never tried to force himself on me??_We hug a lot and we kiss a lot and everyday was so exciting. One day during a passionate kiss, he slips his hand under my shirt and started to rub my back and I started to do the same and he loves it??_then I blow gently into his ears which got him completely aroused (that was cute as hell), I just found his weak spot lol??_ so I keep doing it and even give it a little lick??_He looked at me and told me plz don't do that unless you??re ready for whatever next is coming??_and Proud me of course have to keep teasing him??_ and what was next was beyond this world??_ but we didn't make love??_I was not ready and he knew it.
Taurus people??_ especially my Taurus are extremely attune to physical contacts, they do love to touche you and it always felt so right??_ his hands was always warm and I more than welcome them.
A few months into our official relation??_ we had our first few arguments??_I discover how possessive he is as time passes??_He doesn't like it when other guys touched me at all??_while I don't see what's wrong with that, our arguments however stay light and short, He never scream or anything he just kinda kept silent and asked me why those guys needed to touch me.. and I just told him those are friendly physical contact and that he red too much into it??_Then he apologized but I could see that he still wasn't happy about it??_I asked him why didn't it bother him before??_ and he told me I was not his girlfriend before and that things are different now??_and we both agrees that we shouldn't take these things so seriously.
He moves very slowly in relationship??_. But I Love every second of it. He's very respectful of my needs and feelings??_ and never tried to force himself on me??_We hug a lot and we kiss a lot and everyday was so exciting. One day during a passionate kiss, he slips his hand under my shirt and started to rub my back and I started to do the same and he loves it??_then I blow gently into his ears which got him completely aroused (that was cute as hell), I just found his weak spot lol??_ so I keep doing it and even give it a little lick??_He looked at me and told me plz don't do that unless you??re ready for whatever next is coming??_and Proud me of course have to keep teasing him??_ and what was next was beyond this world??_ but we didn't make love??_I was not ready and he knew it.
Taurus people??_ especially my Taurus are extremely attune to physical contacts, they do love to touche you and it always felt so right??_ his hands was always warm and I more than welcome them.
A few months into our official relation??_ we had our first few arguments??_I discover how possessive he is as time passes??_He doesn't like it when other guys touched me at all??_while I don't see what's wrong with that, our arguments however stay light and short, He never scream or anything he just kinda kept silent and asked me why those guys needed to touch me.. and I just told him those are friendly physical contact and that he red too much into it??_Then he apologized but I could see that he still wasn't happy about it??_I asked him why didn't it bother him before??_ and he told me I was not his girlfriend before and that things are different now??_and we both agrees that we shouldn't take these things so seriously.
(Part5)
After a year into our relationship??_ this is where it started to go from bad to worse??_.I have had many boyfriend before him while he never had any relationship before??_ and I do kept most of my ex as friend and good friends??_ while he thinks that that kind of thought doesn't make sense at all. We fight a lot on that topic because he hated it when I go out with my ex boyfriends??_. One time I was supposed to go to the theater with one of my ex and he got very angry and told me he will not tolerate that since I was in a relationship with him and that my ex was in a relationship with another girl??_ and that it doesn't make sense at all that??_ I was hurt that he didn't trust me but I comply with his demand since I do think that his reasoning make sense??_ but I made it sounds as if I was making him a favor this time.
From that day on things went even worse??_ one of my ex boyfriend actually got his MSN and started to talk to him about how lucky he is to be with me and all and my ex even told him that he was still in love with me??_My Taurus was mad but he never actually told me anything about it??_I actually learn about this at the end of our relationship —
We do have our sweet moments and all but overall??_ our relationship had gotten very tense everytime I go out with guys, especially when some of my ex are there.
We once went ice skating with a bunch of friends and one of the guy who had a crush on me for the longest time went to my Taurus and said hi to him??_ he replied with a single nod and before he could move on the guy told him to ease up and that he shouldn't be so jealous??_That was the first time I saw a real Bulll lost its temper with no filter whatsoever??_within a few words??_ he made the other guy almost wanna cry in front of everyone??_ he then grab my hands and act as if nothing was wrong??_That night we had a huge fight, I told him that the guy with the crush on me call me everyday and that I don't want to talk to him and that I always cut it short??_.and I asked him what he wanted me to do— He was furious and told me it's not about what he wants??_ It's about what I want??_I never understood that until recently.
After a year into our relationship??_ this is where it started to go from bad to worse??_.I have had many boyfriend before him while he never had any relationship before??_ and I do kept most of my ex as friend and good friends??_ while he thinks that that kind of thought doesn't make sense at all. We fight a lot on that topic because he hated it when I go out with my ex boyfriends??_. One time I was supposed to go to the theater with one of my ex and he got very angry and told me he will not tolerate that since I was in a relationship with him and that my ex was in a relationship with another girl??_ and that it doesn't make sense at all that??_ I was hurt that he didn't trust me but I comply with his demand since I do think that his reasoning make sense??_ but I made it sounds as if I was making him a favor this time.
From that day on things went even worse??_ one of my ex boyfriend actually got his MSN and started to talk to him about how lucky he is to be with me and all and my ex even told him that he was still in love with me??_My Taurus was mad but he never actually told me anything about it??_I actually learn about this at the end of our relationship —
We do have our sweet moments and all but overall??_ our relationship had gotten very tense everytime I go out with guys, especially when some of my ex are there.
We once went ice skating with a bunch of friends and one of the guy who had a crush on me for the longest time went to my Taurus and said hi to him??_ he replied with a single nod and before he could move on the guy told him to ease up and that he shouldn't be so jealous??_That was the first time I saw a real Bulll lost its temper with no filter whatsoever??_within a few words??_ he made the other guy almost wanna cry in front of everyone??_ he then grab my hands and act as if nothing was wrong??_That night we had a huge fight, I told him that the guy with the crush on me call me everyday and that I don't want to talk to him and that I always cut it short??_.and I asked him what he wanted me to do— He was furious and told me it's not about what he wants??_ It's about what I want??_I never understood that until recently.
(Part6)
Anyway a few more months passed with us fight a lot more till that day I decided to end everything??_ and told him we should stop this relation??_He was devastated and I was very sad.. but I thought that was the right thing to do back then??_we did hook up together a week after but it was sort of a for old time sake's date??_I??ve missed him sooo much but I just couldn't bear his controlling ways anymore??_ and I think he understood that so like always he never forced anything out of me, he didn't try to get back together either??_ We just enjoy each other presence whenever possible??_ until me and my family moved and I didn't contact him nor did I give him our new address or phone number??_
A few weeks passed and I called him because I missed him soo much and asked him to meet me at the University??_ which of course he agrees to??_We went into a private room for studying, but I couldn't control myself and went and sit on his lap and we kissed for a long long time. That night he called my cell phone and asked what happened in that room, but I was too proud to admit to him that I miss his touch sooo bad??_ but instead I told him I am in a relationship with someone else??_.He got completely mad and told me how much of a bitch I am and just hang up??_. Those words cut deeps and I still feel the coldness in his voice till today.
Anyway a few more months passed with us fight a lot more till that day I decided to end everything??_ and told him we should stop this relation??_He was devastated and I was very sad.. but I thought that was the right thing to do back then??_we did hook up together a week after but it was sort of a for old time sake's date??_I??ve missed him sooo much but I just couldn't bear his controlling ways anymore??_ and I think he understood that so like always he never forced anything out of me, he didn't try to get back together either??_ We just enjoy each other presence whenever possible??_ until me and my family moved and I didn't contact him nor did I give him our new address or phone number??_
A few weeks passed and I called him because I missed him soo much and asked him to meet me at the University??_ which of course he agrees to??_We went into a private room for studying, but I couldn't control myself and went and sit on his lap and we kissed for a long long time. That night he called my cell phone and asked what happened in that room, but I was too proud to admit to him that I miss his touch sooo bad??_ but instead I told him I am in a relationship with someone else??_.He got completely mad and told me how much of a bitch I am and just hang up??_. Those words cut deeps and I still feel the coldness in his voice till today.
(Part7)
We then haven't heard from each other for the next 6 years??_within this time, I have moved again and got into a relationship with 2 other guy one of them is current??_until last year I saw an advertisement with my Taurus in it. I cried really hard that night and decided to call him the next day??_As soon as I heard his voice all those years came rushing back into my head but I kept my cool and just asked him what's new with him and all??_ He was busy and so was I so we agreed to go to the restaurant tomorrow night??_needless to say I couldn't sleep at all that night...I was thinking of him all night??_ and just couldn't wait to see him. We finally met as he came to pick me up??_I have matured much and learned to control myself so once we saw each other we both just smile at each other??_but deep down I was in turmoil??_I missed his voice sooo much, his touch and that gentle smile. I had a wonderful evening with him as we talked about anything, my current relationship is in bad shape and I??ve learn so much within those 6 years without him by my side??_I now understand that even when he was mad at me with that guy calling me everyday??_ he wanted me to decided for myself, he thought I should be the one to make it clear to the other guy without him having to tell me what to do??_I was so sad because I failed him that time and even thought he was being unreasonable and capricious...I??ve also taste my own medicine since my current boyfriend always go out with his ex girlfriend and I get very mad everytime...I??ve finally came to realise how easy I had it back then since my Taurus never once made me jealous??_ I never had to worried about anything at all his dedication to me was total and I took advantage of it??_I was completely overwhelmed with sorrow and asked him why he didn't call me at all during all this time??_he suddenly turn cold and asked me should he had? And why didn't I call him at all? My pride suddenly came right back to slap me in the face and again I was speechless??_
We then haven't heard from each other for the next 6 years??_within this time, I have moved again and got into a relationship with 2 other guy one of them is current??_until last year I saw an advertisement with my Taurus in it. I cried really hard that night and decided to call him the next day??_As soon as I heard his voice all those years came rushing back into my head but I kept my cool and just asked him what's new with him and all??_ He was busy and so was I so we agreed to go to the restaurant tomorrow night??_needless to say I couldn't sleep at all that night...I was thinking of him all night??_ and just couldn't wait to see him. We finally met as he came to pick me up??_I have matured much and learned to control myself so once we saw each other we both just smile at each other??_but deep down I was in turmoil??_I missed his voice sooo much, his touch and that gentle smile. I had a wonderful evening with him as we talked about anything, my current relationship is in bad shape and I??ve learn so much within those 6 years without him by my side??_I now understand that even when he was mad at me with that guy calling me everyday??_ he wanted me to decided for myself, he thought I should be the one to make it clear to the other guy without him having to tell me what to do??_I was so sad because I failed him that time and even thought he was being unreasonable and capricious...I??ve also taste my own medicine since my current boyfriend always go out with his ex girlfriend and I get very mad everytime...I??ve finally came to realise how easy I had it back then since my Taurus never once made me jealous??_ I never had to worried about anything at all his dedication to me was total and I took advantage of it??_I was completely overwhelmed with sorrow and asked him why he didn't call me at all during all this time??_he suddenly turn cold and asked me should he had? And why didn't I call him at all? My pride suddenly came right back to slap me in the face and again I was speechless??_
(Part8)
I wasn't use to this coldness from my Bull but I guess I have to deal with it for now??_ so we kept on talking for a while and I also learned that he didn't get into any relationship after me??_that might be selfish but I was very happy hearing that??_ but of course I tried to act cool and ask if he was getting too picky??_He shook his head and said probably and gave me a smile??_He then avoid any further question about his personal life and just talk about random stuff which was fine as long as I get to hear this voice which has gotten even more manly. During dinner, I analyse every single part of his body??_his hands seem to be as warm as ever, his eye was full of sorrow and he seems to have gain a little weight??_ but he still looks very solid??_ the rest of the evening was very calm and I felt very comfortable with him.
A few days has passed and I have gotten into a big fight with my current boyfriend, and decide to call my Taurus guy??_ he immediately noticed I was in distress and ask me where I was??_ It was midnight and he didn't want me to be out alone at that time so he went to pick me up and we walk all the way from my current boyfriend house to my own??_I miss that nervous look from him as if something could have happened to me??_but nothing nor him or I could do now. A few days later, I invited myself to my Taurus apartment which was a little awkward at first??_ then I started to tease him and then we had a friendly wrestling fight till he pinned me down on his bed??_. Our eyes staring at each other??_ he then lean forward as he's about to kiss me??_ I call out his name which got him completely frozen for a few seconds??_ and then he said??_ I??ll take you home??_which he did.
I wasn't use to this coldness from my Bull but I guess I have to deal with it for now??_ so we kept on talking for a while and I also learned that he didn't get into any relationship after me??_that might be selfish but I was very happy hearing that??_ but of course I tried to act cool and ask if he was getting too picky??_He shook his head and said probably and gave me a smile??_He then avoid any further question about his personal life and just talk about random stuff which was fine as long as I get to hear this voice which has gotten even more manly. During dinner, I analyse every single part of his body??_his hands seem to be as warm as ever, his eye was full of sorrow and he seems to have gain a little weight??_ but he still looks very solid??_ the rest of the evening was very calm and I felt very comfortable with him.
A few days has passed and I have gotten into a big fight with my current boyfriend, and decide to call my Taurus guy??_ he immediately noticed I was in distress and ask me where I was??_ It was midnight and he didn't want me to be out alone at that time so he went to pick me up and we walk all the way from my current boyfriend house to my own??_I miss that nervous look from him as if something could have happened to me??_but nothing nor him or I could do now. A few days later, I invited myself to my Taurus apartment which was a little awkward at first??_ then I started to tease him and then we had a friendly wrestling fight till he pinned me down on his bed??_. Our eyes staring at each other??_ he then lean forward as he's about to kiss me??_ I call out his name which got him completely frozen for a few seconds??_ and then he said??_ I??ll take you home??_which he did.
(Part9)
For the next few weeks I called him all the time and we talk a little here and there??_ but he never calls me at all??_and that makes me angry??_ and I even asked him why he never call me at all ??_ just say hello and get news from me like I did??_He said he couldn't do it and he probably won't do it??_.I got very mad and said bye and we just hung up.
A year pass without any phone call at all till recently I called him and we talk a little over the phone??_And once again I miss him so much??_ but I don't know what to do anymore??_ I'm still with my current boyfriend and things have gotten a little better??_ but I still miss my Taurus so much??_. I want him to be part of my life even if it's just as a friend??_ but it seems so hard??_ and whenever I don't get the same treatment from him as before??_ I get mad at him??_I'm very confuse at the moment and don't know what to do anymore??_All I know is that I don't want him to be out of my life??_
Where did his gentleness go, why can't he be as nice to me as before—
I know this is a long story, but this is as short as I could make it??_ I even skip lots of details.
Could anyone, any Taurus man give any clue of how I can keep him around?
And for all Aries out there, if you get a real dedicated Taurus??_ don't screw it up like I did??_Cherish and accept them??_ that's all they asked for??_ and hardship will never again be part of your vocabulary.
Thanks.
For the next few weeks I called him all the time and we talk a little here and there??_ but he never calls me at all??_and that makes me angry??_ and I even asked him why he never call me at all ??_ just say hello and get news from me like I did??_He said he couldn't do it and he probably won't do it??_.I got very mad and said bye and we just hung up.
A year pass without any phone call at all till recently I called him and we talk a little over the phone??_And once again I miss him so much??_ but I don't know what to do anymore??_ I'm still with my current boyfriend and things have gotten a little better??_ but I still miss my Taurus so much??_. I want him to be part of my life even if it's just as a friend??_ but it seems so hard??_ and whenever I don't get the same treatment from him as before??_ I get mad at him??_I'm very confuse at the moment and don't know what to do anymore??_All I know is that I don't want him to be out of my life??_
Where did his gentleness go, why can't he be as nice to me as before—
I know this is a long story, but this is as short as I could make it??_ I even skip lots of details.
Could anyone, any Taurus man give any clue of how I can keep him around?
And for all Aries out there, if you get a real dedicated Taurus??_ don't screw it up like I did??_Cherish and accept them??_ that's all they asked for??_ and hardship will never again be part of your vocabulary.
Thanks.
Thanks everyone for the feedback. Like I said, I'm really confused lately and last night I took a little walk in the park at the outskirt of town trying to figure out what I really want and what I really need and guess who I met there? As I was walking alone through the park, someone gave me a little tap on the shoulder??_ I turned around and it was Mr. Taurus with a smile he asking me what I was doing here all alone and at this hour? I don't know what got into me but I just replied with a stupid joke??_ PLZ don't tell my mommy!! And he burst out in laugh??_I haven't seen him laugh for sooo long. We walked together for quite a while and he gave me a ride home.
I think I??ll need to talk to my current boyfriend and let him know of the whole situation??_I just couldn't get that laugh out of my mind. Should I let my Taurus know that I'm no longer in a relationship? Will he judges me?
I think I??ll need to talk to my current boyfriend and let him know of the whole situation??_I just couldn't get that laugh out of my mind. Should I let my Taurus know that I'm no longer in a relationship? Will he judges me?
@David13, to be honest, the situation with my current boyfriend is stable, we've been together for 2 years and a half now. We don't live together as we never feel we need to??_I feel a bit lame saying this??_but I don't think we really love each other but rather we??re used to each other. My Taurus don't know much about my current boyfriend since we haven't seen each other for a year??_I called him last week to talk a little that's all. He hasn't asked my anything about my personal life since. And I??ve noticed last night during our walk in the park that he's acting a lot more friendly and seems to be a lot more at ease when we just talk about everyday??s life stuff and keep the conversation on the light side.
I think it would be best if I keep things light and simple for a while??_ like I said in the same thread but in the Aries forum??_I want to apologize to him and somehow make it up to him??_ but not because I feel bad??_ but because I hurted him even though that wasn't my intention??_If you ask me if I want to get back with him??_the answer is pretty obvious??_ but I want to make it right this time and I want this feeling to be mutual??_ but I'm an Aries and even though I did work on my patience??_ I'm nowhere near my Bull??s level??_ it took him a whole freaking year to even flirt with me back then and we we??re young??_.
I think it would be best if I keep things light and simple for a while??_ like I said in the same thread but in the Aries forum??_I want to apologize to him and somehow make it up to him??_ but not because I feel bad??_ but because I hurted him even though that wasn't my intention??_If you ask me if I want to get back with him??_the answer is pretty obvious??_ but I want to make it right this time and I want this feeling to be mutual??_ but I'm an Aries and even though I did work on my patience??_ I'm nowhere near my Bull??s level??_ it took him a whole freaking year to even flirt with me back then and we we??re young??_.
@David13, Patience— I don't even think that is the right word to describe him??_But in any case., I do think taking some time to be with myself is a good thing to do??_I??ve got some insights from a Taurus woman that told me He (Taurus) might think I'm playing games with him ( I went to his apartment out of nowhere, tease him, call him during my fight with my current boyfriend) but all that was a year ago??_and the more I think about it??_ the more it does look like I was playing games??_.I haven't get in contact with any of my exes for a long time (excluding of course my Bull).
I??ve realise how dear he was, he is and he will always be to me and I finally understand what he was trying to make me understand 10 years ago. I want to take things slowly and just like Kira said in his post??_ getting reacquainted with each other??_ but you have no idea how hard it is to see him and imagining those arms around me??_. Aries aren't known for holding back??_
I??ve realise how dear he was, he is and he will always be to me and I finally understand what he was trying to make me understand 10 years ago. I want to take things slowly and just like Kira said in his post??_ getting reacquainted with each other??_ but you have no idea how hard it is to see him and imagining those arms around me??_. Aries aren't known for holding back??_
@Harry99, Thanks for your feedback. I??ve talk to my current bf this weekend, and somehow we both knew this was coming. We both agree to end our relationship and I told him briefly about my situation with my Bull and he was very impressed and told me to be careful and make sure that Mr. Taurus is still in love with me and not just obsessed and being stubborn. He also told me about his situation; he's seeing someone on a regular basis as well and things seem to be nice and sweet between them...And I wasn't angry or jealous at all, this is why I know I did the right thing this time.
Back to my Taurus now, when my ex/current boyfriend told me to make sure it wasn't just obsession, I kinda laugh inside my head since I seem to be the one being obsess at the moment lol. And that is why I do think I need some time by myself to figure it out and make sure I'm just not trying to get something Ican't seem to get??_I don't want to hurt him anymore. I send him a little text message this Saturday saying thank you for driving me home last week after the walk in the park and asking him how he was doing? I got a reply about an hour later telling me that he's not in town and that he??ll call me back. Since then, I'm really restless lol and just can't think of anything else but him.
You said, he seem like an amazing guy. Oh boy??_ that he is, he just doesn't seem to know it lol. He doesn't stand out much in a group??_ but once you start to talk to him??_you just can't get help it but want to know more and more about him. Everything you say and do suddenly seem very interesting??_ that is how you??ll feel around him. And when he is surrounded by close friends, you??ll see how big his heart is and his tremendous sense of humour.
I have a close friend, a scorpio chick that keep asking me to introduce him to her??_ I was like HECK NO!! lol she's hot and love challenges??_ so I told her to go find another Bull and she just laugh at me.
Back to my Taurus now, when my ex/current boyfriend told me to make sure it wasn't just obsession, I kinda laugh inside my head since I seem to be the one being obsess at the moment lol. And that is why I do think I need some time by myself to figure it out and make sure I'm just not trying to get something Ican't seem to get??_I don't want to hurt him anymore. I send him a little text message this Saturday saying thank you for driving me home last week after the walk in the park and asking him how he was doing? I got a reply about an hour later telling me that he's not in town and that he??ll call me back. Since then, I'm really restless lol and just can't think of anything else but him.
You said, he seem like an amazing guy. Oh boy??_ that he is, he just doesn't seem to know it lol. He doesn't stand out much in a group??_ but once you start to talk to him??_you just can't get help it but want to know more and more about him. Everything you say and do suddenly seem very interesting??_ that is how you??ll feel around him. And when he is surrounded by close friends, you??ll see how big his heart is and his tremendous sense of humour.
I have a close friend, a scorpio chick that keep asking me to introduce him to her??_ I was like HECK NO!! lol she's hot and love challenges??_ so I told her to go find another Bull and she just laugh at me.
@Kira, thank you for all the precious advices. As much as I would like to appeal to him, I can't if we don't see each other. I'm still waiting for his call since Saturday. You Bull are so dense sometime??_I tried not to think about it too much by investing myself more into work, reading and even shopping??_ It does help a little, but at the end of the day, I'm still thinking of him and alone missing him 😢
I found an old CD he made for me when we dated a long time ago??_gosh did he have great taste in music and did he know how to get to me??_ the first letter from all the songs he put on the CD said (His name) LOVE (My name).
Oh and I forgot to answer your previous question, I'm 30 and if my math isn't too bad he should be 32??_so I met him when I was 18??_time sure fly quickly??_ just not lately.
Anyway, I guess I??ll go back to work and more waiting
I found an old CD he made for me when we dated a long time ago??_gosh did he have great taste in music and did he know how to get to me??_ the first letter from all the songs he put on the CD said (His name) LOVE (My name).
Oh and I forgot to answer your previous question, I'm 30 and if my math isn't too bad he should be 32??_so I met him when I was 18??_time sure fly quickly??_ just not lately.
Anyway, I guess I??ll go back to work and more waiting
Hi Kira, Sorry I can't give out all the names of the songs on the CD??_ as it would give out our names as well right?
But here's a few of them:
-If we hold on together (Diana Ross)
-Only time (Enya)
-Valentine (Martina McBride)
-Do you love me that much (Peter Cetera)
-Oh mon amour (Christophe)
-Shadows (Giovanni Marradi)
??_and more
By the way thanks a lot for the rooting and I sure as hell wish this would have a happy ending. The good news is after 5 days he finally called me yesterday, but the bad news is??_ it was way too short and I miss him already.
It was around 9 pm last night when I got his phone call, I was so happy. He apologized for calling me late and I just said that I'm really happy that he called and that's the first time I got his call in 9 years??_.He kept silent for a few seconds and just said he's sorry. I felt bad a little there and just quickly replied??_I??ll forgive him if he promess to call me more often??_he started to laugh and told me he will if I??ll behave??_It was soo cute and I felt like a puppy that just got a pat on the head. We talked for a few minutes then he asked me if I'm ok and if something is bothering me and why was I alone in that park at that hour? That goof??_.If only I could tell him that he's the one bothering me, that I miss him so much??_I suddenly remember what he told me years ago??_ talking to you just doesn't seem enough, having you here in front of me just doesn't seem enough??_Anyway, I told him I just needed some fresh air and that I'm glad I took that walk. He told me to be careful and I replied I'm a big girl now and that he doesn't have to worry??_He replied that you are??_He still worries about me??_that means he still thinks about me??_ right? I thought that was good enough for the night and wished him a good night. 🙂
I slept very well last night knowing/hoping he still cares for me??_
But here's a few of them:
-If we hold on together (Diana Ross)
-Only time (Enya)
-Valentine (Martina McBride)
-Do you love me that much (Peter Cetera)
-Oh mon amour (Christophe)
-Shadows (Giovanni Marradi)
??_and more
By the way thanks a lot for the rooting and I sure as hell wish this would have a happy ending. The good news is after 5 days he finally called me yesterday, but the bad news is??_ it was way too short and I miss him already.
It was around 9 pm last night when I got his phone call, I was so happy. He apologized for calling me late and I just said that I'm really happy that he called and that's the first time I got his call in 9 years??_.He kept silent for a few seconds and just said he's sorry. I felt bad a little there and just quickly replied??_I??ll forgive him if he promess to call me more often??_he started to laugh and told me he will if I??ll behave??_It was soo cute and I felt like a puppy that just got a pat on the head. We talked for a few minutes then he asked me if I'm ok and if something is bothering me and why was I alone in that park at that hour? That goof??_.If only I could tell him that he's the one bothering me, that I miss him so much??_I suddenly remember what he told me years ago??_ talking to you just doesn't seem enough, having you here in front of me just doesn't seem enough??_Anyway, I told him I just needed some fresh air and that I'm glad I took that walk. He told me to be careful and I replied I'm a big girl now and that he doesn't have to worry??_He replied that you are??_He still worries about me??_that means he still thinks about me??_ right? I thought that was good enough for the night and wished him a good night. 🙂
I slept very well last night knowing/hoping he still cares for me??_
I would like to say thank you all Taurus people to make all this very easy for me. You guys are very welcoming and I feel very comfortable sharing my story here.
I know I sometime I sound a little braggart about my bull, might be my Aries side that like to show off a little??_ but honestly what's not to brag? I think I??ve found the most incredible man on earth and that has nothing to do with astrological sign??_ he just happens to be a Taurus and a really special one to me.
To be honest, I think he already known how I feel but you guys are right, I??ll just keep thing slow and steady. In fact, after reading your comments, I'm quite proud of myself for being able to keep my cool and being able to keep the conversation Wednesday night pleasant for the both of us??_but 10 minutes was nowhere near enough sigh??_It's been 4 weeks now and all this waiting is killing me??_sometime I ask myself, 9 years??_ how the hell did he do that? But that only make me want him back even more.
I feel so lame... looking at the calendar and trying to figure out if there are any holidays coming so I have an excuse to see him, Thank god there's Halloween... seeing him in uniform?? Hell yeah!!! (wishful thinking) 🙂
I know I sometime I sound a little braggart about my bull, might be my Aries side that like to show off a little??_ but honestly what's not to brag? I think I??ve found the most incredible man on earth and that has nothing to do with astrological sign??_ he just happens to be a Taurus and a really special one to me.
To be honest, I think he already known how I feel but you guys are right, I??ll just keep thing slow and steady. In fact, after reading your comments, I'm quite proud of myself for being able to keep my cool and being able to keep the conversation Wednesday night pleasant for the both of us??_but 10 minutes was nowhere near enough sigh??_It's been 4 weeks now and all this waiting is killing me??_sometime I ask myself, 9 years??_ how the hell did he do that? But that only make me want him back even more.
I feel so lame... looking at the calendar and trying to figure out if there are any holidays coming so I have an excuse to see him, Thank god there's Halloween... seeing him in uniform?? Hell yeah!!! (wishful thinking) 🙂
The very best of luck to you Leylia. 🙂
Hi ALL,
I need your help to get my Taurus man back. My story: I fell madly in love with my Taurus man, I'm a Leo lady. We were together 5 months, he would call me daily and text a lot, almost daily. He would sometimes withdraw and be distant and I'd ask him if he wanted to break up and he said he had concerns about my spending. He ignored me until I showed up at his apt to talk. He said he did thought it was bad I asked for gas money from my mom or him, that I live at home, etc. Things were shaky. He said we would take it slow, but we are still bf/gf. A week after that, he was all over me physically, but did not give me a good night kiss. I got mad. I invited him on a date and he introduced me as his date not gf(so now I was pissed). What set me off was discovering he hung out with an ex of 5 years (who cheated on him) without telling me. It prompted me to break up with him on 9/14/12 and then I tried to take it back on 9/15/12 telling him I was mad at him for seeing her, he should not have done that to me. I tried calling him that Sunday, but he sent me an email saying You breaking up with me, bashing me on Facebook, now trying to get back together, has gotten me a little turned around, I need time. I gave him 2 weeks and NOTHING! I deleted him from my Facebook, changed my number because I was angry that he does not communicate and smooth things out. By the 3rd week, on 10/5/12, I went to his apartment to see if I could talk to him about getting back together and he stated that we are fine, I just have $ concerns with you that I like Neiman Marcus and how 10 years from now I'd want a "higher socio economic life style . I had told him I only LOVED HIM and didn't want anything else in the world but to be with him.
He let me in his apt, I watched tv while he took a shower, and when he got out I tried to make love to him. What made me mad was that he had previous dinner plans with friends and I wanted him to cancel them. He said he doesn't do that and he wants to spend time with this fat female friend because she's moving. I was PISSED OFF to say the least and he knows that. We were about to make love, but couldn't because of his plans. He said he has to protect his interests, that people say $ is important.That night I texted him that I loved him & sorry I hurt his trust and love over money, but NO REPLY!!!!
Next day we texted and I mentioned I wanted to get him these glasses and he said not to go out of my way. We havent talked since. Any HELP?THANx
I need your help to get my Taurus man back. My story: I fell madly in love with my Taurus man, I'm a Leo lady. We were together 5 months, he would call me daily and text a lot, almost daily. He would sometimes withdraw and be distant and I'd ask him if he wanted to break up and he said he had concerns about my spending. He ignored me until I showed up at his apt to talk. He said he did thought it was bad I asked for gas money from my mom or him, that I live at home, etc. Things were shaky. He said we would take it slow, but we are still bf/gf. A week after that, he was all over me physically, but did not give me a good night kiss. I got mad. I invited him on a date and he introduced me as his date not gf(so now I was pissed). What set me off was discovering he hung out with an ex of 5 years (who cheated on him) without telling me. It prompted me to break up with him on 9/14/12 and then I tried to take it back on 9/15/12 telling him I was mad at him for seeing her, he should not have done that to me. I tried calling him that Sunday, but he sent me an email saying You breaking up with me, bashing me on Facebook, now trying to get back together, has gotten me a little turned around, I need time. I gave him 2 weeks and NOTHING! I deleted him from my Facebook, changed my number because I was angry that he does not communicate and smooth things out. By the 3rd week, on 10/5/12, I went to his apartment to see if I could talk to him about getting back together and he stated that we are fine, I just have $ concerns with you that I like Neiman Marcus and how 10 years from now I'd want a "higher socio economic life style . I had told him I only LOVED HIM and didn't want anything else in the world but to be with him.
He let me in his apt, I watched tv while he took a shower, and when he got out I tried to make love to him. What made me mad was that he had previous dinner plans with friends and I wanted him to cancel them. He said he doesn't do that and he wants to spend time with this fat female friend because she's moving. I was PISSED OFF to say the least and he knows that. We were about to make love, but couldn't because of his plans. He said he has to protect his interests, that people say $ is important.That night I texted him that I loved him & sorry I hurt his trust and love over money, but NO REPLY!!!!
Next day we texted and I mentioned I wanted to get him these glasses and he said not to go out of my way. We havent talked since. Any HELP?THANx
@Classyleolady, I'm not a Taurus but an Aries woman, I??ve red your story quite a few times now and I'm still confuse why do you ask him for gas money? Are you a spendthrift person? Taurus tend to be quite careful about their spendings. He said it himself that he has a problem with the way you spend money. Another thing, I don't think it's a good idea to break up with a Taurus and then try to get back together on and off that many time...that would make you look very childish??_ and they hate that??_, If you??re angry, take some time to cool off and get back to him or wait for him to get back to you for a good talk and sort things out. Looking at your situation??_I would suggest you to slow down a little??_ and be careful??_ I kinda have the feeling he's taking advantage of you since you made yourself soooo available??_ so be careful, slow down??_. As it is??_ you seem to be way too reckless.
And one last thing, this thread is almost dead??_. Very few people actually read this, I think my 11 pages essay kinda scare them away??_ so you might have more replies if you make a new thread for your situation.
And one last thing, this thread is almost dead??_. Very few people actually read this, I think my 11 pages essay kinda scare them away??_ so you might have more replies if you make a new thread for your situation.
@Kira and all Taurus that support me so far, I??ve just had the best weekend in my life. I called him Friday morning to ask if he already has plan for this weekend before Halloween? He told that a couple of his friends and him are going out of town, they have rented a big mansion on the mountains for the occasion to spend some time together??_I was very disappointed of course till he asked me if I'm available this weekend, and that they have some room left if I want to bring a friend with me if I'm not comfortable going there alone. Caught me a little off guard but I told him that I??ll be alone.
Once we arrived at the mansion??_I realise that I know most of his friends??_We went to a local special event that night??_ a huge haunted house. Since everyone was in couple??_ I of course was paired up with him. It was very scary and needless to say I took advantage of the situation and jump in his arms whenever I have the opportunity.
Back at the mansion, we decided to watch a horror movie and I snuggle up next to him under a blanket. We were in each other arms from the middle of the movie till the end??_ I even got a few pat on the back of the head when I was scared and hide my head in his chest.
That night he showed me to my room, and before he left, I grab his jacket and made a sad face??_telling him that I don't want to sleep alone after that movie??_He smiled at me and told me it's just a movie??_ then I let out a little plz with puppy eyes??_He shook his head and said He??ll sleep on the floor next to my bed but ask me not to step on him in the morning as a joke. That night, he was extra gentle and sweet, we talk for a long time till I got very sleepy??_he pulled the blanket up to cover me, put his hand on my forehead and whisper a sweet little goodnight before turning off the light.
Once we arrived at the mansion??_I realise that I know most of his friends??_We went to a local special event that night??_ a huge haunted house. Since everyone was in couple??_ I of course was paired up with him. It was very scary and needless to say I took advantage of the situation and jump in his arms whenever I have the opportunity.
Back at the mansion, we decided to watch a horror movie and I snuggle up next to him under a blanket. We were in each other arms from the middle of the movie till the end??_ I even got a few pat on the back of the head when I was scared and hide my head in his chest.
That night he showed me to my room, and before he left, I grab his jacket and made a sad face??_telling him that I don't want to sleep alone after that movie??_He smiled at me and told me it's just a movie??_ then I let out a little plz with puppy eyes??_He shook his head and said He??ll sleep on the floor next to my bed but ask me not to step on him in the morning as a joke. That night, he was extra gentle and sweet, we talk for a long time till I got very sleepy??_he pulled the blanket up to cover me, put his hand on my forehead and whisper a sweet little goodnight before turning off the light.
Saturday morning when I got out of the room everyone was looking at me with a smirky smile, he told them to stop scaring me but I replied that it doesn't bother me and he blushes a little. We all went hiking in the mountains, then lunch, then outdoor spa, then campfire, then more outdoor spa, dinner and finally some werewolf game then back to sleep. Saturday night, he asked me if I'm ok tonight, sleeping alone? I said what if that scary lady from the movie come and get me?? He smile and said he got it.
I will never forget this night. He lie down in his sleeping bag and I sat next to him as we talk for a while??_He looked very tired so I asked him if he wanted to sleep now? He give me a little nod, a smile and said goodnight??_I don't know what got over me, but I lean toward him and gave him a little kiss on the forehead??_He suddenly grab my head before I could move out and said he misses me??_All this years, all my emotions got a hold of me and I burst out into tears. He pulled me down next to him and hugged me very tightly and said sorry. Once again he's trying to take the blame for everything I felt so sad and told him everything??_ about how I felt, about how much I love him, about how sad thinking I??ve lost him forever??_ about how sorry I am to have hurt him all these years??_I just couldn't stop crying??_ And he said he's the way he is and that I don't have to be so hard on myself??_He gently ask me to give him some time as he is very confuse right now??_I asked him to hold me for the rest of the night to which he agrees and he started humming one of my favorite song to calm me down and to get me to sleep. We finally fell asleep together.
I woke up the next morning, relieved and very happy??_He left me a little message on the desk saying... this is your Halloween treat??_ a tiny music box with the song —A time for us??.
I love this man!! The way he's concern about me, the way he takes care of me??_how clumsy his emotions are??_
Before we left the mansion, one of his closest friends came to me and whisper to me:
-Thank god! I was starting to think he's gay ??_.
We both laugh and she ran back to her boyfriend and me to my Bull.
GOD bless Halloween!!
I will never forget this night. He lie down in his sleeping bag and I sat next to him as we talk for a while??_He looked very tired so I asked him if he wanted to sleep now? He give me a little nod, a smile and said goodnight??_I don't know what got over me, but I lean toward him and gave him a little kiss on the forehead??_He suddenly grab my head before I could move out and said he misses me??_All this years, all my emotions got a hold of me and I burst out into tears. He pulled me down next to him and hugged me very tightly and said sorry. Once again he's trying to take the blame for everything I felt so sad and told him everything??_ about how I felt, about how much I love him, about how sad thinking I??ve lost him forever??_ about how sorry I am to have hurt him all these years??_I just couldn't stop crying??_ And he said he's the way he is and that I don't have to be so hard on myself??_He gently ask me to give him some time as he is very confuse right now??_I asked him to hold me for the rest of the night to which he agrees and he started humming one of my favorite song to calm me down and to get me to sleep. We finally fell asleep together.
I woke up the next morning, relieved and very happy??_He left me a little message on the desk saying... this is your Halloween treat??_ a tiny music box with the song —A time for us??.
I love this man!! The way he's concern about me, the way he takes care of me??_how clumsy his emotions are??_
Before we left the mansion, one of his closest friends came to me and whisper to me:
-Thank god! I was starting to think he's gay ??_.
We both laugh and she ran back to her boyfriend and me to my Bull.
GOD bless Halloween!!
Hi Harry99 and Hi Kira, Thank you both for the support, really appreciate it.
Since that night I feel sooooo much better, now that everything is clear and in sight. He hasn't say he loves me or anything and we??re not officially a couple either??_but I don't care about that now??_I??ve got so much more through his actions??_Just him being him, the way he is, I??ve got more than enough proof of his love and I can live with that.
I got a little text message from him on Monday just to say that he's still there...that put a smile on my face for the whole day. We??re supposed to go out of town again this weekend. He has rented a chalet and asked me to bring a friend or two to keep me company as he might be a little busy with his friends this time??_so I decided to invite my scorpio chick of a friend??_ she's been nagging me to meet him for quite a while now.
He told me he's very busy during the week and I understand that so I??ll keep myself busy as well??_beside that music box of his will keep me company till we meet again 🙂
Since that night I feel sooooo much better, now that everything is clear and in sight. He hasn't say he loves me or anything and we??re not officially a couple either??_but I don't care about that now??_I??ve got so much more through his actions??_Just him being him, the way he is, I??ve got more than enough proof of his love and I can live with that.
I got a little text message from him on Monday just to say that he's still there...that put a smile on my face for the whole day. We??re supposed to go out of town again this weekend. He has rented a chalet and asked me to bring a friend or two to keep me company as he might be a little busy with his friends this time??_so I decided to invite my scorpio chick of a friend??_ she's been nagging me to meet him for quite a while now.
He told me he's very busy during the week and I understand that so I??ll keep myself busy as well??_beside that music box of his will keep me company till we meet again 🙂
i tried to avoid reading this thread given that there were multiple "parts," but given it spawned a subsequent thread, i was forced to take a look.
frankly, i find it very odd that the OP is able to recall details from years ago...to the letter. it's kinda creepy actually.
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frankly, i find it very odd that the OP is able to recall details from years ago...to the letter. it's kinda creepy actually.
-the end
HAHAHA no never you are not goiong to get what you want from a Taurus. You are an Aries. You know what a narcissists and sperm have in common, you both have 1 in 3 million of a chance of becoming human. Get over it, move on.
Thanks David really appreciate all the support... I'll do what everyone suggest 🙂
And I do remember every tiny bit of history I had with him even if it was 11 years ago because those were IMPORTANT memories.
@JTaurus, I don't know if that reply was meant for me of for our Leo lady, but please be respectful...you don't have to agree with anyone but a little manner would be nice.
And I do remember every tiny bit of history I had with him even if it was 11 years ago because those were IMPORTANT memories.
@JTaurus, I don't know if that reply was meant for me of for our Leo lady, but please be respectful...you don't have to agree with anyone but a little manner would be nice.
everyday i spent with my mom was IMPORTANT too, but recalling the way she buttered her toast on a specific day in 1986 isn't one of them 😛
Posted by caligula
everyday i spent with my mom was IMPORTANT too, but recalling the way she buttered her toast on a specific day in 1986 isn't one of them 😛
Lol 🙂
actually no. she ate croissants 😛
Posted by KiraPosted by Leylia12
so I decided to invite my scorpio chick of a friend??_ she's been nagging me to meet him for quite a while now.
Hey Leylia, not afraid anymore are we?? 🙂
I'll be waiting for your upcoming weekend's story 🙂click to expand
Lol Kira, am I afraid? Not really??_ a bit insecure? Of course she's a very pretty lady and a flirt goddess. But after what happened last weekend, I know my Bull isn't going anywhere. And besides, she's very good company and we always have fun together??_one of those friend you want to keep around forever.
I??ll try and post some updates once we get back home??_ this place is like a little diary for me now. And by the way, I got a text message from him yesterday as well??_ short and sweet, can't tell you what the message was but I loved it??_ even very busy, he takes a few seconds to secure restless me 🙂
Posted by David13
If it were REALLY a diary for you... you would tell us what that 'short and sweet' message said !!!
😭
" thinking of you" blush.... 😉
@Kira, lol yes I sure did??_ especially since he has always been so secretive about his personal life and relationship??_I don't know if that has anything to do with Taurus being possessive like the relation itself belongs to them and that it's something they just don't want to share??_ that's what I like to think because it makes me feel special. 🙂
I haven't got a text message yesterday??_he must have been very busy. I want to send him a text message this morning but I'm afraid he's still asleep and I don't want to wake him up??_I??ll just do it later I guess. I haven't heard his voice since Sunday and I miss it a lot. Let's just hope I can keep it together and not jump his bone tomorrow when I??ll see him??_sigh??_
I haven't got a text message yesterday??_he must have been very busy. I want to send him a text message this morning but I'm afraid he's still asleep and I don't want to wake him up??_I??ll just do it later I guess. I haven't heard his voice since Sunday and I miss it a lot. Let's just hope I can keep it together and not jump his bone tomorrow when I??ll see him??_sigh??_
Finally weekend 🙂
Your story reminds me so much of the time when I was with a taurus male (I'm an aries girl). We were in the same room, he was bold and chatted me up, we touched and that was that. We were instantly drawn to each other. But it was difficult because we expected the other one to take the initiative. And we were both stubborn to a fault. We were together for seven years and he still calls me for my birthday even though we haven't seen each other for more than ten years. Great guy, touchy, wild, sensual. If we hadn't met at the completely wrong point in time, I'm sure I'd still be with him. So go ahead girl 🙂
Hi everyone, I'm back and we had a lovely weekend at the chalet a few weeks ago. Both me and my scorpio friend enjoyed it a lot. My Bull went and pick us up friday afternoon and after a long 3 hours drive, we finally arrived at the chalet. As we started to unpack our stuff, my taurus offered to help us with our luggage...and my friend of course jump on the occasion to flirt and tease him asking him what she could do to return the favor...he replied " You could do the dishes later" and wink back at her...I laugh sooo hard, her face was priceless.
We tour the chalet together and he (my Bull) let us pick the room we want. As we discuss what we're going to do for dinner his friends arrived and everyone introduce themselve. Finally we decided to make a camp fire and have hot dogs for dinner. After the meal my Bull decided to take a walk to the closest river and enjoy the starry night and ask if anyone wanted to come...So my friend and I follow my Bull to the river, we then sat down and just enjoy the magnificent view. We talk about all sort of stuff, making jokes... It was fun and really nice to hear his voice... it's a shame we were not alone though.
Saturday morning, I woke up and went downstairs and see both my Bull and my friend already up, they were preparing breakfast for everyone so I offered to help. He told me he'll need my help with something and ask me to follow him and asking my friend to take over breakfast preparation for him. I followed him to his room and ask him what is it he needs help with— He then told me that miss scorpio is cute but flirts a lot...so I replied "yea she needs lot of attention", then I suddenly heard a click behind me...I turned around and saw him locking his door and he started to move toward me. He look at me straight in the eyes and pin me down on his bed and said "And I.... need you" I was shocked, I closed my eyes as he lean on top of me and we kiss passionately...then he suddenly stop and said that should keep you thinking about me for the next week right? ( with a smirky smile ) .... That jerk!!!! I pulled him back down, switched position and gave him a nice Hickey on the neck and told him " Now you go and explain that to them..." (with an innocent look). It was funny, he had to wear a scarf for the rest of the weekend.
We tour the chalet together and he (my Bull) let us pick the room we want. As we discuss what we're going to do for dinner his friends arrived and everyone introduce themselve. Finally we decided to make a camp fire and have hot dogs for dinner. After the meal my Bull decided to take a walk to the closest river and enjoy the starry night and ask if anyone wanted to come...So my friend and I follow my Bull to the river, we then sat down and just enjoy the magnificent view. We talk about all sort of stuff, making jokes... It was fun and really nice to hear his voice... it's a shame we were not alone though.
Saturday morning, I woke up and went downstairs and see both my Bull and my friend already up, they were preparing breakfast for everyone so I offered to help. He told me he'll need my help with something and ask me to follow him and asking my friend to take over breakfast preparation for him. I followed him to his room and ask him what is it he needs help with— He then told me that miss scorpio is cute but flirts a lot...so I replied "yea she needs lot of attention", then I suddenly heard a click behind me...I turned around and saw him locking his door and he started to move toward me. He look at me straight in the eyes and pin me down on his bed and said "And I.... need you" I was shocked, I closed my eyes as he lean on top of me and we kiss passionately...then he suddenly stop and said that should keep you thinking about me for the next week right? ( with a smirky smile ) .... That jerk!!!! I pulled him back down, switched position and gave him a nice Hickey on the neck and told him " Now you go and explain that to them..." (with an innocent look). It was funny, he had to wear a scarf for the rest of the weekend.
We spent the rest of Saturday, talking, cooking, hiking and the Spa. At night we always play the werewolf game all together??_Overall it was a wonderful weekend, nice and quiet. Both me and my friend enjoyed ourselves a lot??_My friend compliment and praise my Bull a lot and told me we should do this more often.
Since that weekend, M. Taurus has been very busy but as always??_ take some time every day to send me a little text message or a small phone call. We tend to take these things for granted but I really cherish the way he is so considerate in every aspect of my life??_I might not have the quantity at the moment but I sure as hell have the quality of what little time we share together.
The bad news is??_ he's now gone till December 19th??_He's in Switzerland for his work??_It's been a week since he's away and I miss him dearly. 😢
@Tupeline, Thank you 🙂 they are special aren't they?
Since that weekend, M. Taurus has been very busy but as always??_ take some time every day to send me a little text message or a small phone call. We tend to take these things for granted but I really cherish the way he is so considerate in every aspect of my life??_I might not have the quantity at the moment but I sure as hell have the quality of what little time we share together.
The bad news is??_ he's now gone till December 19th??_He's in Switzerland for his work??_It's been a week since he's away and I miss him dearly. 😢
@Tupeline, Thank you 🙂 they are special aren't they?
Hello Kira.
To be honest I don't have any plan in particular, just the usual??_ trying to keep myself busy. I'm pretty loaded with work myself, then there's christmas shopping and I also want to give my Bull a nice welcome when he??ll be back??_he's been so good to me and I really want to do something nice for him. I'm an awful cook, but I??ll do my best. 🙂
2 more weeks before I get to see him again??_We do exchange a few text messages here and there, but I haven't heard his voice for far too long. He sent me a message the other day telling me he misses my scent and that made me really happy.
Before he left for his trip to Switzerland, he invited me to his family christmas party which made me a little nervous to be honest. He has a huge family and since I'm pretty much the first girl he??ll ever bring home??_ I'm a little afraid to not being able to meet their expectations. And besides, we??re not officially a couple yet??_and I don't know what to say if they ask me about our relationship. Anyway, right now my head is kinda fill with thoughts of not being able to see him for another 2 weeks.
To be honest I don't have any plan in particular, just the usual??_ trying to keep myself busy. I'm pretty loaded with work myself, then there's christmas shopping and I also want to give my Bull a nice welcome when he??ll be back??_he's been so good to me and I really want to do something nice for him. I'm an awful cook, but I??ll do my best. 🙂
2 more weeks before I get to see him again??_We do exchange a few text messages here and there, but I haven't heard his voice for far too long. He sent me a message the other day telling me he misses my scent and that made me really happy.
Before he left for his trip to Switzerland, he invited me to his family christmas party which made me a little nervous to be honest. He has a huge family and since I'm pretty much the first girl he??ll ever bring home??_ I'm a little afraid to not being able to meet their expectations. And besides, we??re not officially a couple yet??_and I don't know what to say if they ask me about our relationship. Anyway, right now my head is kinda fill with thoughts of not being able to see him for another 2 weeks.
Thank you Kira,
I will call him later on tonight since it's weekend. I know he's very busy so I tried to avoid bothering him during the week.
As for our relationship... it does moving foward... but still no label to what it really is. It doesn't bother me at all... I'm just a little concern as of what I should say if his family ask me about it? I care deeply for him and I've never been happier and he cares soo much for me and whatever we currently share together is very precious to me and I really think there is no need to put a specific label on everything...especially not in this case.
I will call him later on tonight since it's weekend. I know he's very busy so I tried to avoid bothering him during the week.
As for our relationship... it does moving foward... but still no label to what it really is. It doesn't bother me at all... I'm just a little concern as of what I should say if his family ask me about it? I care deeply for him and I've never been happier and he cares soo much for me and whatever we currently share together is very precious to me and I really think there is no need to put a specific label on everything...especially not in this case.
Last night I just got the best Christmas gift ever! I was supposed to meet my scorpio friend for Christmas shopping, but as I opened the door to go and meet her, someone was standing in front of me with a huge flower bouquet. 26 Blue Moon roses for 26 days without you by my side he said??_.I recognized that voice, It was my Bull!!! He handed me the bouquet and told me he misses me so much. He grabbed me by the waist and kissed me.
Everything happened so fast, I just let him do whatever he wants??_I was speechless. We hugged for a little while as a catch my breath. I was very happy, but at the same time a little sad??_I just don't know how to explain it properly. I was a little weepy and asked him??_ where on earth have you been? He smiled at me and told me —let's catch up over dinner?? and told me that my friend helped him with this surprise.
He brought me to a nice fancy restaurant, and everyone was looking and smiling at us partly because I didn't want to leave the flowers in the cars. He told me about his trip to Switzerland and how he's been working his butt off to be able to go home and see me earlier. Then he asked me if I think he's being selfish to ask his girlfriend to go to the Barbados with him tomorrow??_.then he handed me 2 plane tickets. I stood up, went to his side, sat on his lap and gave him a nice kiss with all my heart??_Everyone in the restaurant was applauding and cheering at us??_ and my bull was blushing??_.he was sooo cute. I called my friend to see if she could take over my work for me for a week??_she told me to tell my Bulll that he owes her big time. We came back to my place and talked all night??_
Looks like I??ve been a very good girl this year??_ Santa give me back the man of my dream and we??re officially together tonight.
🙂
Everything happened so fast, I just let him do whatever he wants??_I was speechless. We hugged for a little while as a catch my breath. I was very happy, but at the same time a little sad??_I just don't know how to explain it properly. I was a little weepy and asked him??_ where on earth have you been? He smiled at me and told me —let's catch up over dinner?? and told me that my friend helped him with this surprise.
He brought me to a nice fancy restaurant, and everyone was looking and smiling at us partly because I didn't want to leave the flowers in the cars. He told me about his trip to Switzerland and how he's been working his butt off to be able to go home and see me earlier. Then he asked me if I think he's being selfish to ask his girlfriend to go to the Barbados with him tomorrow??_.then he handed me 2 plane tickets. I stood up, went to his side, sat on his lap and gave him a nice kiss with all my heart??_Everyone in the restaurant was applauding and cheering at us??_ and my bull was blushing??_.he was sooo cute. I called my friend to see if she could take over my work for me for a week??_she told me to tell my Bulll that he owes her big time. We came back to my place and talked all night??_
Looks like I??ve been a very good girl this year??_ Santa give me back the man of my dream and we??re officially together tonight.
🙂
Hi Kira!
Happy new year!!! It's been a while but a lot happened lately... and now, I'm engaged!! 🙂
It's a very long story, but what a good way to start the year don't you think?
Happy new year!!! It's been a while but a lot happened lately... and now, I'm engaged!! 🙂
It's a very long story, but what a good way to start the year don't you think?
Posted by Leylia12
Hi Kira!
Happy new year!!! It's been a while but a lot happened lately... and now, I'm engaged!! 🙂
It's a very long story, but what a good way to start the year don't you think?
You lucky girl! Congrats 🙂
bump... I just sat here and read this entire thread and it's absolutely beautiful. It should be one of those sappy romance movies that I refuse to watch. Congrats @Leylia12!
@BkBella86, Thanks a lot I appreciate it 🙂
@neuroticvirgo, thanks a lot and yes it does sounds like a B serie movie 🙂 ... but it's my own very precious movie.
We see each other more often now... we spent nights at each other place often as well... and he always want to go out of town on weekend saying he needs to get away from his everyday life and the city to rest and I'm part of it and that means a lot... at least to me.
I cooked dinner for him the other day and set our meal at both ends of the table... I went to wash my hand, came back and saw him move his meal right next to me.. he said he doesn't want me to be that far away from him 🙂
@neuroticvirgo, thanks a lot and yes it does sounds like a B serie movie 🙂 ... but it's my own very precious movie.
We see each other more often now... we spent nights at each other place often as well... and he always want to go out of town on weekend saying he needs to get away from his everyday life and the city to rest and I'm part of it and that means a lot... at least to me.
I cooked dinner for him the other day and set our meal at both ends of the table... I went to wash my hand, came back and saw him move his meal right next to me.. he said he doesn't want me to be that far away from him 🙂
Posted by Leylia12
@BkBella86, Thanks a lot I appreciate it 🙂
@neuroticvirgo, thanks a lot and yes it does sounds like a B serie movie 🙂 ... but it's my own very precious movie.
We see each other more often now... we spent nights at each other place often as well... and he always want to go out of town on weekend saying he needs to get away from his everyday life and the city to rest and I'm part of it and that means a lot... at least to me.
I cooked dinner for him the other day and set our meal at both ends of the table... I went to wash my hand, came back and saw him move his meal right next to me.. he said he doesn't want me to be that far away from him 🙂
Aww that is the sweetest thing! I must admit to small pangs...I think they call this jealousy. WOW so that's what that feels like...lol No but seriously, my bull has recently started to open up like yours (not as much) but when they open up like this it makes them very easy to love. Enjoy yourself!
@Neuroticvirgo, They are very easy to love aren't they? lol
They don't talk much or express themselve much... but when you hit that special string within them you can see it all over their face and it's adorable 🙂
And they sure know how to make you feel special as well.
How long have you been with your Bull?
They don't talk much or express themselve much... but when you hit that special string within them you can see it all over their face and it's adorable 🙂
And they sure know how to make you feel special as well.
How long have you been with your Bull?
Posted by Leylia12
@Neuroticvirgo, They are very easy to love aren't they? lol
They don't talk much or express themselve much... but when you hit that special string within them you can see it all over their face and it's adorable 🙂
And they sure know how to make you feel special as well.
How long have you been with your Bull?
You could not be more right. Even when I'm mad at him (which I am right now) as soon as I see that face, those eyes and that boyish smile that only I get; all my anger just melts away and I can't stay angry no matter how much I want to.
We've been dating just over 6 months; and in this last month or 2 he's just come alive. We went from seeing each other once a week to spending 3+ days a week together. He got a place close to mine and always comments about how much he loves how close we are to each other. He calls more, text more, it's just awesome; which makes when we have a fight that much worse because I miss the new loving him. Meh I could ramble on for days! Enjoy your awesome bull and come back from time to time with stories so I can live vicariously...lol 😉
Hey Kira! It's nice to hear from you again
You??re right, things have been moving lightning fast lately and to be honest??_ I'm still trying to get my head out of the clouds right now. 6 Months ago, I had no idea where I was going and I really thought I lost my Bull forever. Today, as we speak, I'm engage to the love of my life, planning our wedding together. I thought Taurus Men were slow lol.
Jokes aside, I'm currently living in a dream??_ My Bull seems to be even more excited about the wedding than I am??_Most couples I know??_usually the girl take care of almost everything. In my case my Bull wanna take charge of everything and spend lots of time looking for his —Perfect place??. We talk about who we really wanted to invite, where and when the wedding should take place, where should go for our honeymoon, invitation cards, my dresses, our rings, the food??_ gosh I mean thinking about all this stuff makes me dizzy but my Bull always have a huge smile whenever we talk about all this and for that I feel really blessed.
About our trip to the Barbados, It was awesome we spent some good quality time together. I got to see his lazy side for once it was funny and somewhat cute. Even though he's not too fond of party and huge crowd??_but to pleased me he went dancing with me and he's an awful dancer hahahaha but I think I got him quite arouse because he couldn't keep his eye off me and after the party??_oh boy! We had our own after party rawrrr! Also, every night he insisted on taking a walk on the beach and enjoy the stars in the sky saying we don't get this kind of privilege in big cities??_ and you know what??_ he's right not only it's romantic??_ but gosh!!! he's sexy when he's lost in his thoughts.
Christmas with his family was nice as well??_ everyone was so nice and kind to me. His entire family is very proud and talk very highly of him??_ not in front of him though. His cousins absolutely adore him. Spending time with his family??_ I can't help but think about how wonderful it will be to share my life with him??_ having kids of our own??_I am day dreaming as I type all this right now.
You??re right, things have been moving lightning fast lately and to be honest??_ I'm still trying to get my head out of the clouds right now. 6 Months ago, I had no idea where I was going and I really thought I lost my Bull forever. Today, as we speak, I'm engage to the love of my life, planning our wedding together. I thought Taurus Men were slow lol.
Jokes aside, I'm currently living in a dream??_ My Bull seems to be even more excited about the wedding than I am??_Most couples I know??_usually the girl take care of almost everything. In my case my Bull wanna take charge of everything and spend lots of time looking for his —Perfect place??. We talk about who we really wanted to invite, where and when the wedding should take place, where should go for our honeymoon, invitation cards, my dresses, our rings, the food??_ gosh I mean thinking about all this stuff makes me dizzy but my Bull always have a huge smile whenever we talk about all this and for that I feel really blessed.
About our trip to the Barbados, It was awesome we spent some good quality time together. I got to see his lazy side for once it was funny and somewhat cute. Even though he's not too fond of party and huge crowd??_but to pleased me he went dancing with me and he's an awful dancer hahahaha but I think I got him quite arouse because he couldn't keep his eye off me and after the party??_oh boy! We had our own after party rawrrr! Also, every night he insisted on taking a walk on the beach and enjoy the stars in the sky saying we don't get this kind of privilege in big cities??_ and you know what??_ he's right not only it's romantic??_ but gosh!!! he's sexy when he's lost in his thoughts.
Christmas with his family was nice as well??_ everyone was so nice and kind to me. His entire family is very proud and talk very highly of him??_ not in front of him though. His cousins absolutely adore him. Spending time with his family??_ I can't help but think about how wonderful it will be to share my life with him??_ having kids of our own??_I am day dreaming as I type all this right now.
What a beautiful story!!... I just red the whole thing and cried at that part ( the Halloween party part)
Really makes me miss my taurus so bad...
I know this story is 4 years old... but you mind posting what happened next? I kind of want to hear the rest of it... what happened these last 4 years?
Really makes me miss my taurus so bad...
I know this story is 4 years old... but you mind posting what happened next? I kind of want to hear the rest of it... what happened these last 4 years?
Thank you JonhtheBaptist100 🙂
I am now indeed married to my Bull and we have a daughter together. We are currently trying to have a second baby. Everyday is a blessing really...My Bull works a lot and whenever he got home, the first thing he does is always give me and our daughter a kiss.. After a quick shower he always tell me to get some rest while he takes care of the baby as well as cooking dinner. I help him with the dishes after dinner and then we go out for a little walk together. and after years of marriage he is still as passionnate as ever! Saturday is our couple day... he ask his family or mine to take care of the baby for us and we spend time alone together like we use to. We go to the theater, fancy restaurant, shopping... well pretty much all the cheesy things couple do lol. He also randomly send me flowers to surprise me 🙂
Of course we don't go out as much as we use to...with the baby and all it does require a lot of attention and time...but it's ok...he hasn't change... in fact seeing how gaga he is over our daugther fills me with joy. I just wish he takes better care of himself really... I feel very blessed as I know he works tirelessly so he can provide the best of everything for us and so far everything seems to be fine...But to be perfectly honest with you...I'm very afraid that someday he will just collapse of exhaustion and then I just won't know what to do...He really spoiled and pamper me a lot and take everything upon himself and I love him so so much for that... But I just need him to understand that I'm here too and that I need to be able to take care of things myself...but you know how stubborn they are... and I can't really get angry at him now can I.... I mean everything he does... is for us...So all I can do is make sure that after a hard day at work he come back to a cozy, welcoming and loving home 🙂
Gosh I can ramble for days about how awesome he is!!! 🙂
I am now indeed married to my Bull and we have a daughter together. We are currently trying to have a second baby. Everyday is a blessing really...My Bull works a lot and whenever he got home, the first thing he does is always give me and our daughter a kiss.. After a quick shower he always tell me to get some rest while he takes care of the baby as well as cooking dinner. I help him with the dishes after dinner and then we go out for a little walk together. and after years of marriage he is still as passionnate as ever! Saturday is our couple day... he ask his family or mine to take care of the baby for us and we spend time alone together like we use to. We go to the theater, fancy restaurant, shopping... well pretty much all the cheesy things couple do lol. He also randomly send me flowers to surprise me 🙂
Of course we don't go out as much as we use to...with the baby and all it does require a lot of attention and time...but it's ok...he hasn't change... in fact seeing how gaga he is over our daugther fills me with joy. I just wish he takes better care of himself really... I feel very blessed as I know he works tirelessly so he can provide the best of everything for us and so far everything seems to be fine...But to be perfectly honest with you...I'm very afraid that someday he will just collapse of exhaustion and then I just won't know what to do...He really spoiled and pamper me a lot and take everything upon himself and I love him so so much for that... But I just need him to understand that I'm here too and that I need to be able to take care of things myself...but you know how stubborn they are... and I can't really get angry at him now can I.... I mean everything he does... is for us...So all I can do is make sure that after a hard day at work he come back to a cozy, welcoming and loving home 🙂
Gosh I can ramble for days about how awesome he is!!! 🙂
What a beautiful reality. Made my heart smile
@JonhtheBaptist: thanks but what is an "honorary member" ?? but sure lol... As for massages I'm so bad at it... it is actually my Bull that massage me with those firm yet gentle hands of his 🙂
@Aries_Luminary: Thank you! I have to admit I do come back and read this whole thread every now and then to reminisce, cheesy I know but I will never forget what happened that Halloween years ago... to me that was the turning point and that night hold a really special place in my heart 🙂
@Aries_Luminary: Thank you! I have to admit I do come back and read this whole thread every now and then to reminisce, cheesy I know but I will never forget what happened that Halloween years ago... to me that was the turning point and that night hold a really special place in my heart 🙂
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