Want to learn more about myself.

Hello everybody, my name is Richard. I decided to register here, because I want to find out, why am I feeling the way I do. The second reason why am I here, is because I want to understand what all those degrees and placements in birth chart mean. This is my birth chart
http://alabe.com/cgi-bin/chart/astrobot.cgi?INPUT1=Ri% 26% 23269% 3Bardas&INPUT2=&MONTH=05&DAY=15&YEAR=1994&HOUR=10&MINUTE=45&AMPM=PM&TOWN=Trakai&COUNTRY=LITH&STATE=&INPUT9=&Submit=Submit

Sun Taurus 24.47
Moon Cancer 22.25
Mars Aries 23.54
Venus Gemini 23.45
Mercury Gemini 11.34
Ascendant is Sagittarius, asd. node Scorpio.

The question is, what could you tell me about myself and also, how to cope with me being moon in cancer?
I feel that I'm being dominated by it. I'm overly sensitive, very moody - often. I am a person who is very touchy and gets aggressive and nervous very quickly! I don't show it outside, but people can see that I'm anxious and nervous. Still I have an outlet for my aggressiveness, I do sports, like boxing. I hate being moon in cancer, because I feel that I can be very easily manipulated by. If you're wondering, what kind of life I have then listen. I live in a divorced family, actually with my mother. She on the other hand used to spoil me when I was little, but now when my parents are divorced she is dating a guy from the Jail, who sit there for abusing his previous wife. My father used to abuse me, both physically and verbally. Have no real friends, as they used to take advantage of me when I was little so nowadays I try to hide my real personality. I hate my sensitivity and my me being clingy. I hate me being shy in groups, but that's just me. I trust people too much, so they often let me down. Felt what's it like to be rejected by a lover - don't know if that you needed to know, but I'm being completely honest. I do store this anger inside me very often, so sometimes my head becomes dizzy and I feel very bad inside...Anyways, if you want to help, comment. I'd like to learn more about myself and perhaps you might be able to help me. Sorry for all this crap and mistakes, but I just let my emotions flew. Thank you 🙂

I think youve learned allot about yourself you are weaker and or less forward then the people around you what is your gender— Also whatever your "real" personality is people spit in your face for using it. Are you to forward with it or to passive? What is your real personality and do you percieve it as weak. As far as anger goes channel it into focus and then shoot it into something posistive letting it waste into deeper anger, pity, is not suggested unless you have use for it being there.

You need a dose of confidence to be you without fear.
You need to be yourself.
You need to relax.
You need to give shitters a dose of there own medicine not to hurt them but to stand up for you.
If you dont then you need to learn to put yourself first.

The first sentence "Hello, my name is Richard "

He's male ArticleL.

I do think you are aware of your strengths and weaknesses, which is a good thing. Its also good that you channel your aggression through sports etc.

Your sensitivity is what makes you who you are so embrace it so you can find ways where it can work for you. The only thing I don't think is good is hiding your personality. The quicker you fully embrace all of you, the quicker you can weed out those who are no good for you and attract those who are. Also, finding ways to let go of or live with the past will help. Its so unfortunate being raised in an abusive household but it happens. Things like that can stick with you forever if you let it. You can't let the actions of anyone, past or present, take control of you. Father, old friends, whoever. Don't let em and their dysfunctional ways continue to control you.

You sound good though. Being aware of some things is always a good start.

Posted by lnana04
The first sentence "Hello, my name is Richard "

He's male ArticleL.

I do think you are aware of your strengths and weaknesses, which is a good thing. Its also good that you channel your aggression through sports etc.

Your sensitivity is what makes you who you are so embrace it so you can find ways where it can work for you. The only thing I don't think is good is hiding your personality. The quicker you fully embrace all of you, the quicker you can weed out those who are no good for you and attract those who are. Also, finding ways to let go of or live with the past will help. Its so unfortunate being raised in an abusive household but it happens. Things like that can stick with you forever if you let it. You can't let the actions of anyone, past or present, take control of you. Father, old friends, whoever. Don't let em and their dysfunctional ways continue to control you.

You sound good though. Being aware of some things is always a good start.

thank you 🙂. You are right, that I should go the past, but sometimes I tend to be so moody, then I become perhaps a little bit dellusional. About showing my real personality you are right too, but I'm afraid to be hurt again. Well not physically, but I don't somebody to mess with my feelings 🙂

Posted by ArticleL
I think youve learned allot about yourself you are weaker and or less forward then the people around you what is your gender— Also whatever your "real" personality is people spit in your face for using it. Are you to forward with it or to passive? What is your real personality and do you percieve it as weak. As far as anger goes channel it into focus and then shoot it into something posistive letting it waste into deeper anger, pity, is not suggested unless you have use for it being there.

You need a dose of confidence to be you without fear.
You need to be yourself.
You need to relax.
You need to give shitters a dose of there own medicine not to hurt them but to stand up for you.
If you dont then you need to learn to put yourself first.

Hello and thank you for your answer! I tend to 'complicated', so it ain't easy for me to relax. I sometimes feel very confident, but it usually doesn't last long because I start to think of bad happened to me, of my friends. I need supportive and strong people around me, which I do not have. I'm already focusing my energy into something positive, I think that works in a way. Is there anything worth mentioning about my personality from horoscope? also, if you can maybe you could answer me, how to 'look at degrees'? If, for example I have 15,4 somewhere, it's considered 16, right?

I can't bring your chart up with that link. But anyway, you are very young. My daughter is your age and I think earth signs tend to not grow into their own skin so to speak until they get older. Taureans can be shy on the outside but are very strong inside. The fact that your father abused you doesn't help with your confidence. You will eventually find good and trusting friends. And also you will find true love. Taureans take a lot on their shoulders at a young age. Regarding your Mom. She is going through her own stuff right now. Try not to dwell on her problems. Work on your education or career goals. Focus on that and soon the rest will come.

The Moon is at home in Cancer, which gives those with this sign a striking depth of feeling and imagination. Those lucky to have them in their lives can enjoy warm affection and a sense of intimacy, whether as a friend or a romantic partner. For them every encounter is meaningful, and it gives weight to all their relationships.

Each life experience is remembered as an emotional impression, and held onto forever. Their powerful memories can be woven into story, music and art in a way that pulls at the heartstrings of their audiences or loved ones. The dark side is that they??ll nurture a wound for a long time, sometimes keeping one foot firmly rooted in the past.

The Cancer Moon has a delicate sensitivity that may be kept well hidden out of protection. But they demand a lot from those they love, and might test others loyalty without revealing their own feelings. This behavior comes from a fear of being rejected or left alone that has its roots deep in the psyche.

Those with the Moon in Cancer refill the well at home, and need a solid base of unflagging support. They also need lots of solitude to calm those turbulent emotional moods they experience, as well as what they pick up like a psychic sponge from others. When all this is in place, they??ll be emboldened to show their true strength.

Life with such a complex soul as the Cancer Moon is bound to be both challenging and exquisitely rewarding. The ideal mate understands that they??re both strong and sensitive, with wild fluctuations between the two extremes. You??ll win their trust if you provide shelter when they??re vulnerable and encouragement when they??re ready to take on the world.