Unfair

Hello i guess i needed to read that yesterday,,,,i think it is unfair to accuse somebody of something,,,
i told phoenix_rising yesterday that i have nothing to do with that names, i have just one name that i always using.
Than paranoind thing in you scares me now, u feel decieved,,,,,oh my g_d, right now u partly decieving innocent people who have nothing to do with this.That crying ,upset action is a little bit to dramatic, don't you think so?
SAGGIE,,,,,,NO OFFENCES, BUT YOUR SYMPATHY ARE NOT NEEDED OR WELCOME, TRULY ...I GUESS U WAS TRYING TO SHOW ME SOME PITY, IN REALITY ME AND WONDERBOX TWO DIFFERENT PEOPLE, AND EVEN IF SHE GOT FEW "NAMES" I DOUBT SHE NEED YOUR APPRECIATION OR SUPPORT OR SORRY.
maybe i don't get it,but making elephant from a molehill is stupid, u did enjoy talking to that person or maybe she/he tried to make u angry or something, so what? If it would never came out , will u be "crying",,EXAMPLE,,reading this site for almost a year, posting for the same amount of time,,,,now i kinda don't really feel like posting, why—
there so many messageboards,,it is not the only one, maybe now i dramatize it , but it is kinda exampla of how u act now...
Listen what do u post here for? To share, to get opinion, to express yourself, to meet new people....so what is a big deal? Offenced ,somebody been rud? It happens every day in your life, or maybe u want to tell me that because of been misstreated at the messageboard u going to die tommorow.?
People are different, normal ,ubnormal, funny, crazy ,,,we all could be crazy from somebody elses point of view,,,,so maybe u'll try to avoid preconcived statements,decision or judgments look at yourself first, Do u always tell truth,,?
Do u never change your mind, it is like if your are without sin drop the first stone,,,,come on go ahead do that,,,,,,but check your list first.
Sorry if it sound to hursh , but that how i feel,,,,and sorry but usually i tell what and how i feel, have nothing to hide or being scared,,or ashamed of how/what i think
p.s MONEY LADY, from taurus message board had been accused unfairly too,,,,read post called todxpnet.

O.K thing is i got mad after i read post(now it is been deleted by dxp,,,from Saggie telling how sorry she feels and after she read my and WB's posts that she is 100% sure we are one lonely,miserable person....
Heather we did worked out things yesterday but how i see at;east 3 to 6 of the people you posted on every messageboard are acuussed wrongly....Sloane,,,Money Lady ,me and sure there more....
Star and Saggie another thing,,,when i read it i thought o.k it sounds like u had nothing ro do than to tell who is who,,,,looked over messageboards peole don't even disscuss it,,,they don't mull over that as u do,,,,so what is wrong?
Are u really so upset and decieved? Are u sure that someti mes we challanged by people who are more close to us than internet friends and we not even aware of that, or aware but not reacting like here, from somebody who is not really somebody u thought that person is?
Heather maybe Suzy was close to u ,that is why?
Still sometimes people not sure who they are for real, so maybe it is better just to get over that topic,,,and maybe it shouldn't been posted at all on messageboards?Why did u blow it out of proportion.?

p.s reminds me on a movie called "Gossip" have u seen it almost same script, so maybe all who feel decieved will work it out with Suzy-Q, by telling her why u feel that way,,,——

I already did that...tell SuzyQ how I felt.

It was the error on believing that others were also part of it that had me upset. I don't care about SQ, WB, YM, or SF...like I do many of those that were thought to be a part of it...but, it turns out that they weren't...this I am glad of! The trouble now is if relationships can be redeemed...
I really didn't know what to believe and was very, very sad.

Because explanation of why and when, do phoenix-rising,Star,Saggie (others too) feel she decieved them will be really helpfull, for now it is lika a discussion what is wrong with her,,,why she do that—??

Hi Aqua...well, let me just sum up everything like this. I made some wrong accusations that I thought were right at the time. I feel badly about doing that and I have made sure to post apologies to everyone who needed to be apologized to. It was a mistake. I didn't set out on a mission to crucify innocent people, and I would never do such a thing. What happened was, I spoke too soon without knowing all the facts. As far as suzy-q, she has the right to be whoever she wants to be and (apparently) doesn't need the permission of the moderator (or, of course, anyone else) to have multiple aliases. Whether that bothers me on a personal level or not, is apparently irrelevant and therefore, I have to just let it go. I am prepared to put the entire thing behind me and hope that others can do the same. It is pointless to carry on about it, because she can do whatever she wants to do. My apology to the wrongly accused still stands, and hopefully all of them will accept it...but, that is one more thing I have no control over, regardless of my personal wishes. And yes, you could say that the reason it bothered me so much was because I felt a bond with her that started early on, but, that feeling seems unrequited, so I just have to let that go as well. I hope this post sums it up adequately. 🙂

Take care,
Heather