I feel like everything is out of control right now! I can give details on some but I'm NOT PMS'ing and I'm really wondering...coincidence/this eclipse crap? Help! Here are just a few examples:- 1. One drama started a few months ago that culminated yesterday with the verdict that I would always have to have frequent check ups (for the rest of my life) for a illness I've had but was fine for yrs and no evidence of it...now it's needs extra attention! I will have to quit smoking for example! (Drastic)
2. A simple (neglect) caused from rebellion on my part (maybe) or I don't know has led to all kinds of spotlights at work that has subsided now...but really left me feeling disappointed in myself...8 days ago.
3. A great friend at work quit Feb. 28th, leaving me missing him and a little disoriented as we had a lot of fun together, still feeling the effects of that.
4. My boss and I heads but real bad now to the point I fear for my job. Each time I fix one problem something else creeps up...and she is Virgo too...I can't begin to list the issues she is having at home (3times worse than mine) and they overflow on me somehow. She is ill and all of a sudden...needs to get all kinds of tests run this week (only 38yrs female, divorced twice). So she's off for 3days this week, I cover most of that schedule. Her nanny is ill, she flooded the house with water...as the nanny did the laundry for the past 15yrs. Now for the first time in yrs(and I swear it's true) she had to use the in washing machine...she pushed a button, broke it and it flooded the house...ruining the BRAND NEW furniture...esp the sofa she bought in Xmas. I remember her paying like 4,000 for those stuff! She has to prepare breakfast, get the kids ready for school this week...and she is left "disoriented". I mean...+++++++...the list goes on for example, all three kids are ill!
5. I got in a big fight today with a co-worker for petty stuff...(schedule)...she told me I'm PMS'ing and told her NO as I knew I had my period only 3days ago! This was also awkward and flowed over to my night!
6. I come home to a huge fight with my roommate insulting me for leaving "my shoe" at the door. He was soooo confrontational and threw something at me, I called the Police!Now...I'm taking a look at all this crap that's getting to me.
7. There's a cute little boy that's been working at my job for over a month. I first noticed him last Saturday...Mar. 3rd. I'm/was in a mode of NOT DATING o
My dear...I'm so surprized at this feeling of "not" having the order I like...I can understand one thing or two...but I have too many coming at me. I guess at this point, I fear something happening like...loss of my job for "non-sense" or worse, not wanting to come home because of crap that awaits me there too...
You know, the other stuff/fluff I'll get over too...but the issue with my health did "wake me up" if I were sleeping.
Well, if that's what's going on, I hope I'm getting mine all at once and then it will give me space to breathe. The universe has to be fair to us...right?
This morning I was in such a good mood for example, laughing, on top of things at work...then wham! Gosh. From one extreme to the next.
I have been getting soem annoying headaches jsut few hrs b4 the eclispse began and it continued a few hrs after the eclipse passed. everyone i know siad it was the eclipse. The TV channels blarred wiht astrologers of different varieties claiming that the eclipse s tough on cancers. As i was beginign to get convinced a bite on the corn corb led ot a shooting pain on my upper and lower jaws. the pain unbearable . i cried till the pain subsided by application of ice pack and the clove oil.
I rushed ot my demtist and lo and behold i had this huge cavity in one of my lower molars which did not get detected at til it was advaced as it was right under the gums. It was only after the pus formation around hte nerve that caused headache and a bite on a hard substance which actually brought out he cause.
Well the pain disappeared as soon as the doc administerd Local anasthesia and removed the pus. Now the treatment is on... and what more i was given a mild dose of painkiller whch worked very well
Ha ha ha so much for the sensation regardign the effects of eclipse. And no it didnt suddenly advance due to the on comign eclipse nad me being doube cancer. it remained hidden only bcos it was under he gums and i had not eaten anything hard for past couple of weeks.
And yes my dog remained healthy, my collegues wer friendlier, a collegue came and apologise for beign a b-it-ch, my son fared well in his quarterly tests, and i never experienced any mood fluctuation inspite of being double cancerian and hte famous eclipse.
Well it's 7am and a disturbing dream woke me up at 6:05am as it contained the image of blood.
So, in the dream...I had a deal went bad in business affairs with some guy. I somehow benefited but, he died because he was working with some other guy whom he did not fulfill his expectation. It's my understanding in the dream he was murdered...I did not see a body but funny enough, the dream reverts him to a "dog" ..."a man's best friend"...that was murdered and not an actual human...never the less, I never saw the dog's body/human just the blood "fresh" left behind and lots of it! It was gross!
So I looked up the meaning online...at glamour dream dictionary...and blood in a dream means "be prepared for a period of hard work against hostile forces if you saw blood in your dream"...
My dreams are very accurate which is what scares me when I dream. But, that's another story and usually I dream before exposed to the threat/danger/pain eg. the death of a family member; I dreamt 3days to a week prior on two occasions within the past 2yrs! (or) when I'm experiencing something "hostile" and am blind to it actually taking place, it is revealed in a dream....
Sooo...this eclipse is affecting me, I'm afraid, if I should listen to this dream.
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Here are just a few examples:-
1. One drama started a few months ago that culminated yesterday with the verdict that I would always have to have frequent check ups (for the rest of my life) for a illness I've had but was fine for yrs and no evidence of it...now it's needs extra attention! I will have to quit smoking for example! (Drastic)
2. A simple (neglect) caused from rebellion on my part (maybe) or I don't know has led to all kinds of spotlights at work that has subsided now...but really left me feeling disappointed in myself...8 days ago.
3. A great friend at work quit Feb. 28th, leaving me missing him and a little disoriented as we had a lot of fun together, still feeling the effects of that.
4. My boss and I heads but real bad now to the point I fear for my job. Each time I fix one problem something else creeps up...and she is Virgo too...I can't begin to list the issues she is having at home (3times worse than mine) and they overflow on me somehow. She is ill and all of a sudden...needs to get all kinds of tests run this week (only 38yrs female, divorced twice). So she's off for 3days this week, I cover most of that schedule. Her nanny is ill, she flooded the house with water...as the nanny did the laundry for the past 15yrs. Now for the first time in yrs(and I swear it's true) she had to use the in washing machine...she pushed a button, broke it and it flooded the house...ruining the BRAND NEW furniture...esp the sofa she bought in Xmas. I remember her paying like 4,000 for those stuff! She has to prepare breakfast, get the kids ready for school this week...and she is left "disoriented". I mean...+++++++...the list goes on for example, all three kids are ill!
5. I got in a big fight today with a co-worker for petty stuff...(schedule)...she told me I'm PMS'ing and told her NO as I knew I had my period only 3days ago! This was also awkward and flowed over to my night!
6. I come home to a huge fight with my roommate insulting me for leaving "my shoe" at the door. He was soooo confrontational and threw something at me, I called the Police!Now...I'm taking a look at all this crap that's getting to me.
7. There's a cute little boy that's been working at my job for over a month. I first noticed him last Saturday...Mar. 3rd. I'm/was in a mode of NOT DATING o
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