Some guy clipped me today when I went jogging. I've been irritable lately and I'm surprised I didn't stomp on his neck the chance I got to. I got yanked off an assignment I've been working on for over 3 months now and they gave it to someone else so that they could give me an easier job. They said that I needed to relax and needed to lighten the load. I call bullshit! I'm surprised I didn't walk into my supe's office and tear out his throat. We had psych evaluations today too (company monthly requirement bullshit). They told me I've been under a lot of stress and gave me the rest of the day off and maybe even the entire week. Well of course I'd walk into the room with a head full of steam I just got taken off a major fucking case! MOTHER FUCKERS!!! Goddamn pieces of shit telling me I need to fuckign calm down. I am fucking calm!
DUDE!!! I HEAR YA! Man oh man, I was pissed as all hell yesterday and even more pissed today 😄 I'm sorry you were taken off your assignment ? is it because of your intensity or what? Why would they say you needed to relax? I get told I need to relax all the time and that pisses me off because the people that say relax aren't in my shoes nor are they experiencing what I'm feeling, you know what I mean?
Dude, we can so relate: I created this last night because I was so over-the-top frustrated.
Just walked out of the ICU about an hour ago. 6 stitches on my right arm a cut over my left eye, some bruised ribs no internal bleeding so it turned out good. Man... I went looking for trouble and got it haha... Anyway I feel better now, might be the painkillers talking though. I guess all I needed was to pass out in the middle of the street from taking a beating. I have to go pick up my car at the impound lot now. I need a fuckin' nap.
Thats my problem, I run my much alot ... a great deal actually .... to the poi8nt where I get myself in trouble and then I think later.
I always think about something first but then I go over it again after saying, then I realize that it wasn't a good idea.
He has a alot of Saggie influence, he can't help OFA, I know, believe me, I have Saggie influene too ... in the wrong placements too hahaha, trust me, placements count.
No, being beat up isn't good 😢 Well, it depends on who it is, but I've had people who wanted to kick my ass too ... but I avoided it in my own way 😉 I know too many police officiers 😄
I know but ... well, now I feel like kicking butt now. Those no good bullies, picking on DK -- don't people have anything better to do. Damn it, I feel like "let me at them, let me at them" lol
But we don't know why he went looking for trouble 🙂 He was probably looking for trouble for the right reason, if you know what I mean.
I really during my senior year of high school, my gemini uncle (that block-head lol) was in trouble. So I was going to out with my good old bat in hand (lol, yes I really have a beat lol!!!!!) along with a butcher's knife or whatever in my jacket pocket (I'm not too sure how safe that was lol) looking for my uncle but I was going to take all that stuff with me just in case the trouble I was looking for concerning my uncle wanted to get nasty 😉
hahaha!!! My virgo friend took the burn out of my fire however -- he spent all night talking to me in order to talk me out of going. AND IT WORKED I didn't know what time it was until I looked at the clock and say it was 4:15am and I we had to be to school in like two hourshahahaha!!!! He was so proud because he kept me on the phone so I couldn't go out looking for my beloved uncle.
Boy ... we were so tired the who day ... physics was a bitch to get through that day ...
Well, he was my favorite uncle at the time -- he was just stupid lol!!! Plus, my energies were all over the place, they were not as controlled as they are now.
I was just so pissed at the whole situation.
I should thank my virgo friend from not gettin getting me in trouble with my brothers and my parents -- they would've murdered me if they knew what I was going to do LOL!!! Yeah, they would have murdered me with the very knife I took out the kitchen LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Picked up the Dodge, paid a $ 300 impound fee and now I'm sitting at home watching late night television on a Saturday. Awesome... Just awesome... I'm fine though so stop worrying, nothing immediately life threatening going on anyway. I mean, I did go into this knowing full well of the consequences. Didn't go looking for a fight for the right reasons either. I might be an idiot for doing so but I don't regret it. I honestly don't. My friends and family are going to chew me out on this for a while. As usual there's going to be a ton of phone calls and a ton of apologies to be given. Kind of odd how I always manage to get into a major tussle once every year and then the rest of the time I'm good.
Its not about the fight but the fact you seek out the fight. What do you gain from an emotional stand point...b/c this does have an emotional background to it.
From an emotional standpoint, he's a guy - when females react to get emotional cleansing/analysis, theirs is more physical standpoint.
As an Aqua sun, it's well known that emotional storms are not their strong points, so IME, the Aqua guys I know live and breathe their work (even more so when they have emotional problems). Taking a project away or even a part of it is worse than chopping off a limb for the ones I know.
If he has Mars influence from Scorpio or Aries in his chart, seeking out a physical outlet was pretty much a done deal. In fact, he knew he was going to be hammered.
Needs a punching bag somewhere so you don't break the LAW ! 😕
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