Insecure & Judgemental

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taurusgoddess
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Me & aqua friend take out aqua roomie for his b-day yesterday (his actuall b-day was on Jan 29/79) Anyways, he is straight faced and not laughing with us and picking what we say apart, like it doesn't make sense or wasn't properly said or whatever...it's just sooooooooooooo damn annoying when you have ato be on guard with you friend like that. He's a great friend, loyal, good conversations on most part & such. BUT why must he be so judgemental? He even admits he is and he's sooooooooooooo damn insecure too! He anaylzes situations so bad and paints an artificial painting out of nothing.

I mean for his b-day sat nite he got VERY wasted & now THINKS he might of done regretful things & says maybe us friends shouldn't really hang out. That he's quitting partying for a bit.

He does this various times a year & he just never seems happy. I just want to make him smile or laugh sometimes but he judges what I say to the point I am scared off & go to my own living room to watch TV. (i rent a diff level from him)
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yeah, i was wondering how that party went. i saw that you went out to celebrate your roomie's b-day the other day(night) and remember because one of my close friend's b-day is the same day. only my friend stayed in liverpool after we finished uni and now he lives there, so couldn't celebrate together. he just got a card and a call...

anyway, what does your aqua-friend say when you ask him why he's so insecure?
i really think that his insecurity can be one reason for the overanalyzing. funny thing is though, that quite a few people who are insecure shouldn?t be because they?re talented and smart and good-looking etc. and others who are not all that are too limited (mentally) to perceive themselves for who they really are and think they?re GODS. twisted world!!!


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"You guys might want to try Barcelona. At least the prostitutes that lived next door were nice."

lol, the red light district in liverpool is around LIPA where i used to study. we worked mad hours because the building with it's recording and practicing studios was opened all night. so we had access to it 24/7. people needed to book the studios for a certain time and get permission slips to get past the security(nice guys all together, one girl even!) and that was all. because the studios were so highly frequented the only available times on short notice were nights. whenever i finished a session at say three in the morning, or went there at 2am i'd meet the 'nice' ladies on the streets. they all were a mess, most of them drug addicts i think. but not one of them was aggressive or rude. i used to talk to them from time to time. i mean when you walk there at night for four years and see the same faces each time, you eventually ask for their names. and i knew some names, too.
still they looked horrible, bony bodies and faces, tired, ill, wrecks. i would've never considered having sex with them, not even for free. and i felt really horrible for them. i think if any of them had broken down on the street and i saw it, i would've taken them home and given them some food, let them take a shower and sleep.

only , you can't really save the whole world, which is frustrating in a way. all i could do is occasionally talk to them... and take them seriously.