Upheaval

What's up fellow aquarians? Just curious....are your live's in as much upheaval as mine? By that I mean is something changing in you? The way you want to live your life? What's really important? It doesn't matter how old you are, I just get the feeling we are all going through this and not in a small way but in a big, big way!!!!
Am I right? Let me know..........

My life is in a state of massive upheaval and difficult hard times seem to be the norm, I kept thinking somehow it must be karma, but after really looking at things that have happened in my life I am beginning to believe I am at the start of a new seven-year cycle. Does any one have any thoughts on this? please post! Love to all my fellow Aquarians.

What's up fellow aquarians? Just curious....are your lives in as much upheaval as mine? By that I mean is something changing in you? The way you want to live your life? What's really important? It doesn't matter how old you are, I just get the feeling we are all going through this and not in a small way but in a big, big way!!!!
Am I right? Let me know..........

thinking that things could get worse often prompts us to watch for things that prompt our lives to fall apart this is the easist advice to give but almost impossible to follow---think postitive, your life will only get worse if you let it. take each falling step as a learning block. .. the more you stumble the more you learn about. others. life, and most iomportantly your self.

definitely! negatives become positives with every upheaval too - somehow.
oh, i'm flowing alright - and something is changing and radically. this has been going on with me for the last two years. I wonder when it will finally come and just be with me. Or when i will finally arrive at the light and just be able to walk right into it. I guess when i decide to - but deciding seems to be the problem! It seems there's opportunity around ever bend but getting out of my head to take it up seems to slip away every time. But that never stops new vibrant fresh ideas from coming - ideas i go absolutely wild for - for a time - then they too slip away - get shelved - stored - disappear - whatever but they don't manifest. WhY?! What in the world is wrong with this picture? i know What & i know How - i know everything that i want to know - except When to take action instead of keep right on connocting. & Shit - it's driving me crazy already! i HAVE to do something anything - well not anything - but what i want to do. I have to do what I want to do and NoW before I go out of my mind with boredom. help! Why is that so difficult? doing what I want to do. Where does all that red tape come into my perfectly wonderful ideas and why do i have the hardest time just cutting it away in order to create what i want for my life? I mean basically i want my own business and i want that business to be fun and i want to wear what i want to wear and say what i want to say and have fun and i want to be surrounded by inspiring people and i want an energizing and beautiful and efficient environment around me - the one I created - and I want my husband to love me for who I am and to trust my love for him and I want to work and work and work until i change the world only because what i'm doing has the potential to - whatever it is that I do. And that's another thing: what is it that i want to do? it seems endless. I need focus! I want to create my lip gloss company - i want to promote independent music - i want to have parties in my home - dinner parties - music events on and on - i want to socialize like mad - i want to do charity benefit concerts i want to travel i want to hike in the himalayas i want Sparkle in my life and just so that i can share it with people and i want to help people find their sparkle and, too, i want simplicity - cause the other side of the coin is that i want to write - in serene surroundings about all of this sparkle that i see in my head. write and write and write. and that's a pretty quiet life and contrary to what i say I want, but I'm not confused... I think i just need the right environment and to finally take action. Motivate me please. I love our sign but maybe we need each other more than we know. A whole band of aquarians together at once- motivating each other to help change the world. lets start an organziation... lets call it AquaDynamics and lets incorporate our aquarian ideas and inspire each other to take action on them. Indeed that'd change the world. 🙂

KM, thank you for putting into words all the feelings and emotions that have been tumbling around in my mind through all this turmoil us Aquarians have been experiencing. I'm not very good at expressing my deepest sentiments so I had to copy it and e-mail it to my friend so he can finally understand the feelings I haven't been able to express..Again, thank you!

km,
I know exactly how you feel. That sentence about being able to write about all the sparkle going on in your head. That's where I would start. Find that serene place and start writing, writing and writing some more. Once you do, you just may find the focus you are so desperately seeking!!!

AquaDynamics! I'm in! Seriously. You are right in the fact that alone aquarians move mountains but together we do have the capacity,stamina and foresight to change the world if not drastically alter it. I think that you should really consider this idea and I will be the first to help engineer a mission statement and supply food for thought. Yeah you want a simple life and like all aquarians i know you have varied but simple interests. You know,if you dont really want to follow through on an aquarius action type collaboration then i will simply have to embellish upon your great idea. Later,and look forward to hearing more.