Sometimes I wish I wasn't so much. Specially lately, don't know what's wrong with me or why I'm so sensitive, but I can easily cry watching bad news on the tv...😢 hate seeing other people suffering..
@ Amyethst - You've had a lot of stuff to deal with. Don't be hard on yourself.
@ Mystic - that was sweat.
Off topic I know, but I am pretty disappointed with Susan Miller's big spin on January....it was supposed to start with a big 'bang' and the only person I know of that has had a bang was Amethyst hitting that raccoon.
She was all about the payrises.... I bailed my boss up (about payrises for our whole team) and he pulled a stupid face and said "you know payrise is a dirty word around here."
We are running out of time January. Get with the program.
I have moments where everything from the weather to the company of friends to just a vibe that I get all tears of joy and so overwhelmed by it. I secretly think to myself, hey this is one rad moment in time, glad I stopped to say thanks!
I try to treasure anything and all that is full of splendor, I totally smell the flowers when I can.
Not that we all don't have days where we forget to look up from the ground, but still, I have to say I cherish moments when it is just great to be alive in that moment.
As far as what happened in January, heck if it was suppose to spell out a big payoff of fortune and opportunities in a direct way.
I still live with my ex who broke up with me on New Year's Eve, and am getting screwed over by the situation at every turn. I know that has had me down anytime I put my thoughts that direction.
Was January all that? Meh.
If I was more proactive with certain opportunities maybe I would see some more woo hoo, but I am more sick of the economic depression we are in nationwide, it seems hard to ponder getting out of personal funk with all these naysayers around.
I must say the protests and political happenings in the middle-east make me happy about the changing times.
ALSO: we just entered now Jupiter in Aries, so that should be the umph in our direction.
As far as me and mine? I am so over my ex as of tonight. Can't believe I trusted this person before, and can't believe I ever pined for them these past few weeks. Regardless I am ready to self-nurture, love the world and be compassionate and go with the flow.
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