I will be 25 on April 18, He is close to his 30s or better yet late 20s i think born on August 5. We have known each other for almost 2 to 4 years, my memory is kind of off. Well anyways, from the moment we first met and hung out, the whole experience was driven by passion unforgettable i must say. He was very attractive and still is til this day. It was my belief that he would never consider me to be something he want. (2012)We only chilled a few times after that day, because I was going through personal problems and did not seem fit to see anyone. Alone time contemplating mostly, however we still kept in touch daily with text. Until I got into a relationship with another, then i cut the contact between us. I always pushed him away because he seemed to attractive and that it would he a possibility of rejection or he may find a more suitable girl. So i avoided the chances of thinking we could be together. we got back in touch after my break up, because he never seem to quit texting me i just so happen to respond(2013). I told him that we could be friend with no sex. That didn't work out, i hate that i indulge in pleasures 😢. Anyways, I felt a turn in our friendship, my dam emotions got the best of me. Only because we actually spent time together which i tried to avoid at all cost when it comes down to friendships with benefits. During these times he would come to my house unannounced after work, i be like dam hey how ya doing. What i liked about him was the he openly expressed himself, however i tried to keep a strong mind to myself that he was doing this to other females and that he was trying to play me. I got my number changed due to another relationship, boy was he hot, my sister told me that he was 180 that we lost contact. I still think she exaggerated about it, but anyways we got back in contact (2014)he told me that he WANTED a relationship with me in the PAST. I asked him does he still feel the same way. He said in a way, but when we were in each other presence i only felt as a friend, i guess i was looking for immediate action. Which only took place physically, not emotionally. It seems like he finds a new way to keep me within reach, that;s how i feel, i really want more. I don;t know if he is just doing this to get what he want and take advantage of me or does he want a relationship. Last week he said he wanted to build a friendship and relationship(im still trying to stay level headed). But anyways, i went to see him, w
