sun/moon/rising battle - worst match

Personally I admire my rising Scorpio and hate emotional, insecure, so womanish (ewww) side of my Cancer moon. At least my Aries is just glamorous huh but...it has a constant battle with rising. I can tell you honestly tell that it SUCKS. I feel so changable and fighting myself all the time. Like really, I have plenty points of view on everything. Let's see:

Aries: I'm gonna just go there and be faboulous. Everyone will be appreciating me and you'll meet awesome new people, dance all night with friends! Excited!
Scorpio: The F you doing, better stay home dumbass, they're all stupid. But at least you could wear high heels and wear all everything black with this sexy look.
Cancer: Oh...i don't know...there will be people you don't know...you doesn't even have really nice clothes and...

Another example:

Aries: I'm PISSED, I'm MAD. Today I really want to fight you ALL. Don't even come to me...
Scorpio: Shooting everyone in the inside,but outside? I'm effing calm. But rember a thing, don't you ever try to do this again. Oh, wait, actually I'm going to see what's your biggest insecurity and use it to smoke you off anyway so don't bother.
Cancer: Again: why? *crying inside* why you two above can't just be nice to people and try to understand them? They have feelings, don't be cruel...they didn't do anything bad to you...

Does anyone have the same problem? Maybe that's why people misunderstand me a lot. 😢

I don't even NOTICE my rising sign.

So I am a Taurus with Aquarius moon and Cancer rising female. I feel moody and sensitive...but I keep my composer really well. You'll never know when something is a matter until I just blow. Or I am absolutely quiet...

and usually I blow my steam off with my brother..or a close co worker.... other than that I am nice and would give you my shirt off my back. I am down to earth, level headed unless you piss me off and it takes awhile for that to happen..

I am more into crying during movies than break ups

Eff cancer moon.

That is all.