Does my chart scare you?

I'm just curious as to what you think about my T-Square (12th Mercury opposite 6th Saturn/Uranus and square Mars)... I have suffered a lot within a short lifetime and I am still struggling with many obstacles.

Lol. THAT'S what scares you? I'm more worried about Venus being in the 12th. I actually love a married woman. I used to wonder why my Venus was in 12 for years. It all makes sense now.

Also, that woman works in healthcare as a professional therapist and my 7th ruler is in the 6th house (health services). Astrology is always right.

My chart really does cause me anxiety. No one wants 12th and 6th house planets. I just hope that it works out for me in the end.

lol I remember you ..I think our charts are ALMOST THE SAME where you born on june 27 with a saggie moon on 1988

Posted by Cancan26
lol I remember you ..I think our charts are ALMOST THE SAME where you born on june 27 with a saggie moon on 1988

I'm July 13th, 1988. Your photo is familiar, yeah.

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Posted by PiscesMarsFighter29
Lol. THAT'S what scares you? I'm more worried about Venus being in the 12th. I actually love a married woman. I used to wonder why my Venus was in 12 for years. It all makes sense now.

What isn't about married/unavailable women that gets you? lol

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I'm typically not interested in unavailable people, but I fell madly in love with this woman after an intense spiritual experience. While we were talking in therapy, I saw more than her aura - I saw her very soul. I do realize how insane that sounds and I feel embarrassed just writing it, but it nevertheless happened. I've always been able to see auras, but what I saw that day was beyond explanation, and it was absolutely the most beautiful thing that I will ever see in my entire life. She is a soulmate of mine. If I die alone, so be it. I will never love anyone else like I love her.

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Posted by Cancan26
lol I remember you ..I think our charts are ALMOST THE SAME where you born on june 27 with a saggie moon on 1988

I'm July 13th, 1988. Your photo is familiar, yeah.

That's my cousin's birthday. She does have difficulties but in general she's doing ok, her faith is limitless. Pretty sure not Cancer rising, the 6th/12th axis is hard mode indeed.

Posted by Cancan26
lol I remember you ..I think our charts are ALMOST THE SAME where you born on june 27 with a saggie moon on 1988

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That's way closer to mine, June 21. Cancer Sun, Virgo Moon. You have 6 mutable placements too but you don't have my badass mutable t-square 🥱

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Posted by PiscesMarsFighter29
Lol. THAT'S what scares you? I'm more worried about Venus being in the 12th. I actually love a married woman. I used to wonder why my Venus was in 12 for years. It all makes sense now.

What isn't about married/unavailable women that gets you? lol

I'm typically not interested in unavailable people, but I fell madly in love with this woman after an intense spiritual experience. While we were talking in therapy, I saw more than her aura - I saw her very soul. I do realize how insane that sounds and I feel embarrassed just writing it, but it nevertheless happened. I've always been able to see auras, but what I saw that day was beyond explanation, and it was absolutely the most beautiful thing that I will ever see in my entire life. She is a soulmate of mine. If I die alone, so be it. I will never love anyone else like I love her.

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I wonder if your Mercury/Chiron conjunction in 12th gave you the ability to see auras. Mercury/Chiron is very discerning. As difficult as it is, the 12th house usually brings psychic gifts. Chiron.. healing ability, a capacity to rehabilitize someone's else mind. And this woman is a therapist? mmm.. have you ever seen your own aura?

I found someone explaining Mercury/Chiron like this a few days ago: "Your mind and understanding are your saving grace, it may be your tragic experiences will serve to give you a therapeutic view to help others whose minds may be shattered by similar stories."

I have some thoughts about Pisces Mars as I also have it. I thinks it brings a quest for ecstasy and a "close encounter" with something higher than ourselves. As a Mars that desires more than just mere sexual gratification and physical fulfillment, true ecstasy may only be achieved through a connection with God consciousness.

After finding someone that helps you achieve that connection, wouldn't make sense for the individual that isn't conscious about this quest to believe he/she is in love with this "object"?

My own experience happened after a meditation session, I turned into a bit of a mess those days. Good shit for a loony bin. I was feeling both awful and exalted. I can see where the addiction may come from when is too easy to get captured by the rapture. I don't know if it was because of the way it happened with me... cosmic orgasms exist and there was nothing else but me in complete isolation. The question that popped out in my mind was "where should I direct my love to?".. once you shut off your mind, the answer is rather straightforward.

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Venus in Gemini 😱

The absolute horror, right?

Here, have some good ol' Bob Dylan (Gemini Venus, Pisces Mars) singing one of the most honest love songs of all time..