I just need to vent to the world

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SuperMissMan
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Oh. My. God.
Last. Libra. Ever.
I'm not sure if I have tears of laughter or complete disappointment.

As the people who read my thing on the libra forum I have a bf in first grade. We would hold hands walking to the playground and pass drawings to eachother in class. Damn! The first feelings I've ever had for a boy and I was only six! But I haven't seen him since third grade. I think about and have thought about him since third grade ALL THE TIME. At least once a day. Never really much besides how cute it was. And I found him on facebook a week or two ago. We got to talking and catching up, and dear god I just FELL for him. Man. I was like PLEASE LOVE ME AND MARRY ME in my head 24/7 and well....about an hour ago we were talking and I realized something and asked him.....well, here it goes....HES GAY!!! 😆 😆 😢 😢 I love gay people, but not when I like themM damn!! We decided we will be will and grace but.....that's not enough! My bgf is laughing his ass at me (damn Aries) but ughhhh! I think it's the most hilarious heartbreaking thing ever! I imagined something like sweet home Alabama movie where we were like little bf and gf as kids and grew up and got married. UGH. UUUUUUGH.