Is it just my sagg moon or what wanting to party when life gets challenging wanting to escape life

Wanting to drink,party , escape reality run away from everything not wanting to care

Posted by Impulsv
There are many ways to escape
Many do it not just sags

Well i'm a virgo i'm supposed to be chained to rules and order but i never feel like it i used to feel responsible for everybody until a few years ago

Posted by Evoxxxscorpio3
Sounds like me sometime lol

what is your moon mars and ascendant ?

Posted by Lioness888
I went through that in my early 20s i would go clubbing almost every night and just dance and lose myself in the music and everything around me would disappear. It's what you do when everything gets too heavy. You go away to lose yourself or you'll go nuts trying to deal with the reality. So it's a defense mechanism to the stress and responsibility that would otherwise probably lead to a nervous breakdown. You'll probably grow out of it, but for now this might be what you need. Just try to keep away from the drugs because that's a tough one to reverse.

I am 26 now i actually never really enjoyed life was by myself very young didn't go out much or drink until i was 21 even when i was with my ex and i really wanted to go out i was not allowed to until after 3,5 years i broke loose from frustration now with my sagg for 3,5 years haven't been going out good for more then 2 years also because i do not feel comfortable in my body at the moment so i'm working on it now but the moment i drink i do not give a fck about anything which is dangerous i do not really like drugs more to try it once and maybe if i would like it every now and then i would do it

Posted by Lioness888
I went through that in my early 20s i would go clubbing almost every night and just dance and lose myself in the music and everything around me would disappear. It's what you do when everything gets too heavy. You go away to lose yourself or you'll go nuts trying to deal with the reality. So it's a defense mechanism to the stress and responsibility that would otherwise probably lead to a nervous breakdown. You'll probably grow out of it, but for now this might be what you need. Just try to keep away from the drugs because that's a tough one to reverse.

But because of that lack of freedom i am becoming more restless more impatient and prone to do weird things i shouldn't ,my self control is little and my saturn is in my first house since 2014 i think

You are meant to

You are young and free 😁🌟👍

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Posted by Impulsv
There are many ways to escape
Many do it not just sags

Well i'm a virgo i'm supposed to be chained to rules and order but i never feel like it i used to feel responsible for everybody until a few years ago

i think all virgos feel that way sometimes

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Is it really a virgo thing ? i didn't know

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Posted by Impulsv
There are many ways to escape
Many do it not just sags

Well i'm a virgo i'm supposed to be chained to rules and order but i never feel like it i used to feel responsible for everybody until a few years ago

i think all virgos feel that way sometimes

Is it really a virgo thing ? i didn't know

guess it's bound to happen when we're always overthinking about all our responsibilities/obligations..

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If i feel like i have too much on my plate which takes a lot i become like that but in a very bad way

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Posted by Impulsv
There are many ways to escape
Many do it not just sags

Well i'm a virgo i'm supposed to be chained to rules and order but i never feel like it i used to feel responsible for everybody until a few years ago

i think all virgos feel that way sometimes

Is it really a virgo thing ? i didn't know

guess it's bound to happen when we're always overthinking about all our responsibilities/obligations..

If i feel like i have too much on my plate which takes a lot i become like that but in a very bad way

yeah me too.. get self-destructive too?

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yes at that moment i can be very but i get over it very quick luckily the only problem is when the feeling is just unbearable specially when hurt. I become careless and ruthless which i always try to prevent

My ex Sag was in a sorority. This resonates