It is ALWAYS about him and GIS feelings. My life is much MUCH worst than his but he depressed and needs to be spoon fed happiness which I assume as a Pisces I'm very willing and ready to do in a heartbeat. But limes have een crossed. I put so much effort into us, and into his feelings that it overwhelms me, and then he doesn't do simple things that he knows would make me happy because either "ugh not right now" or it's out of his comfort zone or "I'm trying" but it never gets done and I end up mad he ends up crying and I end up in the end coddling him and apologizing for my stingy Scorpio mars remarks. A week and a half ago I got ma because he felt scared doing anything sexual for two days in a row even if it would make me the happiest female on earth, and I got mad and I gave him many chances for him to prove that "you're right, I'm not going to try. I'm going to do it. I am doing it. I am doing it and I'm making you happy" and many opportunities for him to show me he'll do it (whatever it is) and not even once he did. In fact he did the opposite, he went to his friend house while I was in tears furious at him for not doing anything. Them tonight we were texting and I things got really ba in my life (no need or details please don't ask) and I'm very depressed as is he, for the same reason but it affects me MUCH more than him, and I'm to the point I wish I would die in my sleep, and I sit there constantly cheering him up and talking about his feelings and one thing he does is when we ever talk abounmine he brings his up. So I asked my love to cheer me up with a smiley face and he started going on about how HE feels about it too and I got upset and said that doesn't cheer me up at all, andhe got mad and said that he has feelings too and he needsbto be cheered up too, and that he's trying and why am I dating someone who can't even cheer me up and blah blah blah and at this point i don't care anymore I don't expect him to focus on my feelings but it did hurt because I explained to him exactly how he can cheer me up, by doing what I do for him, hone in on HIS feelings and joke around and get his mind off of things...then I explained how to make me feel worst, an he continued making me feel worst. I'm just really upset now.
