CAn you help?

Hello there,

I am a Pisces with a problem! I hope someone can help.
I have just read this description of
Pisces:

Pisces, when active in the chart, is loving, caring, communicative, easily influenced,
easygoing, dreamy, pleasant, comforting, philosophical,
idealistic, creative, volunteering, contemplative, spiritual, reverent,
empathic, devoted, unpretentious, visionary, romantic, versatile,
musical, open-minded, gentle, polite, charming, gracious, lucky,
enthusiastic, prosperous, tactful, healing, trustworthy, psychic,
and tolerant.


Unfavorable Pisces can be manipulative, passive-aggressive,
timid, helpless, degenerate, psychotic, ungrounded,
have poor concentration and follow-through, procrastinating,
bad with money, lacking in goals, undefended emotionally, lazy,
indulgent, gullible, tearful, impulsive, unreliable, airheaded,
unsettled, indecisive, confused, superficial, melancholic,
inconsistent, addictive, overzealous, a loner, uncommunicative,
bad with details, and misplaces trust.

Unfortunately, at the moment, the 'unfavorable Pisces' description
applies to me.
I was at one stage have of the 'favorable' description. In fact
I know I was. The biggest thing I had, was the Piscean hope and foresight.
I was optimistic about what I wanted to do and what came natural to me.
But being a Pisces ( although I never realised it at the time, and that it
would bring me to this point) I lacked the practical skills to put
my dreams in motion.

I was naturally very quick and bright,and funny - with lots of ideas
bouncing around. Musical, entertaining etc etc.

A few months ago I moved back in with my parents - and as
they are quite straight, cynical 'down-to-earth' insensitive ( I don't mean that
disparagingly they are just like that) people who don't go in for anything
ethereal or flimsy, like the arts- I have found myself being so influenced by their attitudes,and
getting more and more discouraged and sinking deeper and deeper, that I am ending
up once again doing things and jobs just to please them at the end of the day
that I feel I am my losing my own identity. Not only am I doing things to please
them, but I am BEING ways to please them. Naturally when I am around people that respond
favorabley to me, I am quite high-spirited and funny and all the good things about Pisces.
When I arrived here, I was like that to a degree, but they disparaged of it more and more.
It is only my nature, and how I deal with things, by using humour. I mean I can get
things done better if there is humour about it. But I wasn;t being 'serious; enough
for them, and more and more I felt worse and worse.
When I came back to live here I thought they would help, but they don't want to
help, because they don't believe in the things I do, and are not so open-minded.

All I want to do is go to drama school. But they have trampled all over my
dreams and feelings long enough already, that I don't want them to do it to
my one true dream. But I am finding it harder and harder to help myself. So I am at
the stage where there is NO WAY I can reveal my true dream, becaus they will onl
be extremely cynical and disparaging of it and I couldn;t take that.

I am slipping in to unfavorable mode more and more each day due to
these difficulties.

Not to blame them or anything - but I didnt realise it would affect me so
much, otherwise I would have avoided coming here.

I need to ask anyone out there, who might have a little expertise in
Astrology ( or psychiatry!)- will I be stuck in this mode forever??
I am doomed to be the Pisces victim, failure?? What can I do to help myself?

In astrology terms my father is a Leo, my mother a Capricorn. My
father is so typical Le

Nobody answered, wtf.

Oh, double posts. Why do you guys do it anyway?

ohhh man poor babe!! hope shez still allgud... i mean thatz a pretty down n out sort of a post... even tho i only read the first part of it...

Hi Ellie...

I feel for you. It's REALLY hard to move back in with parents as an adult, seems like we're all doing it in our generation :\

I don't want to sound harsh, but if you want to be an actor you're going to have to be more aggressive. You have to push and push everyday to be successful in that area and letting people stand in your way is NOT the attitude you should have if you want to make it.

You're very much influened by your parents and you know that's not healthy at your age (at least you realize it, not everyone does). Not to mention a lack of a social support from friends... mind you... I know EXACTLY how you feel going through that quarter-life crisis (I've BEEN there) and I also know the desperation and hopelessness that goes along with it... do yourself a favor and see a therapist. You already know you need help and having someone objective to listen to you may be exactly what you need. I can sense you're really depressed and depressed people don't have the energy to fight for themselves.

Get yourself out of your rut by getting help and become a friggin actress already... it's not too late to get out of there 😉

Taurus, watch the date.

lol thankz qT!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.... sometimes I just like to talk a lot of sh*t.... especially when I should be studying... whatever, no one on the internet is real anyway... right—? :-P

Anyway, Tauruses ARE slow-moving right?.... I began my response, like, a year and a half ago :-P

um... b*tter = s h * t (I even nicely put the asterisk there)...

da.mn you editing fairies!!!!!!