OK. So yall know this cancer wasn't speaking to me but I got creative and romantic and all that jazz. So I knew she was planning to be at this one lounge for her bday from a mutual friend so...and remember she wasn't speaking to me. I got a local artist to sing a really romantic song that we really enjoyed and talked about for like 2 hrs on one of our dates in the past. After the song was over I walked up to her and gave her a single rose and spilled my heart out to her and told her how sorry I am and how much having her in my life means (even if a simple friend). I told her how much I think about her and all of the lovely things about her I love. She looked really embarrassed at first and then alittle upset. But I told her that I wasn't tryna harm her and just wanted to give her a gift and leave and left my number with it. I got her a white coat and got her name embroidered on it saying "Dr. cancer lady" (she wants to be a doc and is currently in grad school). I got her baby shoes (wanting to share a family with her). I got her this really meaningful book that we had discussed one night when we went to Bus Bos and Poets and had about a 5 hr conversation on and that she promised to use that book as inspiration and change the world. I also got her shoes. She texted me late that night/early morning and said "I really apprecite the gift and song, it was thoughtful and pleasant. Def made me smile. Very Original. It sucks that things ended so sourly with us, but..." It's not much but it's a great start!!!!!!!!!!!
