CANCER WOMAN FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS WITH CANCER MAN

We started to become friends on an online adult dating site. I was the first one to talk to him. At first I hesitated to talk to him but during the time I started to have a conversation he was cool and very warming person. We did cam to cam talk and he was a talkative guy plus handsome. Both of us ended dealing to become friends with benefits without feelings. So I agreed to his condition.We decided to delete our each accounts from that online adult dating site and planed by next day we will see each other. The next day we see each other on a ghetto mall. He wanted me to go to see him so I went to his place. He was at the music area of the ghetto mall looking for nice guitars. He was a warming person when I saw him. You cannot see the sadness and emotional side of him. He talk a lot and he was very cool. He make me feel safe during our first meeting since he initiated all the talking stuff while I keep on listening to him. After the ghetto mall we ride at his old nissan blue terrano truck and we went at the motel and had sex. At first we are both hesitate to do it because we are both shy to each other. So I initiated the sex stuff and all. Ive noticed that he keeps on fingering me. He told me that it is his specialty. He doesnt put a lot of effort but he could control his cumshots. After he invited me to have a mini date. He was very generous during our first meeting . He initiated talks and he keeps on telling me good things appreciating me and all. He was happy because I was blushing and he finds me cute and beautiful. He drop me at my home he was romantic looking at me while I control my feelings. The first weeks of our meet up everything was good. He was a good provider and nurturer. He was sweet and nice. He initiates the call and all. As the matter of fact he was the one who efforts all. Seems like we are not on a FWB thing but on a relationship thing.

after a week after he became cold and a little distant because he went back to his real place. His place was somewhere afar from my place. His father's ashes ( since his father died last march this year) was at his home. So everytime he came back to his place he was often aloof and no life because he reminisce his father's death. I've seen his bitter side. I tried to make him smile but ended up like he smiles less and keeps on frowning. Then when we were together he started to become stingy and selfish (emotionally). He replies less and all. Our sex life was not on fire unlike before. There was dryn