Cwab asks

OK.

Here we go.

Is life worth living?

Why?

Does anything matter?

Prove it?

Shall I kill myself?

Or is it not worth it?

Shall I be good/bad? Does it matter?


Thanks



Cwab 😢

Er... life is worth living cus first of all there wil be changes o_O but thats up to you if you're gonna actually act upon anything.. anyway, be good or bad? ermm... i think everyone is bad and good one way or another but maybe that brings some sort of balance? I mean you do bad things and you learn from those mistakes and s***..and thus GROW. haha. who knows o_O welps take care..and yeah.. just enjoy life while you still can -_-'LuZ

Cwab!

My beautiful friend!

Yes! Life is worth living! At each turn there is more to learn! (Tired of learning? Ah...But, it is so much fun!! LOL!)

Yes, sometimes life is hard and even cruel...

I cannot dictate to you what your life should be as I have no idea what your life is like...

Yes! Everything matters! Because it can all be used against you!! (another attempt at humor)...But, seriously, everything does matter...
Especially the little things...
Why? Because they are noticed and appreciated!

Should you kill yourself?
NO!
Why?
You have not completed your destiny...(and you know it!)
It is the biggest sin...(OK, you don't seem worried about that)...
I would miss you!! (BIG reason NOT to!)

Ah...good vs. evil....the big dilemma...you have free will and free choice...which makes you feel better?

I have a feeling you are a mixture of good boy/bad boy...the kind that tempts girls to be bad with you! (And that does sound fun!!)

However, in the big sceme of things...when you do bad, you build up karmic debt. When you do good, you eliminate some of past karmic debt!
If you were to commit suicide, you will return, and in the next life you will have LOADS of karmic debt as suicide is a BIG debt to pay as well as the other little ones that built up...
Thus, suicide makes your next life harder!

You are funny! I love you! I am happy that I share this planet with you!!

Cwab,

Please don't consider taking matters into your own hands!!!

Life has it's ups and downs but the downs won't last forever and then you'll be on the way up again! That's worth waiting for!!!!

Also, you don't know that you will make anything any better by ending your life. Things could be just as bad or worse!!!! Hang on! Come back here and talk to us, we care about you!!!!

Love, Babygirl

Man, don't even THINK about committing suicide. Think about your family. Think about the pain you will be inflicting on them as a result of your selfish actions. Do not rum away from your problems. Realize that we all have them, they are ALL temporary, and face up to them and take them head on. A family member of mine recently committed suicide, and I will tell you right now if I had one chance to talk to her, I would say to her, "How dare you do this to your family? Did you even THINK about what you were doing? Do you realize the finality of your actions?"

Don't do it.

Go to a counselor and TALK about your problems.

-phoenix

That's RUN not RUM.

THINK, man. THINK! This is not a subject to take lightly, and stop thinking only of yourself. Be the man you were meant to be (or woman, whichever), and solve your problems, do not take the easy (for YOU) way out.

-phoenix

Parallax?,

I just wanted to say welcome, I have never conversed with you but I just got done reading this post and was amazed at your spirt and wisdom and logic!!! Nice going!

CC

PS:

Here I am going by the handle of Cancer child! but you can call me CC and I hope to hear from you some more!!!

CC

Oh my,

Cwab😢

stop being a bunch of stupid tree-huggers, u maniacs

(Sideways wunning away)

Oh my,

Cwab😢

hehehehe

ok, what do you would you like me to be hugging?? How about a CRAB!

Well, finally got a glimpse that is good enough, I guess!

Nice seein ya!

Have a great day!

CC(no tree hugger)!

I asked my silly questions because I was bored

I have a new problem 😢

I could say, are u sure you weren't a pair of bollocks in a past life?

But that would be rude, and I am a just a harmless little cwab 😢

So I can't 😢

Discuss.

You were bored huh...

Thanks for wasting my time, I will not even TRY to help you again.

Ta ta.

-phoenix

Cwab,


How are ya doin?

Now I am not trying to disturb you!

But, I just wish you would come out and play a little more!

This maniac would like you around! I'm sure you know most of us by now! It's safe! Come on, please—?

CC

ok the strangest thing happened today, i was walking down the road and every other male was looking at me. 2 possibilities either my zipper was undone or it was cold and my cotton shirt let me down either way very diturbing, first it was just the builders but i let that get away. Then it was those suited wall street types and then it was guyz with little children not to mention people with their girlfriends. ok i do usually get the occasional look but this is just plain wierd. anyone else experience something similar?

Maybe you are just very attractive and are giving off an unusual amount of energy!!!!!! That is the only thing I can think of.

People are taken with you and mesmirized by your presence! You must have a very powerful aura surrounding you; people notice you!!!

Maybe you are terribly ugly?

hope this helps

Cwab😢

LOL!

That's not very nice!!

CC

ok so i might be really ugly, when did this world become so insensitive as to stare viciously at an ugly person. If anything i'd try to act as normal as possible just to make them feel there is nothing the matter.
However if that smart comment was a result of you thinking that maybe i'm full of myself and think the world loves me then you couldn't be further off. I am the queen of insecurities, i have to ask everyone who knows me what they think of my appearence as i think it ...well sucks. Therefore for somebody with such low sel-esteem having people stare at you in admiration, (perhaps for your courage to walk out the door)is pretty surreal.

My advice is for you to try and stop being so insecure. Maybe the fact that you are so insecure makes others aware of you, perhaps you are also aware of the way you may attract other people's glances by yourself gazing around at others for some sort of acceptance?

When I was a lot younger, about 1 or 2 years old, I used to be insecure too. One time I remember crying and shouting "LEAVE ME ALONE. I WANT TO BE IN MY ROOM". I was also very self-conscious at that age too.

As you get older, the things you found so important as a small baby, no longer seem so relevant. I'm assuming you are around that sensitive age too,

Confidence will come as soon as you stop caring too much. Let it come from within.

You are right. I was joking about the ugly thing. Of course you aren't THAT ugly. You must be pretty ugly, but not THAT ugly.

Cwab😢

Wow Cwab.

I just wanted to say how much I admire myself. I was really impressed by your logic, spirit and wisdom.

Nameless

Thank you.

Glad you enjoyed my post.

I'm not really one who likes to come out and play.

But it's incredibly warming to know that my smart-alec remarks are not going unnoticed. It's hard to pull this off without sounding like a know-it-all, or like I am lecturing.

No matter how ugly someone is, they can always find at least one person who is maybe a little uglier to allow them some sort of comfort.

Thanks again.

Cwab😢

you know anybody could be put in that same postion; you could have a stroke or be in a car accident and be disfigured. I have a friend who was in a car accident and pinned under it for hours and battery acid driped on him and took the flesh off his shoulder and chest. When he takes his shirt of people stare and then look away like they weren't. children come to him and say hey how come you have chicken skin! and we would get a kick out of there honesty. to bad people can't be that honest like little children.

to the original poster, surround yourself with the people that know you and love you. You sound like a terrific person with a good heart and that is worth so much more than what is only skin deep! One of my all time favorite movies is 'Mask' with Cher and Sam Elliot.

Cwab!

I cannot help it, Cwab! I love you! (Believe me, Aquarians do not say that easily.)..so, believe me, you are an homored....though frequently silent, -'doing that crazy, "side-ways walking" walk - friend! Do you get what I am saying?

I am accepting of you and pick out this unque brand of humor in you...

OK, yes, at times it touches on sensitive subjects...but, aren't all of life experiences sensitive to the person they are happening to?

Star

typo: honoring vs. homoring

167,
I love the movie "Mask"! I bought the video as soon as I ran across it!

Star

correction: honored vs. homoring

See, I do not even read what I write....
so, why do I expect you to!

Star

I am an ugly woman who suffers from exteme male attention because, as I share this dilemna with them, they are constantly trying to convince me that I am beautiful. Can you help me, Cwab?

167,
You are quite correct!

Star,

I was just thinking of you yesterday!!! You just disappear from time to time!
Very Aquarian. My mom shares your b-day and is always wandering around working on 50 different project. I can be in the middle of a convo with her and all the sudden she will tune me out and take off outside to go do something. I use to think she was hearing voices, but this is just her.LOL! She really is a neat person though. Very do your own thing and very creative!!! non-stop go getter!

Yes, cwab may be a little too bright for his own good! I thought that wasn't very nice. And especially to a woman?

64,
Your insight into my eccentricity almost made me pee my pants, I laughed so hared!! (I do have a weak bladder!)
I do love my friend, Cwab, but, you are correct! These topics are sensitive...but, I still think that whatever each person encounters in their life: many topics are potentially sensitve....) Don't you think so??

Star

P.S. I must know you from another post?

typo: hared should be hard!

64,

"Your insight into my eccentricity almost made me pee my pants, I laughed so hared!! (I do have a weak bladder!)"

Star,

LOL! See, ya know I'm right! Speaking of weak bladder she has one and so do I and that is what happens when we laugh to much! We have to stop, bendover and cross our legs alot!LOL
This is why I am the way I am! I have a father (Scorp) who hangs up the phone on me when I start to bore him and a mother (Aqua) who takes of when I am talking to her! This is why I try too hard to impress people or keep from getting dissed so often! I got a job offer recently and my dad and mom never give a compliment. I was saying how much I will like this new boss. He tells me "Well, don't take advantage of it." "And what I mean is, don't be a suck up." Geez, give it to me straight; don't hold back on me, Dad! Ok, they are cool though and I love there bizarrness!

Yes, we know each other, friend!

Take Care,
Susan

that should read a mother (Aqua) who takes off on me when I am talking to her.

Hey Susan!

What sign are you? I thought you were Scorpio...right?

My parents are very aloof...I think they are still learning...I mean I think their children are older souls than they are! (That would be me and my siblings)...
My father is Pisces and my mother is Libra. He is actually better at being involved in our lives than she is! (I call he the Queen of Denial...but, she is getting better...) Yeah, sometimes parents don't give a lot of recognition thinking it will spoil the child...

Congratulations on your new job offer! It sounds like you are excited about it...I am glad to hear it! What do you do?

Cwab is a very interesting person, but doesn't talk to me often...he has his inner self cloaked...very Cancerian...I really should study that natal chart of his...

Well, you take care too, Susan! Nice talking to you.

Cwab, my friend...did you enjoy the full moon?

Star

typo: he should be she

OK! You caught me...I was distracted when I went to post about my error and errored again!
correction he should be her!!

Cwab!
When I attempt to take in who you are by your natal chart, I can see that a Virgo Moon and Venus in Gemini only add to your reclusiveness...
but, more about those later...
Let's start with your rising sign: Capricorn:
"You tend to have a serious turn of mind. One would not call you melancholy (except for me, LOL!), but you certainly aren't frivolous. Cautious in your dealings, you are rekuctant to commit yourself until you know the score. With strangers you are often quiet, reserved, perhaps a bit shy. But once you open up you can be lively, friendly, warm, and expressive.
Capricorn Ascendants have strong personalities, possess great will power and determination, and diligently pursue their goals. These goals are usually for a better life-money, status, a higher standing in the community for your family. It's important to you to feel that your life is meaningful. You are reliable, dependable, and stable. (If you could only open up long enough to let someone 'know' that you care!!) Sometimes, though, you will strive toward a goal and when you achieve it will still not be happy. You have a sense that something is missing and you continue your search.
You have an active mind with quick intelligence and an ability to concentrate. You can ferret out information, see flaws in a plan, map things out ahead in detail. Sometimes you may be accused of being too calculating, because you add up all the pros and cons before embarking on a project. If an opponent has a weakness, you are quick to spot it-and not entirely above using it to your advantage.
You tend to fuss over details to make sure all contingencies have been covered. It's your way of being in control-you don't want bad luck to catch you unprepared. Rising-Capricorns are worriers; in youth you worry about life, in old age age about death. In middle age you worry about success.
It isn't always easy for Rising-Capricorns to show their feelings, though powerful feelings do exist. You love deeply, are loyal and protective, and go out of your way to do kind deeds for others. However, you are often torn by jealousy and resentment (which you hide), and down deep you never really forgive someone who does you injury.
What you achieve is mainly through you own efforts rather than through the influence of others. Though it happens that Rising-Capricorns seem to benefit financially through marriage, your own hard work within the union is largely responsible for your gain. With Capricorn Ascendants there is often a rivalry with brothers and sisters, or some kind of disagreement with fathers.
As a person with Capricorn rising, you tend to have a small , well-shaped head, deep and penetrating eyes, and a beautiful smile with good-looking teeth. You have strong feet (I am not making this up!) and usully enjoy walking or jogging.
The planet Saturn, which rules Capricorn, is very prominent in your horoscope. The influence of Saturn bestows discipline, ambition, patience, determination, good endurance, and thrift. It also encourages stubbornness, hardship, melancholy, aloofness, pessimism, and selfishness."

The first two ideas in parenthesis are my ideas; all of the rest is from Joanna Martine Woolfolk...

Take Care Cwab!
Star

Better reply before dxpnet further adds to my reclusiveness by demanding registration.

Sorry Star, but that's not just me. For a start, my head is not small, hehe, and my teeth are far from nice (not that many people have seen them)

I'm also unconcerned with all that ambition and success stuff. Maybe that *could* have been me, but it's certainly not.

I'm much more of a cancerian than a capricorn, I'd even say I'm more virgo than cappie.

Thanks for the info though

Cwab😢

You are most welcome, Cwab!

Am I to take this as not wanting more?

If you do not answer me...I will most likely look up every aspect and share it with you...

Just so you know...
Star

i'm a slob, when i get dressed to go somewhere i just sniff my clothes to see which one smells good and wear them. All the people around me are trendy, attractive things. I feel so left out but it doesn't really bother me, my mum thinks it should. By the way i'm a girl so that makes things worse. Sometimes though i like to get dreesed up and well look pretty good but i'm not one of those sarah-michelle-felicity types (which is so what media promotes these days), like i said i can be someimes but its not my personality. i like my iron maiden t-shirt and my ripped jeans. Do i have a split personality?, i don't know maybe i'm crazy.

yes Star, I would love to read more! It would be interesting and appreciated.

P.S. to the slob, yes, you must be crazy, but don't worry, that would happen if you listened to all that crappy Iron Maiden stuff.

I don't think you're crazy. Maybe a little eccentric, but you aren't bothering anyone unless you smell really bad. You have to take your fav outfit off long enough to wash it once in awhile! That is only being sanitary. Otherwise you are gonna get bugs!

213.122,
The media treats women awful IMO, so don't worry what type you are...funny about smelling your clothes! LOL! I say, just be yourself..

62.64,
OK. I will post more...but, it is gonna be Cwab's profile...'cause I am overdue with it. I don't think it matters all that much to him though... P.S. I would love to see his teeth! LOL!

Later,
Star

Cwab! This one's for you!
but first, a side comment: you know that if you had not had all those alter egos posting along with Cwab...I would not have noticed you so much...I know you know what I mean! So, don't pretend you don't! I am curious how you will do this now that you are registered...

Moon sign: Virgo
The sign of Virgo stabilizes the shifting effect of the Moon. Virgo is the sign of intelligence and practicality, which gives a sharp analytical bent to the Moon's influence. If you have the Moon in Virgo you have a fine, discriminating mind. You do not pursue knowledge merely for the sake of learning; you use what you learn. Your immediate reaction to the sense impressions you receive from the world around you is to analyze what you have just seen and heard. You are meticulous in sifting through information and you tend to question whatever is told to you. Moon-Virgos are sometimes so skeptical (OK! You are right! This is more you!) they don't even believe in what they see with their own eyes. You love to discuss ideas and probe into opinions held by others, though you yourself hold fast to preconceived notions. You are not so stubborn, though, that you will hold on to a theory once the facts prove you wrong. You are a seeker of truth, and you believe truth is what is left after lies have been exposed.
No one would call you a Pollyanna or the kind who looks at the world through rose-colored glasses. It's not that you are dour or pessimistic-it's just that you deal with life as it is. This practical realism makes you good at business and at handling money. Your eye is on the long-term profit rather than the immediate gain, and you are concerned with security and providing for your old age.
As a Moon-in-Virgo person you bring in an extra touch of perfectionism and professionalism to everything you do. Methodical in your approach to problems, you figure out exactly what needs to be done and then tackle the issue a step at a time.
But, you have a tendency to worry, to fret over the things that might go wrong and try to cover all contingencies. You think that too much good work is ruined by the lack of just a little more effort, so you don't spare yourself and are often fussy and critical with others.
Logic is the discipline you live by, and you find it frustrating to deal with minds that are illogical or scatterbrained. You think such people belong in Disneyland, not in the real world. Discriminating in the people you choose for friends, you are also selective about the cultural activities you take part in. There is a certain judgemental quality that you bring to almost any situation. No experience washes over you aimlessly; you always learn a lesson from it.
In matters of love Virgo-Moon people don't have a lot of self-confidence. One might think that the ideal mate for you would be someone intelligent, logical, nice looking and neat, but how many people can marry a clone? Actually, you are attracted to people who are more emotional and effusive, less calculating, more readily able to express their feelings.
If your Sun is a Water sign, Virgo Moon lends greater dimension to your emotional nature, for you are blessed with a rare combination of psychic truth and hardheaded realism.
Whatever, your Sun sign, a Moon in Virgo gives you keen mental powers, a strong vein of common sense, and an intelligent, thoughtful approach to life.

Well, Cwab...—
Take Care!
Your Friend,
Star

Cwab, as far as being more Cancerian...of course you are (!)and you should be...that is your Sun! These are just other aspects....
Love and Light,
Star

Thanks star, that's very good.

I wish I had more fire in me.

😢

And I wish I was everything that you posted😢

I'm going to go off and cry for a while now.


Cwab😢

Cwab,
You are everything I have posted! It is about potential! Naturally, we are not as perfect as the picture is painted!! But, you do have it in you! Keep the faith and be the best you can be...it is a continual growth process for all of us...
but, you already know that! (and you know that I know that you do!!)...
How are your alter egos...Whatever, Nameless, Me Too? (I am sure that I left some out...)
I miss them!
I am thinking about posting more of your natal chart...
You are intensified by the other planetary influences...maybe that feels like too heavy of a burden??

I think you are great! You know I love to dance by the Light of the Moon!

Love and Light,
Star

Hello Star,

Thank you for putting in the effort to try and be nice to me

I appreciate it

Fwom Cwab😢

& Me too

& Nameless

& etc.