cancer_woman84
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10 Years
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Posted by BlackMambaLMAO
why the fuk do you have 4 threads on same subject?
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Last November, I saw him out a bar, which was kinda out of the ordinary. Every time I see him, I know he's going to be there because it's a gathering of mutual friends. Anyway, he looked good. Before he left the bar, I hugged/kissed his cheek (never did that before). I saw him out on a mutual friends birthday a few weeks later. He was all over me, kissing my hand like a princess, telling me all he he could see was me and I was the only girl that mattered to him on the bus. I saw him again a few weeks after that and got his phone number. We began texting every day, all day. Nothing serious, just getting to know each other on a deeper level. I made several advances towards him (I REALLLY wanted something physical, not a relationship, as I was just getting out of one) but he never really picked up my advances. Every time I'd make a flirty comment, he'd tip toe around it, but consistently text me? Obviously, I was super confused and had friends telling me, he was gay, a virgin, or REALLY liked me and didn't just want sex.
After about 3 months of texting and hanging out (with a large group of mutual friends) we FINALLY had sex and it was amazing. We pillow talked and cuddled and all that. It was just sweet and fun. Things got a little more serious. We starting seeing each other every weekend, both Friday & Saturday. He started opening up a little more. I started falling for him. Told him I wanted a relationship. He gave me a million reasons why he didn't, but made it very clear and obvious he didn't want anyone else but me. I trusted him and was kinda satisfied with that. Things got really serious and I started spending the night at his place about 4-5 times during the week and weekends. Some weekends he'd come to my place for a night.
Things were going ok, but I still wanted a relationship and felt like I really was in love with him. I told this to him. He said it was too early for me to feel this way and that he didn't think I loved him. He asked me WHY I loved HIM. Which made me feel really bad, as if he felt he wasn't worthy of my love? I would flip out once in a while about him not wanting a relationship, or not feeling as deeply for me as I do for him, but he always handled it very well, even though he told me time and time again he HATED emotional conversations and never had them with anyone the way he had them with me.