Any other caps internalize their emotion and let it build up??

I just need to know Im not the only one who internalizes their emotions and then they build up and BAM... I let it all out I start crying and everything it is a mess but I always do it in private ....am I the only cap like this ? 😢

Well what is your mercury? Moon, and rising?

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Well what is your mercury? Moon, and rising?

Mercury : Sagittarius

Moon: Gemini

Rising: Sagittarius

Your very changeable and highly accepting of your energy and probably others too. And you have alot of energy and not everyone is going to match that you do need a strong companion who can talk as much as you and understand.

Gem moon you are also compartmentalizing and over thinking and . Just relax and talk to people who are more like you, nothing is wrong just takes strong people to know where you come from.

I'm somewhat like that. Sometimes it can be years later.

We will get over it pretty quickly too, not immediately but I rarely dwell over stuff

Are you like this too? @ParisianCappy

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Are you like this too? @ParisianCappy

i dont cry, i destroy something

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Scary.

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Are you like this too? @ParisianCappy

i dont cry, i destroy something

Scary.

dont be scared

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Okay.

I'm kind of confused what goes on emotionally.

Last night my mother woke up out of her sleep unable to breath. Its happened before, but never as long as it did last night. She was able to walk around the apartment slowly that's how long it lasted, and I was two seconds from panicking because I didn't know what else to do or how to help. She made it to the kitchen and finally was able to catch her breath, and after we talked about it. I was in shock and looked online about what it meant, but I was calm. She made me laugh after joking about some things, but that was that.

My sister and I were talking over the phone a few minutes ago, and I told her about what happened. As I was talking about it I started fighting back tears. Of course it was an emotional experience, but I hadn't thought about it much today until we talked, and it's like now I'm realizing how much it affected me. It's like where did I store these emotion? And how long would I have stored them if I didn't talk about it?

in my past relationships yes.

i would talk it out with scorp immediately. never harbor bad feelings with each other for more than half an hour. it may still not be easy for him to keep a cool head during some of my scary bitchy moments but at least we both know i won't just give a 5 min notice and leave for good one day lol -__-

You are not alone. Very few have seen me cry...

Good to know because sometimes I feel not normal because of it... like why in the world cant all these emotions come out at the right time... lol

I'm a Capricorn moon. I definitely do this. I've been this way my entire life. I most often cry when I'm alone in my car on long drives and hear songs that provoke memories of hurt/suffering/loss. If I choose to, I can sit in that sadness and just let go of everything else.

In general, I don't cry around other people (the exception here being funerals).

When I cry it can get pretty ugly, but I can usually turn it off and regroup almost instantly by focusing my attention on something else unless I'm in crisis (this has only happened a few times, again, usually centered around the death of another person). If I don't "have" to turn it off, I can cry for long stretches of time.