loners and dark sides? is it true?

Ok I have a darkside. Very dark....would have been suspected of been a witch if this were salem in the 1600's.
Do all capricorn woman have this darkness inside them? Do u feel guilt and pray alot?

Also I don't bother with people can be alone for most of the day. Refuse to make friends at work? Is this normal?

Posted by cappygirl11
Ok I have a darkside. Very dark....would have been suspected of been a witch if this were salem in the 1600's.
Do all capricorn woman have this darkness inside them? Do u feel guilt and pray alot?

Also I don't bother with people can be alone for most of the day. Refuse to make friends at work? Is this normal?

Yep im the same

My best friend is a Capricorn and she once had some kind of vision of a witch and felt sadness...she also stays sad.

I have a very dark side, but I'm not ashamed of it - I don't feel any guilt whatsoever. I would never have been accused of being a witch, though - I have a gemini rising. (Mwahahahahaaa)

There's nothing wrong with you. Without darkness what's the point of light? Both need one another to exist within the human realm. Just like life and death.

For me I do have times when I dwell in darkness, and others I express it. It's more that I can see darkness in living creatures, even when they hide behind a mask of somthing pure. Nothing makes me happier then the things the good creatures fear. It makes me hungry. Demonic energy that eats other demonic energy alive.

As a capicorn, i wouldn't say i have a dark side as in gothic beliefs etc, but growing up in a way yes i was a loner.

I guess my aries mum never encouraged me and always criticised me and that hurt me alot. In the end i learnt to build this brick wall around me and when i got older in my 20s and started working, i could relate to people and came out of my shell. Sometimes i feel the world doesn't understand me except other capricorns. Always felt like am i being to demanding of my expectations etc, in the end married a cap who is successful, has lots of friends and fussy as hell like me.

The loner aspect of capricorns, i think its because we feel we have the whole weight of the world on our shoulders and always need solitude to think in silence and gather our thoughts - thats just how we operate

Very soothing.

I can picture gospel music playing as the camera slowly enters a room with candles all around and everyone is chanting to a pentagram drawn with the blood of a goat. It's head is in the middle of the alter with its heart in its mouth.

Good it's not just me.

Growing up with Virgos as parents was horrible. House filled with ppl all the time....me trying to avoid them.

The I was taken to a shrink cause they thought I was depressed....lol

I was taken to a shrink as a child also. After watching the movie pet cemetery I started throwing my body and head against walls. I would also draw demented pictures.

But see I turned out just fine. Silly humans.

Sematary*

Posted by e11e
You guys are totes adorbs!

You actually remind me of my new avatar.....



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btw, I am a scorpio with a shit ton of scorpio and a saturn in the 8th house.....I don't believe in the 'dark side', 'demons' or anything else like that.

I think we are all very much normal.....and exactly who we are supposed to be.

I realise that may not fit the social norm.....so, we must just work towards redefining that!

Oh you caught me. I really like kittens and rainbows with unicorns and glitter. Damn I would have gotten away with it to, if it wasn't for you meddling dxp members.

Dead puppies aren't much fun

somebody say my name in here?

thought i heard someone calling. hmmm...

*wanders back out of thread*

I do like kittens, rainbows, unicorns, and glitter in all honestly. I like blood, pain, innards, and soft touches also though. It's hard to chose when you have a kitten in one hand, and a fresh bloody heart in the other :/

I'm a Libra and I can easily hibernate for weeks at a time. Cap Mars, Scorp V.

I belive unicorn shoot rainbows upon orgasm. What is more fabulous then that?

I am a loner even though sometimes I wish I wasn't 😭 I do have a dark side and I love it but my religious side is making me lighten up more within. I do pray a lot. Lol

Lol.... i love puppies and kittens....

But sometimes the cat looks at me funny and bolts from me scared and I do nothing to it except give it some cream

Strangely tho....The cat just moved in
I'm allergic to cats.

Shortly afterwards an owl moved into the garage. He left after I started keeping the doors closed more often.

See I'm like the opposite, but also allergic to cats.. They like me and tend to come to me and want loved, but I can't because I'm highly allergic. Same with dogs.

The saddest day of my childhood was when the doctor told me I was allergic to the two companion creatures I like the most. Curse you human body! Curse youzzzz!

O well, there's always snakes and rats.

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Posted by Soul
Very soothing.

I can picture gospel music playing as the camera slowly enters a room with candles all around and everyone is chanting to a pentagram drawn with the blood of a goat. It's head is in the middle of the alter with its heart in its mouth.

While we drink chamomile tea and eat gummy bears

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Indeed. Heads first though.

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Posted by FrenchKpricorn
So who is a sociopath here?

Who isn't is the more appropriate question

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Actually a real dangerous psychopath would never admit to being a psychopath. They would actually be quite the opposite, and give the impression they are normal and can be trusted.

Woops you said sociopath.

Nope no guilty conscious here.

This reminds me of when i was in high school and my mum called the school counsellor and told her there was something wrong with me and for her to fix it.

I get called away to counsellors office during class time and suddenly my parents are both there. I just sat there in silence.

Counsellor told my parents to leave room as i wouldn't talk and i told her my parents fight all the time and hae a dysfunctional relationship. Counsellor told my parents that the way they act in front of me at home affects me. I remember my aries mums exact words were "she always takes things so personally"

Over the years i've learnt my mum is the dysfunctional one in the marriage and had so many issues my dad kept quiet on. My taurus dad and me always talk things out when we are vented.

Sometimes i told my dad, why would mum get married and have kids if she had no intention of mutually loving both of them and encouraging them.

After i got married, dad told me that mum was telling all her friends about my big garden wedding and it was so big, but why should i care because my hubby paid for all of it. Talk about issues!!!

This is why i tend to play it like i don't have a clue whats going on but really i do know. My husband feels uncomfortable around my mum and i don't blame him.

Mum criticises everyone but herself. Call everyone a hypocrite but when you catch her being a hypocrite and confront her, the waterworks start.

Growing up you are told to respect your parents and others but with behaviour like this - how can you respect

Mum's r weird like that.

My grand mum never particularly liked my mum. Well she liked her but never showered her with affection.
She showered me with affection though. Even saved up for my wedding stuff and I had no plans to get married.

My mum resents me for that. Also when she first saw my boyfriend showing me affection and I don't mean physical affection just like pouring my drink opening the door etc. She got jealous blew up on him and he stopped coming home.

So she keeps saying he doesn't love me. Not like my brother loves his girlfriend not like my dad lives her.
Also went on about how he is using me to prove to himself he is not gay. Btw there is nothing gay about him

So I told her straight out that if it makes her happy knowing that I'm unwanted and unloved then she should go on.

U have no idea the things she says and then wonders why I'm strange.

Btw...Soul we could be best friends if we lived in the same country...lol....

Really interesting (and yes, soothing) thread. Thanks for sharing so many life stories.

I once knew a Cap who used to talk to me a lot about his "dark side" until the day he stopped talking to me at all...

Mum is virgo.
Grandma was gemini

Sugarnspice what did u do

Virgo jealous of her daughter getting more affection from her mum. Her sister getting more affection from her mum. Her sister getting more affection from her brother.
Her daughter getting affection from her ex boyfriend.
Her daughter not wanting to be just like her

See that's why my mum didn't like my ex (is he my ex) cause she was a virgo and didn't get along with cancers

So we talking about Virgo parents now? My mother is a Virgo, dad is a Pisces. My mother is an alcoholic, and the stupid type at that. You know, the type to date alcoholic men that are dirt. The type that slurs words and only speaks of affection when intoxicated. Not abusive though. See what I did there? I turned something negative into a positive.

You just have to keep in mind someone always had it worse ya know? Like watching your father become addicted to heroin. Finding crack pipes in the bathroom. Finding spoons that are burnt on the bottom because someone cooked drugs on them. Watching your father withdrawal on the couch and hyperventilate as your child form begs him to go to the hospital, but he says the doctors cant fix him and your step mom went to the store to buy him some medicine. And to think someone out there had it even worse then that.

Posted by cappygirl11
Sugarnspice what did u do

I don't know. He never told me despite numerous attempts on my part to re-open the lines of communication...