I'm in love with a capricorn girl. I'm not the one to fall hard for someone was hurt as I'm a hard ass because of being hurt before. I hate being mushy. But my compliments are sincere with her or anyone. I don't over bear her. I don't really talk about my family with her, not sure if she likes that kinda thing as I try to focus how was her day etc etc. just being really careful I don't want pull down that wall. I did ask her if I could have her one time and she said that there was a lot of stuff going on which I understood. I wrote her fb message how much and saying that I will always have feelings for her but it's best If I just say good bye. She understood but she said I didn't reject you just have a lot of stuff going on. Then we messaged a bit and she did the infamous Capricorn dissapering act saying she had to be off some where she deactivated her account so I deleted her off of everything I didn't want any reminders. I forgot about her which took me a awhile which Im a type of person I can say screw it in a min. I forgot about her. Things were normal again then all of she messages me out of the blue in front of some friends after 7 months She said it was her I'm like woahh. I felt really awkward I felt all these feelings coming back. But anyways she seemed punctual in talking to me and asked if she knew a certain person through a mutual friend and some how wanted to get a hold of her. I felt bad and I honestly thought maybe they had something going on. So I did the honourable thing and contacted the other person. I contacted her agin through fb and said I don't know they haven't gotten back. I prayed desperately fir that person to get back. Then one night I said I'm sorry if I was ever annoying because this one person wouldn't leave me alone. Not the girl I was trying to get a hold of. And I said I miss you i broke down not crying but and she said that there was nothing going on with her an that person and she missed me too and she enjoys my company and she is engaged. Now that she is around I'm going nuts. Because on a friends basis I wouldn't be able to trust myself with her. I need to push her away, she is friends with my friends. I'm so captivated by her. But she deserves so much better. And I think she plays into that as well. I try to be nice to her. I wrote her another letter it was more I don't want to be a home wrecker. Do capricorns indirectly say I want you? Or leave me alone. It just sucks because I want to forget about her. But she is
