tonight's the night

i'm sitting down with this Cap man and telling him what i want.
i'm a little scared, but if i don't do it, i;ll just keep playing it out in my head. meanwhile being a total bitch to him because he can't read minds.

last night i gave him the infamous scorpio freeze out, for no real reason except i was at work, he was there. it was awful, i was looking through him, i could feel what it was doing to him, yet i couldn't stop.

it was awful.

let's see if i can explain this....well i had mentioned that the night before last i had ignored him just out of sheer frustration. (he was in my territory, i felt i had the right). it felt horrible, i didn't want to, i just didn't know how to stop. i did send him a text saying i wanted to talk to him and that i was sorry that i didn't. f a s t f o r w a r d-------to last nite.

we agreed to meet up after work (late round 12pm) we met at a place we were both familiar with blah blah blah. i showed up with a bunch of friends, but approached him alone. when we decided to get a table, the girl sitting next to him aat the bar came with us.—?? so we sit down and start talking bout our night, restaurant biz...you know. still this girl is sitting there not talking and no introduction.

ok, i excused myself to the bar to get a soda, and my friends joined me while i waited. well i'm bsing with them wondering why he would have this girl sit with us. he comes up to the bar and starts chatting with people and giving me that smug ass Cap look and asked loudly "SO, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME ABOUT?"
i laughed through my nose and shot him a look. "Oh it's more of a personal matter?" he asked. "let's go sit somewhere" i said. he says "oh the one over there is not to your liking?" (me)Ah no, it's not.

basically what i'm sayn here is that he showed up pissed off. why? ummm ?
i asked him if he thought i wanted to talk about anything specific. he said he didn't know. we had a weak ass attempt at a conversation, due to the fact that he was killing it with his assholeness. i told him that he should get back to his friend because she was sitting there alone. he said he didn't even know her.

at this point i'm freakin inside, i don't know what's happening, and it's getting increasingly worse. i turned to him at one point and yelled "ARE YOU ALRIGHT?"
it startled him (kinda funny today) and he replied "are you?"

this is all so ridiculous, i can't believe i'm even posting it. but you ask.
i know that Cap men are a little slow and don't really get shit sometimes, but F@#K! i admit to being way too guarded and a little chicken shit. we like each other, but now, i don't know. the night ended by me telling him to get out. if he wasn't gonna talk to just leave. he stayed and finished his beer, then told me he was going home in a very childish way. and that was it.

Tell him you are going to find someone else if he doesn't shape up.

Sounds like the dude is acting like a baby. He sounds young.

CAP men don't grow up anyway

I have to agree with this statement. You have to CHECK a Cap man and call him out on shit! He is aware very aware of how he is acting and you being a Scorp, I know you don't bite your tongue. My suggestion to you (I have been with one for almost twelve years now), DON'T let him run over you. He loves the challenge.

oh, we're both emotional retards, no doubt bout that. i do call him out on his shit
but i have a lot of shit myself. this could be good for us both, if we can communicate.