Odd dream

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I had an interrupted dream last night and I kept thinking about it.

Basically the dream starts with me sitting in girl A's bedroom with another person who I forgot their face already. Girl A is my classmate and she's a nice girl, although due to our personality differences and me not caring about her much, we stayed as peers and nothing more. She does help me out though and takes on leadership roles in school.

Anyways so I'm sitting in her room, and she is completely naked aside from wearing her panties, and she's masturbating with me and the other person there. We talked and I never felt horny or wanted to make sexual advances, then out of the blue she asked: "Ethereal (RL name substituted here), don't you masturbate and fap to me?"

I answered "No, I mean you are beautiful as a person but never did I think you of anything more than that."

A bit of silence and she continued to masturbate, me staring at her tits as she kept moaning and all.

Then I broke the silence. "Its not like I don't want to masturbate to you, its just that it felt weird masturbating to someone who I have no emotional connection over and not intimate with."

Then I woke up and kept thinking about it because I never made advances towards her or cared for her beyond a peer, and I'm confused as to why I have a dream of her naked and me staying firm on the decision of not doing anything sexual.
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Posted by maiden

has SHE ever tried to give you signs that she liked YOU?

cos your dream is subconscious.. you might've picked up on that subconsciously, which is maybe why its her naked in the dream.

I think your dream is clarifying for you what you said when you broke the silence.

you may be sorting how how your brain, emotions and body need to sync up for the sexual/intimate experience you need with someone else


Yeah but that was back in one of those school trips where I heard from rumours that she was extremely horny and I think on PMS as well, so she kinda flirted with everyone around her. At one point she decided it'd be a good idea to lace hands with me fully, but my fingers were extended straight as if I'm trying to do a high five and I said "Uhh." and looking at her awkwardly, and she unlaced it and said sorry.

That was really the last time that happened. She was also kinda nice and sent me her homework one time for reference, days before that dream.

I know she doesn't like me deep down, throughout time that I knew her (I knew her for 4 years now), I suppose she's judgemental of my looks and how she just don't want to go anything beyond friends because I'm not good looking to her? I was too clueless back then the first time she hinted it, and on the second time I took the blow gracefully.

It's strange. What do you mean my dream clarifying for me what I said when I broke the silence? Like my brain reinforces the fact that my emotions and body aren't sync'd up for the sexual experience with others?