I sometimes see spiders

Okay, sometimes when I wake up I see a spider in my room. Sometimes they are small like normal sized and sometimes they can be as huge as a kitten. Can someone please tell me what this is. Am I going insane or... Is it something else entirely...

No they are not there. Like a few seconds after the sleep wears off I don't see it anymore. It's like it vanished or something. I think I might be losing it, I don't really know anymore and the thing is my family has a history of mental illness...

And yes I am deathly afraid

You might have eye floaters, it's not uncommon.

I can see details of the phantom spider vividly as if it is there. I don't think this is eye floaters but honestly I wish it was.

Okay thank you because I have been experiencing this among other things and I've tried to look it up online but nothing seems to help figure out what this is.

My dad has schizophrenia...and I don't know where to go to get screened. I really hope this isn't what I think it is because I can't afford to lose it now.

That is interesting I've never looked at it from that perspective. I am nervous to talk about this because most people will jump to OMG you crazy but I just don't know. I have seen things and I am learning that what I experience shifts just like those phantom spiders.