@painkiller300sparta
8 Years
What make you suffer?
Scorpio...but I find pleasure in suffering. So should you...
I CANT FUCKING KILL MYSELF!!!
So that’s the only option...
Scorpio...but I find pleasure in suffering. So should you...
I CANT FUCKING KILL MYSELF!!!
So that’s the only option...
i became rancorous, wrathful, and deeply sad, because of things like i say in my post, think in these thinks as generalizations
everyday, i am with wrath, sadness, bad memorys, remember all time, things like this, and i cant forget, and this is everyday without exeptions, i guess the best thing of life is death
Selfish depressed people.
why you fear this? peoples like this are danger to himself, not others
i guess no one will became punisher
Selfish depressed people.
but if its a indirect, i need to say, i am not selfish, i only suffer with cathegorization and generalizations, who made world a dumb and terrific thing
Deep bro.. take it easy do not take those things so serious, just enjoy yourself. Mirror yourself, no astorlogy website can told us how we are.
Several things makes me suffer, some of them makes me ferl real upset and othe ones are just so stupid.
Makes me suffer that i am a jungle lust and i need ti show myself every night i go out that i am the king and i can “fish” every single girl i find sexy and beautiful. I am so sad when i drink and do that, even so i dont pass the line.
Makes me suffer thinking to lost my girl.
Makes me sufer being abandoned.
Makes me sufer not being centre of atention sometimes (not always) leo sun 😏
And makes me sufer being dependent of someone else.
And being ignored by my loved ones
Scorpio...but I find pleasure in suffering. So should you...
I CANT FUCKING KILL MYSELF!!!
So that’s the only option...
i became rancorous, wrathful, and deeply sad, because of things like i say in my post, think in these thinks as generalizations
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— I am not generalizing anything.
I say as it is and that’s what it is!
WTF are you talking about?
Scorpio...but I find pleasure in suffering. So should you...
I CANT FUCKING KILL MYSELF!!!
So that’s the only option...
i became rancorous, wrathful, and deeply sad, because of things like i say in my post, think in these thinks as generalizations
— I am not generalizing anything.
I say as it is and that’s what it is!
WTF are you talking about?
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no you, i am talking about the post... read all him
Deep bro.. take it easy do not take those things so serious, just enjoy yourself. Mirror yourself, no astorlogy website can told us how we are.
Several things makes me suffer, some of them makes me ferl real upset and othe ones are just so stupid.
Makes me suffer that i am a jungle lust and i need ti show myself every night i go out that i am the king and i can “fish” every single girl i find sexy and beautiful. I am so sad when i drink and do that, even so i dont pass the line.
Makes me suffer thinking to lost my girl.
Makes me sufer being abandoned.
Makes me sufer not being centre of atention sometimes (not always) leo sun 😏
And makes me sufer being dependent of someone else.
i talk to god, to clean up, my mind and emotions, but because it trauma, become in the stage of when, i become to recover from anorexia, but this generalization of forums, make me return, in this period, and become close to death, but, with luck, i recover from this after, but the trauma, of this generalizations, grouth inside me, silent, for 7 years, now, i have a dark empire, inside me, and i am fight against, him, but feeling, very, very, exaust, and sad, but trying to clean up this, and not feel, things sayed in forums as reality, because arent, but trauma make me feel, this as reality, but yeas, i am trying, to recover, but, is bit difficult, because, one of most important thing to me, is what i am, be what i need, auto-afirmation, is so important to me, most of the other things, i can fight, and got
Scorpio...but I find pleasure in suffering. So should you...
I CANT FUCKING KILL MYSELF!!!
So that’s the only option...
i became rancorous, wrathful, and deeply sad, because of things like i say in my post, think in these thinks as generalizations
— I am not generalizing anything.
I say as it is and that’s what it is!
WTF are you talking about?
no you, i am talking about the post... read all him
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Sorry. Long night. Will read. ❤️
Deep bro.. take it easy do not take those things so serious, just enjoy yourself. Mirror yourself, no astorlogy website can told us how we are.
Several things makes me suffer, some of them makes me ferl real upset and othe ones are just so stupid.
Makes me suffer that i am a jungle lust and i need ti show myself every night i go out that i am the king and i can “fish” every single girl i find sexy and beautiful. I am so sad when i drink and do that, even so i dont pass the line.
Makes me suffer thinking to lost my girl.
Makes me sufer being abandoned.
Makes me sufer not being centre of atention sometimes (not always) leo sun 😏
And makes me sufer being dependent of someone else.
i talk to god, to clean up, my mind and emotions, but because it trauma, become in the stage of when, i become to recover from anorexia, but this generalization of forums, make me return, in this period, and become close to death, but, with luck, i recover from this after, but the trauma, of this generalizations, grouth inside me, silent, for 7 years, now, i have a dark empire, inside me, and i am fight against, him, but feeling, very, very, exaust, and sad, but trying to clean up this, and not feel, things sayed in forums as reality, because arent, but trauma make me feel, this as reality, but yeas, i am trying, to recover, but, is bit difficult, because, one of most important thing to me, is what i am, be what i need, auto-afirmation, is so important to me, most of the other things, i can fight, and got
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and about lost you girl, take in mind, even in cenario of lost, you not totaly lost, think, past, never can be destroyed, memorys maybe, but past, is permanent part of reality, your good moments with she, is are part of reality and cannot turn in nothing again! and cannot be deleted, delete past is a philosofic and phisic paradox, and its your past, and after all, talk with god, to make you better and better to you girl, and blessing you relationship, its a good thing to do
Scorpio...but I find pleasure in suffering. So should you...
I CANT FUCKING KILL MYSELF!!!
So that’s the only option...
i became rancorous, wrathful, and deeply sad, because of things like i say in my post, think in these thinks as generalizations
— I am not generalizing anything.
I say as it is and that’s what it is!
WTF are you talking about?
no you, i am talking about the post... read all him
Sorry. Long night. Will read. ❤️
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Deep bro.. take it easy do not take those things so serious, just enjoy yourself. Mirror yourself, no astorlogy website can told us how we are.
Several things makes me suffer, some of them makes me ferl real upset and othe ones are just so stupid.
Makes me suffer that i am a jungle lust and i need ti show myself every night i go out that i am the king and i can “fish” every single girl i find sexy and beautiful. I am so sad when i drink and do that, even so i dont pass the line.
Makes me suffer thinking to lost my girl.
Makes me sufer being abandoned.
Makes me sufer not being centre of atention sometimes (not always) leo sun 😏
And makes me sufer being dependent of someone else.
i talk to god, to clean up, my mind and emotions, but because it trauma, become in the stage of when, i become to recover from anorexia, but this generalization of forums, make me return, in this period, and become close to death, but, with luck, i recover from this after, but the trauma, of this generalizations, grouth inside me, silent, for 7 years, now, i have a dark empire, inside me, and i am fight against, him, but feeling, very, very, exaust, and sad, but trying to clean up this, and not feel, things sayed in forums as reality, because arent, but trauma make me feel, this as reality, but yeas, i am trying, to recover, but, is bit difficult, because, one of most important thing to me, is what i am, be what i need, auto-afirmation, is so important to me, most of the other things, i can fight, and got
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Baby, are you on any drugs? Honestly!
Selfish depressed people.
but if its a indirect, i need to say, i am not selfish, i only suffer with cathegorization and generalizations, who made world a dumb and terrific thing
Fair game. As long as you don't drag the non pros with you.
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yep, this is other things, i dont like pros, in most of areas, because, they generalize peoples, most of time, most of time because, if i generalize them , i will made same mistake
Deep bro.. take it easy do not take those things so serious, just enjoy yourself. Mirror yourself, no astorlogy website can told us how we are.
Several things makes me suffer, some of them makes me ferl real upset and othe ones are just so stupid.
Makes me suffer that i am a jungle lust and i need ti show myself every night i go out that i am the king and i can “fish” every single girl i find sexy and beautiful. I am so sad when i drink and do that, even so i dont pass the line.
Makes me suffer thinking to lost my girl.
Makes me sufer being abandoned.
Makes me sufer not being centre of atention sometimes (not always) leo sun 😏
And makes me sufer being dependent of someone else.
i talk to god, to clean up, my mind and emotions, but because it trauma, become in the stage of when, i become to recover from anorexia, but this generalization of forums, make me return, in this period, and become close to death, but, with luck, i recover from this after, but the trauma, of this generalizations, grouth inside me, silent, for 7 years, now, i have a dark empire, inside me, and i am fight against, him, but feeling, very, very, exaust, and sad, but trying to clean up this, and not feel, things sayed in forums as reality, because arent, but trauma make me feel, this as reality, but yeas, i am trying, to recover, but, is bit difficult, because, one of most important thing to me, is what i am, be what i need, auto-afirmation, is so important to me, most of the other things, i can fight, and got
Baby, are you on any drugs? Honestly!
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no, i sayed in the first part of post, its strange trauma, but make me suffer
Deep bro.. take it easy do not take those things so serious, just enjoy yourself. Mirror yourself, no astorlogy website can told us how we are.
Several things makes me suffer, some of them makes me ferl real upset and othe ones are just so stupid.
Makes me suffer that i am a jungle lust and i need ti show myself every night i go out that i am the king and i can “fish” every single girl i find sexy and beautiful. I am so sad when i drink and do that, even so i dont pass the line.
Makes me suffer thinking to lost my girl.
Makes me sufer being abandoned.
Makes me sufer not being centre of atention sometimes (not always) leo sun 😏
And makes me sufer being dependent of someone else.
i talk to god, to clean up, my mind and emotions, but because it trauma, become in the stage of when, i become to recover from anorexia, but this generalization of forums, make me return, in this period, and become close to death, but, with luck, i recover from this after, but the trauma, of this generalizations, grouth inside me, silent, for 7 years, now, i have a dark empire, inside me, and i am fight against, him, but feeling, very, very, exaust, and sad, but trying to clean up this, and not feel, things sayed in forums as reality, because arent, but trauma make me feel, this as reality, but yeas, i am trying, to recover, but, is bit difficult, because, one of most important thing to me, is what i am, be what i need, auto-afirmation, is so important to me, most of the other things, i can fight, and got
Baby, are you on any drugs? Honestly!
no, i sayed in the first part of post, its strange trauma, but make me suffer
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Trauma of what kind? I have one as well since 5. What’s yours? Spill it! You must talk it out...
Deep bro.. take it easy do not take those things so serious, just enjoy yourself. Mirror yourself, no astorlogy website can told us how we are.
Several things makes me suffer, some of them makes me ferl real upset and othe ones are just so stupid.
Makes me suffer that i am a jungle lust and i need ti show myself every night i go out that i am the king and i can “fish” every single girl i find sexy and beautiful. I am so sad when i drink and do that, even so i dont pass the line.
Makes me suffer thinking to lost my girl.
Makes me sufer being abandoned.
Makes me sufer not being centre of atention sometimes (not always) leo sun 😏
And makes me sufer being dependent of someone else.
i talk to god, to clean up, my mind and emotions, but because it trauma, become in the stage of when, i become to recover from anorexia, but this generalization of forums, make me return, in this period, and become close to death, but, with luck, i recover from this after, but the trauma, of this generalizations, grouth inside me, silent, for 7 years, now, i have a dark empire, inside me, and i am fight against, him, but feeling, very, very, exaust, and sad, but trying to clean up this, and not feel, things sayed in forums as reality, because arent, but trauma make me feel, this as reality, but yeas, i am trying, to recover, but, is bit difficult, because, one of most important thing to me, is what i am, be what i need, auto-afirmation, is so important to me, most of the other things, i can fight, and got
Baby, are you on any drugs? Honestly!
no, i sayed in the first part of post, its strange trauma, but make me suffer
Trauma of what kind? I have one as well since 5. What’s yours? Spill it! You must talk it out...
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some peoples, says , some zodiac signs, have a body shape, in influences of AC or other things like this, at least, i can be less suffering, if these peoples, not take this so serious, and know, that, a AC will not everytime have a 2 or less body shapes permanently, and this is only a generalizations, if this is a current rule, with current no exeptions, i guess, these peoples, are stating, and destorting, the vision of this world, and make him, even in his mind, so limited
say that a sign, have a type of body, is make astrology, so totalitary, that, even the body, dont escape, making this, a terrible thing
Deep bro.. take it easy do not take those things so serious, just enjoy yourself. Mirror yourself, no astorlogy website can told us how we are.
Several things makes me suffer, some of them makes me ferl real upset and othe ones are just so stupid.
Makes me suffer that i am a jungle lust and i need ti show myself every night i go out that i am the king and i can “fish” every single girl i find sexy and beautiful. I am so sad when i drink and do that, even so i dont pass the line.
Makes me suffer thinking to lost my girl.
Makes me sufer being abandoned.
Makes me sufer not being centre of atention sometimes (not always) leo sun 😏
And makes me sufer being dependent of someone else.
i talk to god, to clean up, my mind and emotions, but because it trauma, become in the stage of when, i become to recover from anorexia, but this generalization of forums, make me return, in this period, and become close to death, but, with luck, i recover from this after, but the trauma, of this generalizations, grouth inside me, silent, for 7 years, now, i have a dark empire, inside me, and i am fight against, him, but feeling, very, very, exaust, and sad, but trying to clean up this, and not feel, things sayed in forums as reality, because arent, but trauma make me feel, this as reality, but yeas, i am trying, to recover, but, is bit difficult, because, one of most important thing to me, is what i am, be what i need, auto-afirmation, is so important to me, most of the other things, i can fight, and got
Baby, are you on any drugs? Honestly!
no, i sayed in the first part of post, its strange trauma, but make me suffer
Trauma of what kind? I have one as well since 5. What’s yours? Spill it! You must talk it out...
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for exemple, my sign, is supposed to be curvy several times in vision of this guys, and when i read this, when i became to recover to astrology, but with a weak mind, because i have been recovering for this, i became traumatized, and return to anorexy to prove oposite, and after a long, time, become close to death, i recover permanently, but this trauma, for 6 years, grouth inside me, even recovered from anorexia
Deep bro.. take it easy do not take those things so serious, just enjoy yourself. Mirror yourself, no astorlogy website can told us how we are.
Several things makes me suffer, some of them makes me ferl real upset and othe ones are just so stupid.
Makes me suffer that i am a jungle lust and i need ti show myself every night i go out that i am the king and i can “fish” every single girl i find sexy and beautiful. I am so sad when i drink and do that, even so i dont pass the line.
Makes me suffer thinking to lost my girl.
Makes me sufer being abandoned.
Makes me sufer not being centre of atention sometimes (not always) leo sun 😏
And makes me sufer being dependent of someone else.
i talk to god, to clean up, my mind and emotions, but because it trauma, become in the stage of when, i become to recover from anorexia, but this generalization of forums, make me return, in this period, and become close to death, but, with luck, i recover from this after, but the trauma, of this generalizations, grouth inside me, silent, for 7 years, now, i have a dark empire, inside me, and i am fight against, him, but feeling, very, very, exaust, and sad, but trying to clean up this, and not feel, things sayed in forums as reality, because arent, but trauma make me feel, this as reality, but yeas, i am trying, to recover, but, is bit difficult, because, one of most important thing to me, is what i am, be what i need, auto-afirmation, is so important to me, most of the other things, i can fight, and got
Baby, are you on any drugs? Honestly!
no, i sayed in the first part of post, its strange trauma, but make me suffer
Trauma of what kind? I have one as well since 5. What’s yours? Spill it! You must talk it out...
for exemple, my sign, is supposed to be curvy several times in vision of this guys, and when i read this, when i became to recover to astrology, but with a weak mind, because i have been recovering for this, i became traumatized, and return to anorexy to prove oposite, and after a long, time, become close to death, i recover permanently, but this trauma, for 6 years, grouth inside me, even recovered from anorexia
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Sorry love. Reading you makes me suffering. Seek professional help or get on better drugs. You are obviously not all there.
Sorry. Hope I can help but I am too weak to help. And you need strong someone. We don’t have those here. All immigrated to better paces and don’t send post cards...bitches!
Deep bro.. take it easy do not take those things so serious, just enjoy yourself. Mirror yourself, no astorlogy website can told us how we are.
Several things makes me suffer, some of them makes me ferl real upset and othe ones are just so stupid.
Makes me suffer that i am a jungle lust and i need ti show myself every night i go out that i am the king and i can “fish” every single girl i find sexy and beautiful. I am so sad when i drink and do that, even so i dont pass the line.
Makes me suffer thinking to lost my girl.
Makes me sufer being abandoned.
Makes me sufer not being centre of atention sometimes (not always) leo sun 😏
And makes me sufer being dependent of someone else.
i talk to god, to clean up, my mind and emotions, but because it trauma, become in the stage of when, i become to recover from anorexia, but this generalization of forums, make me return, in this period, and become close to death, but, with luck, i recover from this after, but the trauma, of this generalizations, grouth inside me, silent, for 7 years, now, i have a dark empire, inside me, and i am fight against, him, but feeling, very, very, exaust, and sad, but trying to clean up this, and not feel, things sayed in forums as reality, because arent, but trauma make me feel, this as reality, but yeas, i am trying, to recover, but, is bit difficult, because, one of most important thing to me, is what i am, be what i need, auto-afirmation, is so important to me, most of the other things, i can fight, and got
Baby, are you on any drugs? Honestly!
no, i sayed in the first part of post, its strange trauma, but make me suffer
Trauma of what kind? I have one as well since 5. What’s yours? Spill it! You must talk it out...
for exemple, my sign, is supposed to be curvy several times in vision of this guys, and when i read this, when i became to recover to astrology, but with a weak mind, because i have been recovering for this, i became traumatized, and return to anorexy to prove oposite, and after a long, time, become close to death, i recover permanently, but this trauma, for 6 years, grouth inside me, even recovered from anorexia
Sorry love. Reading you makes me suffering. Seek professional help or get on better drugs. You are obviously not all there.
Sorry. Hope I can help but I am too weak to help. And you need strong someone. We don’t have those here. All immigrated to better paces and don’t send post cards...bitches!
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yes, they say, that signs have some body shape, and it make me suffer because, when someone are taking this think astrology in this level of influence, think about this, make me see astrology, as terrific thing, now, not the myths, but what astrology became, if this dudes, recognize, that signs, don't influence body, or , this is not general vision, and this influences, not everycases of nowdays, make the same body shape, but maybe, several times, but never in general, i can become better to know they have good sense to recognize, they cannot generalization, and for exemple, a ''x AC'' with this body isnt more ''x AC'' than other who have other body type, but i cant know what this people who told this think, if they know they cannot generalize because no make sense, because i am not they to know what they think
Deep bro.. take it easy do not take those things so serious, just enjoy yourself. Mirror yourself, no astorlogy website can told us how we are.
Several things makes me suffer, some of them makes me ferl real upset and othe ones are just so stupid.
Makes me suffer that i am a jungle lust and i need ti show myself every night i go out that i am the king and i can “fish” every single girl i find sexy and beautiful. I am so sad when i drink and do that, even so i dont pass the line.
Makes me suffer thinking to lost my girl.
Makes me sufer being abandoned.
Makes me sufer not being centre of atention sometimes (not always) leo sun 😏
And makes me sufer being dependent of someone else.
i talk to god, to clean up, my mind and emotions, but because it trauma, become in the stage of when, i become to recover from anorexia, but this generalization of forums, make me return, in this period, and become close to death, but, with luck, i recover from this after, but the trauma, of this generalizations, grouth inside me, silent, for 7 years, now, i have a dark empire, inside me, and i am fight against, him, but feeling, very, very, exaust, and sad, but trying to clean up this, and not feel, things sayed in forums as reality, because arent, but trauma make me feel, this as reality, but yeas, i am trying, to recover, but, is bit difficult, because, one of most important thing to me, is what i am, be what i need, auto-afirmation, is so important to me, most of the other things, i can fight, and got
Baby, are you on any drugs? Honestly!
no, i sayed in the first part of post, its strange trauma, but make me suffer
Trauma of what kind? I have one as well since 5. What’s yours? Spill it! You must talk it out...
for exemple, my sign, is supposed to be curvy several times in vision of this guys, and when i read this, when i became to recover to astrology, but with a weak mind, because i have been recovering for this, i became traumatized, and return to anorexy to prove oposite, and after a long, time, become close to death, i recover permanently, but this trauma, for 6 years, grouth inside me, even recovered from anorexia
Sorry love. Reading you makes me suffering. Seek professional help or get on better drugs. You are obviously not all there.
Sorry. Hope I can help but I am too weak to help. And you need strong someone. We don’t have those here. All immigrated to better paces and don’t send post cards...bitches!
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thanks to try to help
up
last up if someone help it to make in top, if no help me, i will go to other post
Bad coffee
i never drink coffe so i never have this fear
Selfish depressed people.
why you fear this? peoples like this are danger to himself, not others
Some don't think of the effect they'll have on loved ones if they follow through, but thinking about it may trigger an already low self worth. They need to find others and hear someone else's experience to not feel alone in their own.
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for most strange it can sound, me is something in astrology, who traumatized and fucked my mind, to suffer
when peoples talks, acendant or some influence of sign, can make people have some body shape, really? people or whatever are talking, this , and making us, to no have freedom , to determine our bodys, without say, it is x or y?
at least i can be more happy, if this statements are not generalization... and this persons are open to exeptions, if no, i cant see reasons to like this world... and this life, with this huge distortion of the good, even if this is fruit of mind of persons, i suffer if this lose of freedom, even as ideal, and not real, even know, this is an horrific tought, make me suffer, again and again, and all over again, why it is a trauma? because when i have anorexy, when i become to recover, i see something in forum, saying my sign is curvy, and i become sad, dont like this, and i return to anorexy too prove oposite, become close to death