what does it mean?

woke up in a bed that wasn't mine in a room i don't recognize. everything was white from the sheets, to the walls and to my dress. yet it looked like a normal bedroom and the sun was shining brightly outside. btw my hair was perfect. in fact, i don't look like i just got up from bed. it looks like i had a glam team who worked on me. but what's really weird was there were so many dudes standing around, scattered all over this room, all wearing black shirts and staring at me blankly. i was confused, nervous like what IS THIS? and for some reason, my mind whispered: "you know who it is."

then i felt this building rage realizing who.

the door was wide open so i got up and made my way out but another one of the dudes seem to want to come in (i saw no movement, it was as if he was always there yet how?) how are there more of them? what even is this? he was blocking my path, he wouldn't budge so i squeezed myself through to the side. i looked back and they all stood unmoving like statues.

then somehow i find myself in the back door of whatever this building is and there was my brother. i can't remember exactly everything that i said to him but i was crying, holding his hand and begging him for something. vaguely i recall myself saying:

"i know that we've____ but you can't just do this to me. you know that i____ please____"

that's all i got from everything i've said. all i know was after that, we were hugging.

what was that?

It mean you're currently in prison for high level crime.

Usually your head covered in black sheet so you dont know which prison you're in, and usually they color the wall white and the bedroom quite normal and not yours, and before sleep you treat your hair so it look perfect, and the one with black shirt is your executioner, before you get executed you saw your brother and then you hug the executioner.

And now, im talking with your ghost.

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It mean you're currently in prison for high level crime.

Usually your head covered in black sheet so you dont know which prison you're in, and usually they color the wall white and the bedroom quite normal and not yours, and before sleep you treat your hair so it look perfect, and the one with black shirt is your executioner, before you get executed you saw your brother and then you hug the executioner.

And now, im talking with your ghost.

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my recent boyfriend is still in prison tho

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Some guesses on "who" as it may pertain to you:

Someone with an undisclosed health issue.

Someone about to make a decision that will upset you. (Moving far away, divorce, criminal acts, etc.)

that makes more sense.

coz in this dream i was enraged coz i thought it was my brother like: "did you bring all your friends to prank and annoy me?! it's not funny!"

but annoying as he is, that was too threatening like i doubt he'd put me in that situation.

maybe this has nothing to do with him.

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Can you fill in the blanks in what you said? That seems important

"i know that we've____ but you can't just do this to me. you know that i____ please____"

As an example,

I know that we've not always got on but you can't just do this to me, you know that I love you please don't go

Maybe you feel guilty about your brother and how your relationships with men contrast with your relationship with him?

My sister had a big effect on me and how I have related to women in my life

they're blank coz i can't remember exactly but yeah i think it's kinda like "we're not always okay but you know that i love you". it feels like some kinda weird breakup but at the same time like he's trying to sell me or whatever. he's outwardly cold but extremely emotional. he's grown rough, distant and almost indifferent. this hurts me but i've accepted it. we used to sleep next to each other when we were younger.

but this dream is impossible coz whatever rift i've had with him, even as a virgo i'm pretty sure it will never be fixed. we just talk about other members of the family now when we get to talk, acting like there's no issue. this whole hugging and crying must be some wish i have and it'll never happen lol.

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White represents purity

You're Virgo, the virgin. Yet, of course, you're not really a virgin. In fact, Virgo women are pretty sexual in my experience

The black shirts represent hurt

Your hair is perfect. Is your hair your best feature? and you're lying in bed. I can't help feeling this vibe of teasing. Are these the vibes you give out in life? Like you are an innocent but your hair happens to be perfect and you give off a sexual undercurrent. The men get those apparently contradictory messages so they stand there staring, passive aggressive, wanting to do something to you yet unable to move

I know a couple of Virgos just like this. They tease men all the time and are good at it but act completely innocent

Do you think the rage is at yourself?

my hair rn is the longest it's ever been and people tend to notice it more. i usually don't let it grow this long. as for the other questions idk but i was dressed to the nines on this one. lately, sex is so far from my mind. it's mostly dwelling on hurts from a past relationship. there are some guys right now trying but i feel like i barely give them time. i would reply every other day. hell i spend more time with astrology than talking to dudes who likes me. is this depression? lol

@Wizardz2

but yeah, lately i've been angry with myself coz of choices i've made. i think i need to see a therapist, possibly like one of those who make people stop smoking but like someone who can wipe a memory or smthng.

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@Wizardz2

but yeah, lately i've been angry with myself coz of choices i've made. i think i need to see a therapist, possibly like one of those who make people stop smoking but like someone who can wipe a memory or smthng.

Yes, I think that's where your brother comes into it. We have emotional bonds. It's like a form of loyalty.

You're angry because you are making bad choices in order to still feel a bond with your brother, in some way. We do that, even when people are long gone . You'd love to be able to hug him and make it all better but you said that's not going to happen.

"i know that we've____ but you can't just do this to me. you know that i____ please____"

I know that we've grown apart but you can't just do this to me (sell you). you know that i love you please don't hurt me

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yeah i'm getting a new therapist

i kept telling the old one i've been doing what he's saying but really i'm not lol

so now i gotta get a new one coz i have some explaining to do

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White represents purity

You're Virgo, the virgin. Yet, of course, you're not really a virgin. In fact, Virgo women are pretty sexual in my experience

The black shirts represent hurt

Your hair is perfect. Is your hair your best feature? and you're lying in bed. I can't help feeling this vibe of teasing. Are these the vibes you give out in life? Like you are an innocent but your hair happens to be perfect and you give off a sexual undercurrent. The men get those apparently contradictory messages so they stand there staring, passive aggressive, wanting to do something to you yet unable to move

I know a couple of Virgos just like this. They tease men all the time and are good at it but act completely innocent

Do you think the rage is at yourself?

my hair rn is the longest it's ever been and people tend to notice it more. i usually don't let it grow this long. as for the other questions idk but i was dressed to the nines on this one. lately, sex is so far from my mind. it's mostly dwelling on hurts from a past relationship. there are some guys right now trying but i feel like i barely give them time. i would reply every other day. hell i spend more time with astrology than talking to dudes who likes me. is this depression? lol

It's masochism to some degree, I think. I knew a Virgo very similar to you in a way, she was always dwelling on her past relationship. She was always toying with depression. It's as if she liked living on that edge. In your dream, it's a bright sunny day outside but you're in a strange room and there's guys wearing black t-shirts. Idk it's all a bit like happiness is outside but you're internally in a worrying place

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why are you so good at this? sometimes i feel like you're secretly a therapist.

yeah my mindscape has been that way lately like the longer my cancer boyfriend's imprisoned, i jumped into thinking about my cap ex again. it sucks. and i've found 2 kittens on the streets lately like a day right after the other. rushed them to the vet. the first died immediately while the second one seemed to get better the next day but died just a while ago. nothing seems to be going right. my mind is going into this really dark place.

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@Wizardz2

but yeah, lately i've been angry with myself coz of choices i've made. i think i need to see a therapist, possibly like one of those who make people stop smoking but like someone who can wipe a memory or smthng.

Yes, I think that's where your brother comes into it. We have emotional bonds. It's like a form of loyalty.

You're angry because you are making bad choices in order to still feel a bond with your brother, in some way. We do that, even when people are long gone . You'd love to be able to hug him and make it all better but you said that's not going to happen.

"i know that we've____ but you can't just do this to me. you know that i____ please____"

I know that we've grown apart but you can't just do this to me (sell you). you know that i love you please don't hurt me

?

yeah i'm getting a new therapist

i kept telling the old one i've been doing what he's saying but really i'm not lol

so now i gotta get a new one coz i have some explaining to do

You might be better off with a female therapist since your issues seem to be about men. Otherwise, you will tend to project onto a male therapist and manipulate the situation so it doesn't end up helping. Like you tell him you're doing what he's saying but you're not. Why is that?

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you're right again.

plus i'm more honest with other women than i am with men. when i'm too honest with a dude, it's coz i don't see him as one lol.

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@Wizardz2

but yeah, lately i've been angry with myself coz of choices i've made. i think i need to see a therapist, possibly like one of those who make people stop smoking but like someone who can wipe a memory or smthng.

Yes, I think that's where your brother comes into it. We have emotional bonds. It's like a form of loyalty.

You're angry because you are making bad choices in order to still feel a bond with your brother, in some way. We do that, even when people are long gone . You'd love to be able to hug him and make it all better but you said that's not going to happen.

"i know that we've____ but you can't just do this to me. you know that i____ please____"

I know that we've grown apart but you can't just do this to me (sell you). you know that i love you please don't hurt me

?

yeah i'm getting a new therapist

i kept telling the old one i've been doing what he's saying but really i'm not lol

so now i gotta get a new one coz i have some explaining to do

You might be better off with a female therapist since your issues seem to be about men. Otherwise, you will tend to project onto a male therapist and manipulate the situation so it doesn't end up helping. Like you tell him you're doing what he's saying but you're not. Why is that?

you're right again.

plus i'm more honest with other women than i am with men. when i'm too honest with a dude, it's coz i don't see him as one lol.

Thing is, do you even truly want therapy? if you're not even doing what the last one said to do anyway

I saw 2 therapists, the first messed me up and the 2nd was ok but by the end of the sessions with her we came to the conclusion that I didn't actually want therapy 😂 I'm too stubborn probably

Now I just think, ok I will be me and if I have issues then so what. Not like everyone else is a walking picture of perfection

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yeah but i've had good experience in my recent hypnotherapy. my mind is pliant to this kind of approach but it's stubborn with regular therapy. i'm not interested in drinking, but def open to medications lol. i tend to forge my own prescriptions when i think it's not 'enough.'

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@Wizardz2

but yeah, lately i've been angry with myself coz of choices i've made. i think i need to see a therapist, possibly like one of those who make people stop smoking but like someone who can wipe a memory or smthng.

Yes, I think that's where your brother comes into it. We have emotional bonds. It's like a form of loyalty.

You're angry because you are making bad choices in order to still feel a bond with your brother, in some way. We do that, even when people are long gone . You'd love to be able to hug him and make it all better but you said that's not going to happen.

"i know that we've____ but you can't just do this to me. you know that i____ please____"

I know that we've grown apart but you can't just do this to me (sell you). you know that i love you please don't hurt me

?

yeah i'm getting a new therapist

i kept telling the old one i've been doing what he's saying but really i'm not lol

so now i gotta get a new one coz i have some explaining to do

You might be better off with a female therapist since your issues seem to be about men. Otherwise, you will tend to project onto a male therapist and manipulate the situation so it doesn't end up helping. Like you tell him you're doing what he's saying but you're not. Why is that?

you're right again.

plus i'm more honest with other women than i am with men. when i'm too honest with a dude, it's coz i don't see him as one lol.

Thing is, do you even truly want therapy? if you're not even doing what the last one said to do anyway

I saw 2 therapists, the first messed me up and the 2nd was ok but by the end of the sessions with her we came to the conclusion that I didn't actually want therapy 😂 I'm too stubborn probably

Now I just think, ok I will be me and if I have issues then so what. Not like everyone else is a walking picture of perfection

yeah but i've had good experience in my recent hypnotherapy. my mind is pliant to this kind of approach but it's stubborn with regular therapy. i'm not interested in drinking, but def open to medications lol. i tend to forge my own prescriptions when i think it's not 'enough.'

Yeh you like the altered mental states. That makes sense. Do you think you are bored in life? because that would explain why you get in drama and maybe have fights with your bf and all the stuff you talked about.

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i'm okay with boredom. i spend a lot of time in my head, dwelling on things. sometimes, i rush through forms of entertainment to go back to my head lol it's unintentionally masochistic? i often just sit around and think. i tend to do it for hours. i would sometimes go to a store and just wander around the aisles, thinking. until i get weird looks. they prob think i'm gonna shoplift lol.

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@Wizardz2

but yeah, lately i've been angry with myself coz of choices i've made. i think i need to see a therapist, possibly like one of those who make people stop smoking but like someone who can wipe a memory or smthng.

Yes, I think that's where your brother comes into it. We have emotional bonds. It's like a form of loyalty.

You're angry because you are making bad choices in order to still feel a bond with your brother, in some way. We do that, even when people are long gone . You'd love to be able to hug him and make it all better but you said that's not going to happen.

"i know that we've____ but you can't just do this to me. you know that i____ please____"

I know that we've grown apart but you can't just do this to me (sell you). you know that i love you please don't hurt me

?

yeah i'm getting a new therapist

i kept telling the old one i've been doing what he's saying but really i'm not lol

so now i gotta get a new one coz i have some explaining to do

You might be better off with a female therapist since your issues seem to be about men. Otherwise, you will tend to project onto a male therapist and manipulate the situation so it doesn't end up helping. Like you tell him you're doing what he's saying but you're not. Why is that?

you're right again.

plus i'm more honest with other women than i am with men. when i'm too honest with a dude, it's coz i don't see him as one lol.

Thing is, do you even truly want therapy? if you're not even doing what the last one said to do anyway

I saw 2 therapists, the first messed me up and the 2nd was ok but by the end of the sessions with her we came to the conclusion that I didn't actually want therapy 😂 I'm too stubborn probably

Now I just think, ok I will be me and if I have issues then so what. Not like everyone else is a walking picture of perfection

yeah but i've had good experience in my recent hypnotherapy. my mind is pliant to this kind of approach but it's stubborn with regular therapy. i'm not interested in drinking, but def open to medications lol. i tend to forge my own prescriptions when i think it's not 'enough.'

Yeh you like the altered mental states. That makes sense. Do you think you are bored in life? because that would explain why you get in drama and maybe have fights with your bf and all the stuff you talked about.

i'm okay with boredom. i spend a lot of time in my head, dwelling on things. sometimes, i rush through forms of entertainment to go back to my head lol it's unintentionally masochistic? i often just sit around and think. i tend to do it for hours. i would sometimes go to a store and just wander around the aisles, thinking. until i get weird looks. they prob think i'm gonna shoplift lol.

I'm exactly the same. That's funny, what you described about the store is how I am, then sudenly I think "what if they are watching me on camera?" as I go back up an aisle I already went up for the fifth time. I go through phases but sometimes I walk and then sit on a bench near the sea and think for hours. It's kind of intense. Also, what you describe about rushing through things to go back to your head. Especially if someone bothers me and I'm like "not now, I'm busy" when really I'm just caught up in long thought/fantasy thing and I don't want to leave it 🤣

I don't think it can be healthy lol

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sometimes i just smile and wave at the camera

might as well 😊😊