Capricorn vs Gemini relationship

I am Gemini lady in my 30's and for the last year have been madly inlove with a Capricorn lady she is in her late 30's and we have been dating for almost a year.

We are a great team. I am not the normal Gemini that is flaky or can't commit. This lady took my breath away with her character and I am hooked.

Currently I am under hectic pressure. And all of a sudden my Cap girl is all over the place.

We broke up in December because she thought I was cheating (honestly nobody els appeals to me. I do get overs to hook up with a lot of people. But my heart and soul is lost on the the Cap), we couldn't stay apart for more than 3days. And from then till April the relationship just grew and I fell more inlove with her. Our relationship was rock solid.

In last two weeks I saw her once and she was very distant and rude, therefor I stayed away and gave her space. Until we spoke a few nights ago where she said, she doesn't see herself with anyone at all. This broke me. So I took that as a break up, again and started motioning away.

And then today she sent me a message and asked me to please tell her where she stands with me, because she can't keep hanging around...

I am so confused.

Our relationship has not been the easiest. But for me this relationship has been worth everything. Every month, even thou we don't stay together I give her all my spare cash, I spoil her, I buy her things she mentions she likes and she always loves them.

But I don't understand what she wants. If she can't see me as her future partner, then how can we continue the journey?

Any advice?