FRUSTRATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'd like to consider myself a reasonable person. I'd like to think that I have clear logic. I have a fear that neither one of these two are correct.

I hate people. That's the answer. I just treetrunking hate all people. I want to live alone in a little hole in a wall the rest of my life with a little window where I can see a path where people walk so I can curse them and make them trip with my mind as they go by.

And I won't be happy. But I'll be far more satisfied than how I am now.

And everyone can take their happy stupid socialist left wing love everyone earth worshipping live for the betterment of society I have no mind of my own but only want to act this way so other people can stare at me and wonder at what an honorable and selfrightous ass licking afraid to make sacrifices afraid to upset someone's feelings prissy puff ball I am mindless programmed by society ideals and shove them up their goddamn asses!!!

And I'll laugh as they live out their meaningless lives which society justifies.

i know how you feel.

lol, you just described my exact outlook on life from the ages of twelve through eighteen. Scratch that, I still feel that way!

ok.....

I am one of the "peoples". I am in the back row. This makes me a "back row people"

I like that Paralax.

Morgan..hang in there honey. There really are some good people out there. Maybe you just need a vacation of some sort? You know..get away from everything. Relax your mind and soul. We all need that once in a while. How about a cruise? You can get really cheap cruise deals these days and if you don't want to be bothered, you can always stay in your cabin and read a book or veg out by watching tv or something. It's a thought.. ( I know I could use a cruise myself)

PS Morgan...
Go with NYU. I'm from Massachusetts, went to college in Boston and from my experience..I think you will be far more pleased and feel more enriched by living and learning in NYC. Boston's a nice city and the education is top notch BUT: 1. You'll freeze you're ass off in the wintertime. 2. BU has so many rich european students there (aka "euro trash" as they are called) that they actually flaunt thier wealth by driving up to campus in brand new Mercedes benzes and Beamers. I'm not kidding. Their flaunting will sicken you. 3. You know how people say that New Yorkers are rude? NOT TRUE!! It's Bostonians!! And it's the college students--mainly the men. You figure, Boston has so many pubs and bars and is sports affiliated, with a little alcohol, you get "instant marker".
I speak from experience my friend. I couldn't wait to get the f*** outta Boston when I was there. And besides...alot more famous people graduated from NYU than BU.

"instant marker" is really "instant a**h****". Duncan is still marking some expletives.

Thanx for the advice, Sloane, a cruise really does sound nice... But if I have no time for commas, I really don't have time for a cruise 😢

Interesting insight into Boston... But woe is me!!! For my mother sees that as a good thing and is hoping to marry me off to some rich snob by sending me there!!! I can't stand such backwards ways of thought!!! OH DEAR ME!!! Perhaps I'll tell her I'm gay!!!

Anyway, definitely going to NYU, definitely don't have money for it. GRRRRRR... Most definitely NOT ever going to get married to rich snob... GRRRRR... Well, maybe and kill him after honey moon... GRRRRR... Maybe hire professional hit man... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...

Oh yeah, and parallax, I don't do drugs.

But I mean, is it wrong to hate everyone— Seriously, don't I have a right to walk through life filled with bitter rage and hatred for no apperent reason— I think I do. I'd say I have ever right in the world to reject every ideal, every moral norm, and ever stupid tradition and custom the world over!!! Maybe I'll start a new cult... Nah, because then I'd have to plan meatings and crap like that which involves interaction with other people!!! I think I'll just write my DECREE OF THE ANTI-EVERTHING and let my followers be hermit monk types.

I'm not antisocial I'm just really really really pissed...
I'm sure this will blow over eventually...
Oh treetrunk everything!!! I don't really care one way or another!!!

I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE!!!

HELP!!!
(not from you, just a general call to the universe)

I have been gone to long, so sad to hear what has happened to morgan. What I see is a world conquest by morgan. form your army take over one country at a time. let me know when you get to the U.K.

Morgan, you should go UNH. I know people there. It'll be just like being a hermit. I would be 110% willing to trade places with you. I hate having to be psychic to have a conversation with someone I don't call Mom, Dad, Sister or Dog. And I'm not ghetto, so I only call my dog "Dog" because I don't have any friends named "G". Even if I did, I haven't left home since Sunday's Sunrise Service and Easter Breakfast. If the weather was warmer, I'd be Robinson Crusoe.

Consider that my message in a bottle and cry for help. If drugs would make my friends real, like I'm sure they made Pinnochio real, I'd take 'em for sure!

Josh, would you be willing to share whatever it is you've been smoking? 😛

come on, don't be stingy...

Well... I'm going to BU. (they give me money)

I hate the freshman dorms...

The rooms are like small holes in the walls where they shove three people... Not likely to enjoy that...

Bathrooms suck too...

People are really friendly... Very prodding...

Awww shucks Morgan. I was hoping you'd choose BU but if BU is giving you the dough (and you'll need a lot of it!), then I guess it's worth it. It IS a great school. I just prefer NYC. You'll have a great time and Boston is a real party town. Maybe I'll bump into you when I'm in town. (Not in the winter though!) Congratulations.

By the way--they have a very good comminications-Media curriculum.

Sloane

The thing is, I get the feeling that NYU really gives you a better education. BU really wants to be like NYU, but it isn't quite there yet. Oh well... It's just undergrad school, I can still transfer anywhere for grad school.

And you can always transfer during undegrad school also. I'm sure everything will work out great.

Sloane

Yeah... I've thought of that... I just am not sure what it is I want to do... It's gosh darn hard to make up my mind. 😢

Okay, well there's an aptitude/skills test you can get over the internet--there's all kinds. It may cost some money but try to find ones that are free--I know they exist. Generally, I think you need to go with your inner core interests in life--whatever they may be--hell, even if you enjoy watching TV (like most people), maybe that could lead to television producing?

Just go with whatever it is that interests you and see if you can make a living doing it. And get your degree!

Sloane

Oh yeah, I know what I want to do... I just won't make enough money doing it to justify going to friggin college... So I have to do something else and make myself lots of money to pay back those enormous college loans. But I'll figure something out. The idea is to buy realestate, that's where the money is.

Ohh butter yeah! I KNOW--tell me about it! I'm just starting to get interested in real estate too and YES, it IS the industry to be in, can't go wrong with real estate but you need at least 50 grand these days to put down as a downpayment. It's insane. I hear ya girl.

Ohh butter yeah! I KNOW--tell me about it! I'm just starting to get interested in real estate too and YES, it IS the industry to be in, can't go wrong with real estate but you need at least 50 grand these days to put down as a downpayment. It's insane. I hear ya girl.

i agree with the real estate thing, im dying to buy another house. its my goal to buy another house by the end of the year. then ill have to figure out if ill make more money on it by renting it or just remodeling and selling. but i agree its a good place for investments.

lETS TALK REAL ESTATE

lETS TALK REAL ESTATE

I have no idea what just happen perhaps the anti christ is pissed at me but I will not type today.

Statistics show that the greatest amount of proffits each year are made by people who control real estate. Economically speaking, it's the way to success. That's how Trump started out, in real estate. Only problem, you can only be successful if you already have a good deal of success to begin with...

by success I mean money

Right. "It takes money to make money" as the saying goes. Doesn't that suck?!!

Then again, Trump CAME from money. He was a trust fund baby to begin with, the lucky bastard.

Most people who have money now came from families who had money and connections. Kinda gives incentives to get rich and powerful, if not for one's self, than for one's offspring.

I just watched A True Hollywood Story about The Hilton Sisters. It would be great to be rich and just party all the time like they do but then again it could get boring. (maybe) Life can be so unfair.

Trump started with his fathers money

That's right, he did. Still.. a lucky bastard.

Hey Morganetc,

I have a better cure, go to New Orleans and read Marcel Proust while you are there!

Money isn't everything, your imaginations is!

Who is Marcel Proust?

Imagination I have much of, dinero I am still lacking...

I couldn't live in the south, the heat gives me headaches.

Thanx for the suggestion anyway, I'll have to investigate this Proust person.

Theres nothing wrong with hating people. Most people just don't get it. Most people are unoriginal, following social norms like they have no minds of their own. THen when you have your own mind and thereofre don't follow all these conventions, because they are boring and shallow, people hate you for it, and think that you must be crazy. Becauase they then try to impose these ways on you.
Its mad, but no matter what I thought, I would never try to impose it on others. People can do what they want. Actually I do try to get pepole to be more tolerant and compassionate and accepting - it hurts me so when they are not. Because we are all on this planet together, and noit for very long, and I don't see the point in pettiness and being judgemental. Not good karma. Believe me, I know.

Being free. Having the freedom to think and to be able to think freely, is the greatest luxury a man can have, and yet I feel it is a basic right!
But once or twice in a lifetime, you will meet a kindred spirit, and you will know that you were right, and to hell with them all.

I FEEL ya, Ellie 🙂

Freebird

It is so very nice to have allies.

Ellie..
Couldn't have said it better. Right on the mark.

After reading this there is only one answer MORGAN NEEDS OUR LOVE EVERYONE SEND LOVE TO MORGAN.

Scribble scribble.. signs petition.
Feel the love Morgan feel the love.

*laughs, frowns, offers an awkwards thank you, and walks away smiling*

Here is more LOVE coming at you Morgan,.....🙂

It's ALL good 😉

what is that Luz? I've always thought it's an ice cream cone....lol.....

Pretty good stab at hearts, I think. And many of them.