How are you, Sola?

How are you, Sola?

Dumped and feeling a bit crap..but thanks for asking x

DUMPED?? They're INSANE!!!

Nah, the aqua was acting like a bastard so i told him to get out of my life! Im fine sincerely, i was thinking about it for a while and then a perfect opportunity came along..he says he cheated when he was drunk on Friday night??

NOW, he says he cant remember and he just said he did because he thinks he might have?? What the fuck, i hope he did, it makes getting rid of him easier for me!!!

Time to put your panties back on.

Typical Aqua...sorry Sola - they're just not worth it *runs and hides*

Ha, he showed up and told me to get ready because he was taking me somewhere really special..to a house that is buying for "us"..WTF!!! I just cant think about it, its too much confusion for me. He says he loves me and wants to be together 4ever, but that if "im bad"— he will leave me..why threaten me if that kind of shit works both ways??

I cant believe what he has done. Im going home for a month next Saturday, i dont have time to consider what has happened this week. Eek, i need a holiday!

Sola go away to think...thats weird behaviour but then again Aquas are very controlling....think think think my dear.

So sorry, Sola. Too much WEIRDNESS. Nothing like a threat to win one's heart. Time to get away from that confusion.

an idea: look at your previous posts of Mr. Aqua. And are your panties back on yet—

He doesnt go away, he?s been at my side for 4 months constantly, i do love him, we just cant understand each other at all, or how we arrive at our individual decisions about how things should be done. Maybe its worth the effort, i dont know, im spending lots of time alone to sort my thoughts out..i cant make sense of anything right now.

I say horrible things to him at times, and then feel so fucking guilty, but he really makes me mad. And then i get the silent treatment etc etc, but even then we both know its something special. We?ll see what happens.

He doesnt make me angry, i get myself worked up, just because we are so different. Its not his fault that i cant control my temper or emotions. He?s sorry if he does bad stuff, and im a cow at times too. Grrr, we?ll get to a good point soon enough 🙂