I could spin you guys some lie. Tell you I was drunk, it was a one night thing or any other story.
But here is the truth. I broke up with my Libra 2 years ago. And after a lot of on again off again. Getting depressed and almost ruining my life after he dumped me (yes, now it sounds pathetic??_)
So, anyway 3 weeks ago. We started talking and hanging out again. I so convinced myself that we can be friends only.
I slept with my Libra the whole weekend. And now he is being so kind , nice and considerate to me that it freaks me out. I am suppose to be over this guy??_ clearly I am not.
This weekend he kept wanting to talk about a future and us trying again. How he misses what we had and how he couldn't find it with any other women. I thought why not we always had great chemistry( we got each other) and the sex was out of this world. I have never felt so much love and desire for another guy.
And I know him. He is only going to stick around until he finds someone else. So, I am the in the mean time girl for him.
So, I am seeing him letter tonight and am going to talk to him.
Well, the reason I hide my post .We had the talk and ...
He told me that he is still with his girlfriend(code for I am trying to win her back, but for now you will do) Anyway I got myself into his mess. I am so angry with myself .He really seems to love her. She is a hot model...
I told him I don't want to see or be friends with him anymore. first he wanted an explination of why I don't want him. . ofcourse he doesn't believe me.He wanted a kiss goodbye...
How did I get myself mixed up with the guy again!!!!!!!!!
But here is the truth. I broke up with my Libra 2 years ago. And after a lot of on again off again. Getting depressed and almost ruining my life after he dumped me (yes, now it sounds pathetic??_)
So, anyway 3 weeks ago. We started talking and hanging out again. I so convinced myself that we can be friends only.
I slept with my Libra the whole weekend. And now he is being so kind , nice and considerate to me that it freaks me out. I am suppose to be over this guy??_ clearly I am not.
This weekend he kept wanting to talk about a future and us trying again. How he misses what we had and how he couldn't find it with any other women. I thought why not we always had great chemistry( we got each other) and the sex was out of this world. I have never felt so much love and desire for another guy.
And I know him. He is only going to stick around until he finds someone else. So, I am the in the mean time girl for him.
So, I am seeing him letter tonight and am going to talk to him.