Freebird says hi

Just to let all the Duncan gang know that Freebird has asked me to let you know - that no, she hasn't flown away forever!!!....however, she has had massive problems with her computer and just can't log on to the board.

She wishes you all well, misses you.................

A x

Hi Alana!

Thanx for giving us Freebird's message. We is her. Give her my regards. And how are you dear?

Looney

Yeah.....we sure can't wait till that bird returns:-)

Hi Looney - you ask how I am.

Well the strangest thing happened at the weekend - and funnily enough the Freebird and Q-bone were in on it though they didn't know and either did I till......

As you know, I had been trying to "disengage" from Mr. Virgo for a month or so and was doing OK till about a week ago....we would still meet and chat as "friends" but I was backing away all the time.

However, the more I saw and talked with him, the more I was begining to get "hooked" and by last weekend I decided I would go back and give it 110% one last time to make things work...make or break time......
Back I went on the Saturdaay nite, had lovely nite, drank a little wine...stayed over. Next morning, I decide to ring my pals Freebird and Q-bone while in Mr. Virgo's. All is very fine...The Bird talks with Mr. Virgo even for the first time on the phone:-) I am in great form after talking with my two pals - the Bird and Q-bone and feel I have made the right decision. Within minutes after making these calls, I noticed Mr. V. fustering around in his pocket with a piece of tissue. I ask what he is doing - I see a tablet in the tissue....he says it's for a headache. I think to myself, you don't go putting headache tablets in your pocket wrapped up in tissue. I take it from him and look at it - my world comes shattering down in a split second...it's an ecstacy tablet. I go crazy....ask him if he is taking ecstacy....at first he tells me it's for a headache...next he says, it's been in his pocket for 3 months...swears on his life that he doens't use them...that it's for somebody else....then says it's none of my business anyway etc. I reply, it damn well is my business if my lover is into taking drugs. We all know that Mr. V. can be a bad boy, drink, gambling etc. but I will not tolerate anyone taking drugs of that nature in my life and I tell him this....even if he is not taking them himself, is he prepared for someone to die if he passes it on...people can die from one bad e-tab. I take the tablet and say I am going to throw it down the toilet. He keeps saying - give it to me back....I will not. I say I am disgusted to find this out about him. Anyway, I am just about to leave the house - we walk out together, he kisses me good-bye.

That afternoon I decide to ring him to tell him it's over, I can't be with anyone who is in any way connected with drugs...I begin the conversation by saying I was so worried when I saw the tablet...before I can go any further, he says there's no need to worry about him anymore!!....I say what do you mean anymore??....he says he doesn't want to see me anymore. We're finished and hangs up.

So the damn fool thinks that he was the one who finished with me before I got to say that I was finishing with him......I always like to have the last word.

Anyway, I feel a complete fool, I should never have gotten back with him, to think that a few hours earlier I was so happy and in a split second, I am back with that uugh feeling - sick to my stomach - all day Sunday and even yesterday.......I almost felt suicidal at my stupidness and at his having the last word!!! I wouldn't mind but there's junkies in the flat below him and he used call them all the fools under the sun for taking drugs...huh he was probably getting them all along from them!!!

Today however, I feel stronger....a bit!
Sufficeth to say, that is the last chapter, last page, last full-stop of the book of Alana and Mr. Virgo.

All I can say is - you live and learn and learn and learn and learn.

Nearly three years down the drain.....there you go.

Anyway, that's my story.....for now I just want to live a beautiful boring life....no men, no nothing....

How's your Mr. V. Looney?

A x

Hi Alana!

Great hearing from you. And like always good to hear that you decided to call it quits with MR V. Now since you have discovered this E-tablet habit..I am sure you will not consider going back to him. Ofcourse the guy needs to be in a Rehab. Urgently.

Regarding my Mr V- the champagne eyes. LOL The romance never began. It was too complicated to get it started in the first place. He is in Singapore & I have moved to India where I have got a better position. I received an e-mail from him last night. It was a very very sweet mail. He says he does keeps in touch with my ex-hubby & meets my older son in the park during his evening walks. Surprisingly I have gotten him outof my system in record time of 2 months. Usually it takes forever. Thank god for small mercies. LOL

Well Dear you keep posting. YOu bring so muh life over here.
xxx
Looney

Lady Alana?

I am truly sad and speechless about your latest experience?
I wish you better days? be strong lady?.!! I am with you all the way? down or up..!!
😢

Thank you my sweet Looney and of course my knight in shining Armour - the one and only Q-Bone - thank you so much.

Glad that everything turned out good between you and Mr. Champagne Eyes and that you remain good friends....even if you never became lovers!!!...gosh I remember those first hot and heady days when you couldn't wait to get him into bed......:-) - strange what a difference a few months can make...or even a second! in my case:-)

You wanderlust lady you.....in India of all places...gosh I am jealous.....you must be making a million!!!:-) I can see you over there in India...riding the biggest elephant there is in the country...let's hope he has a big trunk too:-)!!!!

Anyway, my pals......I am in good spirits today....sometimes I worry about myself!!! How can I feel so bad one day and so good the next.....- am I so fickle a creature in matters of the heart...(perhaps the answer is yes??) as for Mr. V. - indifference has set in......that is good......

Tomoro is St. Patrick's Day here...big celebrations....me getting my hair done later and gonna trot into town tomoro with my son and join in all the parade and festival celebrations:-)

Gonna let nobody "rain on my parade"!!!

Have lovely days and nights:-)

A x

Big trunk indeed 😉 Hey Alana you cutie you know visualising someone on a huge elephant is sign of good luck. The day wont be far for those millions to roll in. And sure I will give you a big treat. A ride on th biggest elephant. 🙂

Ah my early Dxpnet days.. heady ones..singleminded pursuit of the Mr Champagne eyes Virgo. Yeah I am very happy to have him as my friend. He ended his email with- "Ma'am you are Classic Please stay that way". As I read that sentence, I could hear soft music in my ears and could smell roses. Well such is the essence of true affection.

I hope dearest that you enjoyed the St. Parick Day's celebrations. It has a meaning to me as the first school of my life that I attended was known as the St.Patrick's Primary School. Loved those affectionate & serene looking Nuns.

Keep Smiling Everyone. 🙂

Can't wait for that "big treat" looney:-)

And so nice to hear that your Mr. Virgo champagne eyes guy is such a gentleman....hey, I can smelll those roses myself and hear the tinkly music over here.....:-)

Thank you for the St. Patrick's Day greetings...it didn't go exactly to plan...got up late....ran like a bat out of hell into town with my son...couldn't see a dam thing in the parade - too many in front of us.....ended up in Abrakababra!! of all places with 2 other pals and their five children.....buying junk food!!!! We came home exhausted the two of us......last evening I went to see Meet the Fochers:-) - now that brought a smile to my face.....!!! Told you, I just want a beautiful boring life at present......!!!

So have a great weekend my pal in the Land of the Elephant.....:-)

Keep us posted on your loon-ing escapades:-)

A x

You are welcome Alana!

Champagne Eyes .. news about him keeps on coming to me form various sources vis e-mail. One source says there are two girls form his class totally bessotted with him & have regualar cat fights as a result of that. Both cut a poor image with him & he talked them out of their infatuation for him!!!! His friends want to learn the tricks form him.LOL .. The ways of this Virgo! Either way he never fails to impress.

Looks like you really had fun at St.Patrick's parade. I could visualise you there..giving yourself totally to the moment as you always do.

I have seen that cute movie Meet the Fockers ..twice. Everybody was so adorable.

And ofcourse i will manage soem loonyyyyy escapades pretty soon..if not for myself..to keep you & Dxpnet smiling dear.

Have Fun🙂