I'm a little buzzing but this is my story...

for tonite...

so me and crabby and a few friends go to a bar tonite to celebrate thanxgiving which was as un-thanxgiving as fukk... but anyway. "He" comes out of the guys restroom as i walk past... bam... i feel so attracted to him! I think "fukk!"

Later when I go cut in line to buy some beers I spot "him" standing alone! He's so hot and sexy and serious and intriguing and masculine and has such masculine features!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaahhhh I want him!

And so I think to myself that I AM GOING TO APPROACH HIM! I have seem him before but I just can't remember from where—? It is still boggling my mind!! I can't stand it! But every time, every time we lock eyes, I just feel like there is a reason why he feels so familiar? And where have I seen him?

I think to myself that yes, crabby my bf is outside but I was going to talk to him and ask him to dance... and it would be the second time in my life to approach a guy... although the first time I had atleast been introduced to the guy.

I have a bunch of beers so I decide to take them back and make up the excuse that I need to go to the bathroom to come back and talk to the guy. BUT when I came back he had left! boooooooooo

When I go back, he's standing near my bf! arrrrrgggggh... again, we lock eyes, but this time much longer... he's got these dark, sexy eyes!

I am determined to talk to him and when my bf goes to the bathroom he comes to stand next to me... aaaaaah! I'm feeling a little shy... he gets closer... we're standing there alone... when I finally turn to look at him... we're looking at each other just wanting to talk! oh just talk! what's the harm? and fukking dammit there comes my bf! which I normally luv! and normally so attracted to! and normally the main center of my attention! BUT dammit... I've spotted this guy before and dammit I am dying to just dammit atleast get a whif of his scent! Where do I recognize him from? It's killing me!

So here comes my bf and I'm sure he's sensed my 'antsy-ness' and i'm buzzing big time, looking around and looking murderously at someone else rather than him. oooohhh dammit and so he leaves 😢 i caught his eyes one more time and if i hadn't been so buzzing i would have calculated better and grabbed his ass on my way out... uuggh i can't believe i missed!

mission failed......... for tonite.

i know i see him elsewhere and next time he's easy bait dammit!

you know, the plan was to go to my bfs house afterwards but i was just like 'take me home it's late' cuz i knew i wasn't even going to be able to get damn horny thinking about this other guy!
maybe not even the whole week...

hmph...

maybe

hehehehehee

yeah no, i'm not feeling it... i'm feeling way too attrracted to this other guy...
sigh*

...and if i hadn't been so buzzing i would have calculated better and grabbed his ass on my way out... uuggh i can't believe i missed!
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rotflmfao!!

I was buzzed, too, on Thanksgiving...hungry, but buzzed.