Pain

It's one thing to have pain that medicine can cure but a pain that no medicine can cure is just as unbearable...only a void God can fill...how long— I'm grateful but nothin seems to fulfill my desires anymore...just existing...feeling empty and dead inside...truly the walking dead. Insufficiently giving until there's nothing left

Posted by P3n3lop3
It's one thing to have pain that medicine can cure but a pain that no medicine can cure is just as unbearable...only a void God can fill...how long— I'm grateful but nothin seems to fulfill my desires anymore...just existing...feeling empty and dead inside...truly the walking dead. Insufficiently giving until there's nothing left

What happened... ?

Thank u and I just feel alone at times...one of my low days but with me anything is either really hot or really cold no in between and just someone genuine...only child with family always busy and nothin I can change it seems like when I try everything always falls apart

It's interfering with what I want to do in life I'm trying to motivate & support myself but sometimes that's not enough..they say do good and it'll come back well I've been striving to do my best and see the bright side being hopeful but things get slightly better on a material plane but spiritually emotionally it's the same roller coaster different theme park I feel stunted in my growth like I had too much coffee....nothing is manifesting seeming to be at a stand still

Helping others taking care of my loved ones. But I never get it back & if so it's so superficial bcuz most likely it follows with them needing something

Posted by Foreverloveme
What makes you happy?

This.

Try writing down all the things that makes you feel good, no matter how big or small, and do those things everyday or as often as possible. I had to make a list two days ago.

Also, be thankful. Gratitude. You are here, with your family. Living, breathing, feeling etc.

I know what the feeling is like. Just read in the bible the other day to meditate on things that are good in life.

I love myself as well but with all I'm going thru in my body I can't see what others see and men are too intimidated to even approach me & women as well bcuz they have there guard up thinking I'm a bit€he when really I'm In deep thought..It's like one minute I'm great and the next I'm in the deep

Ok I will and I've done a couple of things I love and even my favorite food but it's like I'm getting burnt out and when I go do things alone ppl always ask me a million questions and wanna know my biz & don't even know me & get mad when I check them for trying to judge me and guys are notorious bcuz they don't see a male so they take full range

How old are you... just ballpark.

Early 20's?

Too many people are in your head and that will always drive you crazy. You are trying to deal with your personal thoughts/feelings as well as theirs. Instant burnout. You are not living for yourself at the moment it seems.

Yeah early 20s & yea I've been trying lately but it's only left me isolated

I been like this off and on for a few years ..I found out I had some Jupiter placements that cause me to be restless then depress. I don't remember the placement completely. But for example I went on vacation recently ,one night i got really bored and became depress ..it's like this yearning but you don't no how to filled it. It only last a few hours but I had times that it last for days. I had times where it happen and I try everything that I enjoy doing but it don't work..I learn a few things about this..I try to catch myself before it get worst by immediately get in to the things I love to do even when I don't feel like doing it. I also had to realize why I was like this so I began to write and I notice that I was bored with my surrounding . I need new energy..new people. I also get what you mean about that zombie feeling..I been there too. I recently realized that my job was boring for me .