winged

Standing alone under the willow tree
Pale, lifeless leaves falling around her
Without strength she tries to catch them before they reach the ground
But fails every each time
The leaves just keep on falling
She doesnt want to step out into the bright light
Just wants to stay in the cold shade under the same tree
As the years passed, one by one the leaves fell
Until there was no more leaves and only the branches of the tree showed
She felt the pain touch her skin as the light embraced her
She didnt have the protection that the tree offered for her before

So either way..she had to step out someday...

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Dear saint from the heavens that purify you
Why must you paint your hate on the ones who have the same flesh and bones as you do
Do not bring the devil inside who corrupts your mind
Because it will surely cut through your eyes which blinds
The vivid colors you encircle your world with, please don?t drain out the colors and blacken the world which we would?ve loved to live in.
Peace, love, and harmony was in your eyes which a cross lit within but now it slowly fades away while your heart painfully parts.
Do not be afraid o holy one or lose faith being that you are still not yet gone.
For you must save yourself before you become undone.

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spotlight
she gently touches her everything. her world.
sits down and the songs from piano seam through the air
the air which she cherished and breathed
when she played on her piano her world would light up
but one day the notes she played wasnt true to wut she heard anymore
everyday her tears would try and reach out for it
but she could never make the notes right
the notes that she ever so loved
the piano which she wanted to play on forever
but the sounds of the notes were never returned
always wrong with empty feeling...
without music..the notes meant nothing
but she could never let go of it
never could admit to herself that the piano she loved was the past
she falls down to her knees and black emotions covered her tortured face
she looks up into the night sky and takes the air in which gently blows across her face..suddenly realizes dat theres more to her world than the air she lived off of from the piano..the notes she loved.. the notes that was from the piano.
She stands up...doesnt even look back at wut she lived for..and shuts down the lights.

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I hate being nice sometimes
I hate being mean sometimes
But this is who i am
Why do i always try and understand everyone??
Whats it for??
Sometimes i just wanna scream out that i hate everyone
Sometimes i wanna scream out that i love everyone
What way am i suppose to be?
The me who has so many faces?
Or the me that i should fix?
Why do i have to put myself through this?
Isnt this my choice to carry on?
Sometimes i dont want to go by whats right or by whats wrong
Why do i have to do whats right?? I dont want to because it coincides with society too much, why dont i just do what my own morality tells me?
I'm sick of people throwing their lectures and their own morals at me
Why dont they just shutup and get out of my face?
I dont care if people spit out ideals
I dont care even if they cant follow em
Because thats just how humans are
As long as they acknowledge those ideals then whats the big deal??
So shut the f*k up and stop lecturing me
Everyday, i walk through this path hopeing to reach for something
But i guess i just have to stil keep on reaching
Dont you tell me well thats life and you cant always have everything happy
i know that, why do you have to remind me when thats just plain common sense?
Life will have those hard times
Reality sucks so sometimes people become something theyre not
Some peop

you live inside your head. Life is waiting for you but you have to flow with it and not be damning it. IMO, that is my impressions.

its called thoughts, and nyo, speak for yourself =3*

emotional pain. Thats what speaks to me. and what is nyo mean?

"nyo" is an expression japanese, thats wut 568596 anime's do to ya =3

lol and those poems arent about me lol only the piano one ^^ i wrote those and wanted to share, the other two on the top is what i observe in people i know and i write it down when i feel like it. And emotional pain? I dont know.

I knew what was what, and the 'piano' one hurt my heart very much. I will admit it, It made me cry. The ones made of observations were rather chilly, burrrrrrrrr. What does the it say under the title 'changing faces' it is too blurry to read. and is that a knife in her hand? Ohhhh! I am a little scared.

it made you cry? =/ are you being sarcastic? well if you're not then *pats* dont cry over my poems -_- and under the changing faces it says my thoughts are winged and blah blah the lyrics to madonna's song "die another day" and those words are huge too.. and yes shes holding a knife 😄*

Thanks for sharing, Luz. Very deep stuff!

I am a fraid. i think i'll have bad dreams thinking of that picture. oh, and i is that a cross on her dress? boy, what is going on in your world, Luz. sixteen and so much stuff going on.

Who is this Kandy friend of yours is she your age or is this your boyfriend?

Or if Kandy is around she can tell it.

shes one of my best friends

And the pic is Alice. Shes from the game EA. Which is Alice in wonderland, and the game is about her trying to save wonderland since it became "Bad".

Well, I am going to going to go to bedroom and watch movie, something happy so I dont have nightmares from Luz's artwork. J/k but I was serious about the poem, yes I did. I cry easy anyway, so dont feel too terrible. Take me to a gallery,museum,play or such and they like have to carry me out on a stretcherHAH! I do love it so though, good stuff and you talented! Thanks for sharing all that energy with me.

aw thanx suzy Q and np, *huggles* dont cry =/ i'll be here for you as a friend, if you want. Even if we did argue a lot long time ago, it doesnt mean we cant start off fresh again, feel better!

Luz, love all of it...it is all beautiful. I want to print it out and save it 😛

I like the way you use a lot of symbolism, and I particularly liked the last one, it seemed like freeform thought to me, like you felt it and wrote it down, bam, just like that. Good stuff.

Gaia, gaia, gaia
Whats becoming of us
Science ended it, Science ended it
Science has ended the faith..faith..faith
Cures for man kind, the answers to everything, etc etc etc..
Why not just let it be.
Nature was to be
The cycle of life...the life.

thanx pheonix ^^ and i did do it feeform xD

Here's two I wrote recently:

I dance 'round my beloved
Among rose-purple mist
And ethereal moon shadow
Still in a forbidden dream
Embracing buried desire.

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And so it is
This is my time
This is the new time
Old is not welcome
No longer can I let it all happen

I am a new warrior
I have missions
My own plans
My very own reality
Because I've outgrown yours

Here I stand ready
To tackle my old myths
And break free
Of the shackles by which I've been so long bound
Smiling fiercely
I now march forward.

thats bootyful pheonix 🙂

Thank you, Luz, and I liked the one you posted before I posted, too...lol, we posted at the same time. You have a way with words! I have to go to bed now, I'm all blurry...can't read computer screen. lol. Nitey-nite, talk to you soon 🙂

Heather

"i'll be here for you as a friend, if you want. Even if we did argue a lot long time ago, it doesnt mean we cant start off fresh again, feel better!"

For real?? Thank you for your love and friendship. I do appreciate it very much! 🙂
Are you really only 16; you seem so mature! I was barely walking at your age LOL!!!
I still feel like I have a long way to go, sometimes.
Suzy