A Pisces, Aquarius and Scorpio...

The title was a little dramatic but I wanted to share a conversation I had with my daughter yesterday after overhearing a conversation with my Scorpio ex who is really sick right now

Olivia {My 13 yo Aquarius}: Mommy, you have a lot of layers.
Me: What do you mean?
Olivia: I don't mean to sound mean but sometimes you're hard. You can just cut someone out like they don't matter. But then you get upset. Your calm and quiet but you will fight.
Me: Why do you say that
Olivia: you can just talk to him like that. You care and you just can be really nice but fight at the same time.
Me: sometimes people need help
Olivia: How do you know the right people to help?
Me: you just know until you don't want to anymore

What's going on Dear..there's more to the post than meets the eye. What are you trying to say? lol

Nothing. We are swimming and it looks like the right direction without putting too many eggs into that basket. He's been initiating dates, contact and most of our communications. I feel like it's hard for him to apologize but he does.

It's weird to see someone who treated me so cold be so caring once all of his cards had been revealed. I'm holding back on purpose because I don't want to be hurt but I want things to work out so badly because I love him. The hardest part is not being intimate. He's taken me and the daughters to the zoo and hung out at my house which didn't happen before but I know if I have sex, I'll confuse myself. He isn't asking for it so it may be more romantic for me than it is for him.