My ex and I broke up almost 2 months ago. And i cant lie i took it hard doing things such as, blowing up her phone, coming to the job just to talk(i was intoxicated),and even showed up at her house. But it seems like im running around in circles. Shes playing the hot and cold game to the max. Contacting me everyday but if i try to contact her first i get no response. We work together so sometimes we have no choice but to see each other. Sometimes at work shes all flirty/touchy the next shes avoiding me. Flirting with a guy at work and theres been rumors they mess around and talk. Of course it hurts but shes not my girl so i cant do nothing about it. I ask if they talk and time after time she tells me no. I dont even care anymore. to fall back and trust me i have. I still have love for her but its slowly fading day by day. I haven't unfollowed her from snapchat or instgram because ive done it before and now it just seems petty. And honestly she plays the hot cold game on snapchat. One second throwing shots to hurt my feelings the next posting sweet things that we've done in the past then deletes them. But lastnight she sent a supershot involving the guy from work. I called and let her know how i felt but honestly that was my limits. She called me this morning saying shes in the area and wants to let her daughter see me(not the first time shes used this excuse). Honestly when she came i couldn't even look at her back i wanted to honestly punch her in her shit. So i just focused on the daughter. She tried to make conversation i was there physically but emotionally not at all. Im fed up at this point i will not contact her first anymore. I will not view her snaps or like pictures on instgram. Is doing this the best way to show he im not with the games anymore ?
