This seemed a lot easier when I pictured writing in a journal or something... this is a lot of pressure when i realize someones listening to me... Lol ive written these thoughts and feelings down over and over... it varies with my mood at the time lol of course... But not much... i still cant figure out just how to say what i want... and if i had you in front of my face, i bet it wouldnt come out at all like i want and need it to... i want you to know for now how important you always have been to me... It may not sound like much... But thats the best i can do for now...