soundsunscene
@soundsunscene
11 Years
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a lot of back and forth just recently he threatened to swim away when I said I couldnt do it any more as he hurt my feelings with an un-thought out comment it lasted maybe 3-4 days I was very direct I just blew explained why apologized for my part and told him the truth of my feelings and I guess he hinted he wasnt quite finished either - in saying that I can feel the difference in him from how he was just before coming forwards like I hadnt experienced before from him and I am on guard from it now as it took forever to get him there (the comment was BAD on his end) but I know I did say I couldnt do it as I really thought it was unforgiveable at the time but im a Cancer so I own my part
he said "you know you can break me down" when I asked where we stood now ...I guess Im trying to work out what that would mean to a fish and if its too gamey for anything really serious being thought in his head and he just likes the back and forth rather than me for me. its so hard to tell sometimes but he is very picky with his women and has not hidden im one he would consider seriously over the years - at the same time I know I need him to not be so indirect and give me more security in this process and assurance too if that makes sense but I cant pretend I dont want what I want as I need to see whats there once and for all then I am totally out if thats how it has to be (I lasted 3 years no contact last time as I got sick of the game) this time he has made it clear he is seriously interested for the first time in this whole time
now this pisces is a little on the dark side but at least he is very direct and says what he means even though he is a man of few words at times - we have talked finally giving a relationship a go perhaps after many many years of wrong place wrong time ...not sure how much I believe it but he has talked about if hes all in hes all in with this and theres no way he would joke about that
I asked how will I know when I have broken you down he just said... trust me you will know
just looking for some general pisces mental thoughts on any of these lines if you can decipher them