I think my Taurus Boyfriend just broke up with me because he loses sleep whenever I am over at his place. He complains about how erratic my schedule is. Let me give you a quick background. I'm a flight attendant so my schedule is really crazy. I'm not based in the same city as he is. But I can make the 2-3 hour drive every time I am free so I can see him. 2 days ago we were supposed to see each other but he told me he needed to think. Yesterday I talked to him on the phone and I told him I don't feel secure every time he changes his mind about seeing me. And I told him how confusing he is because one day he says he misses me so much then once I'm finally free he needs time to think. Turns out he is feeling uncomfortable with my schedule. He feels I only go to him when it's convenient to me and I don't care about what he wants. But I don't get every weekend off like a normal person. So I spend all my free time with him. He says he loses sleep whenever I am over at his place and he can't do his job well when he doesn't get enough sleep. I keep waking up in the middle of the night because I'm really not used to sleeping beside anyone. So he wakes up whenever I wake up and he never gets to fall back to sleep again. He said he wasn't done thinking of what to shouldd be done. He asked me of what I want to do. I told him I'm confused and I'm unhappy because I don't feel appreciated. He said "Well there you go. I told yoy I'm not done thinking yet. But if that's what you want then let's just end it now." i tried talking him out of it by telling him it's something we can work out then he said we should talk again when he's done thinking. Then I said he was really confusing. Then he got mad amd hung up on me. I think it's such a shallow reason to want to break up with anyone. I told him I can't change my schedule but I am really trying to compromise. I do understand he has to work and so I get the sleeping thing. I can get used to that and not wake up in the middle of the night. I don't know what just happened. I'm still in shock. I'm thinking maybe it's because I ruined his routine? I know how Taurus guys live their routine. Or maybe he thinks he doesn't have control over the situation because there really is nothing I can do about my schedule. I worked hard for my job and I'm not giving it up for anything. But I can always make an effort to find time for my partner and he will get all my free time. I'm just so confused.
