8 months ago, i got cheated on by my girlfriend of one year. I know one year may not seem alot but she meant the world to me. Truth is, our relationship was suffering due to distance and timing. We both were pretty far and had some issues going on. I did my best to be there, even though i was emotionally drained due to my parents dying. I let it effect our relationship because i was scared to lose another person and since she was far, i though she'll find someone else anyways. Vice versa on her part, so we'll break up and make up because we was so in love with each other that nothing else matters. The off again and on again was draining but i was prepared to end it but moving where she was, like she wanted me to. i worked hard for the money and sold my prized possessions just to get there. On V-day this year, she told me she was seeing someone for a week. Broke my heart to the point where i was depressed for months.. to make it worse, i just had enough money and found the place where she was. I didn't tell her about my moving there because i already lost her. I just wanted to know why? the only thing she could say was "i was lost". I didn't understand it, therefore cursed her out badly. I shouldn't have but i was just so hurt how she just forgot about me. She tells me it was never gonna work and it was just a dream. She has someone new by the way, who else is far from here. She treats them like the best thing she ever had. Kinda rubs it in and still talks about us and how our relationship was nothing. Weirdly, she'll check up on me on fb and stuff. She denied it and told me she want nothing to do with me and don't care about my existence. The more she does it, the more it hurts like a burning wound. But i just let her be and she go be happy.. i'm just so confused about all this..what did i do so wrong?
