My Scorpio ex died yesterday....

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Darkenpool
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13 Years

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He broke up with me 3 weeks ago after complaining of me being distant and not wanting to hang out with him. I left him a message two days ago, stating that I loved him and will always love him. Honestly, I can't believe I lost him. He meant the world to me and I lost him so easily. He died yesterday after having a seizer. His sister said his last words were my name and that he hoped that I would be able to move on. How many of you scorpios have had significant others that have died?
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Darkenpool
@Darkenpool
13 Years

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I have never ever thought in my entire life someone could have such a deep connection with me. He knew all my under line feelings for everything. He knew when I was hurt even if I didn't show it. He knew when I was at my most happiest. It killed him inside to see me suffer, and in the end that was what he was worried about the most. Stupid idiot just gave up. He was at the edge of life so muh. He was pronounced dead at least 4 times in his life, all the time he came back. He ascended so high up from his darkness.
He sweeped me off my feet and did his best to land me down, before he collapsed in eternal slumber.
Now, I wonder where is he to go after his death?
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R1g0rM0rT1s
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no you won't see him again but you will feel him in your heart forever. i lost someone when i was 23. he was the love of my life.

if you don't let go, it can ruin all relationships you have after. i didn't...couldn't let go and consequently ended up in a horrible marriage. i didn't really care cos i'd already lost 'the one' so never considered i would find another...didn't think it would be possible.

every single year after his death, i would visit a mosque on his birthday to pray for him. i'm a jew and so it was significant for me to do that as he was a muslim. i kept the tradition going for 20 years and then i stopped cos it was what was stopping me from letting go. i felt bad to let go but it just isn't possible to move on unless you do.

my man was murdered by israeli soldiers...when i was in the israeli army too. i never found out where he was buried and so never was able to pay my respects at his graveside. if you can do that, it will help for you to let him go.

the injustice and sadness of an untimely death of someone you love, whatever the circumstances is one of the hardest things to get over. even thinking about it now makes me feel overwhelmed.

just make sure your heart doesn't become hard to anyone else over this....that happened to me....i'm still not sure i've been in love with anyone since his death.