Sometimes I think that having a scorp moon

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Nah, it's okay. I mean, not all scorp mooners are as the description state anyway. I swear they make me sound like a stalker bitch, which I probably can be if pushed enough. Anyway

I feel like the moment I let my guard down, even just a little, it's like everything goes haywire. All of these emotions and stuff just start flooding, and I feel a little out of control. A lot of things you feel is at a level you never necessarily wanted to be at; sometimes, you have to make yourself take a back seat just to get a hang of things. Like, sometimes I have to make myself think rationally or I'll just start acting out because of my emotions.

I feel like everyone can feel that intensity when I don't want them too. Sometimes I may come off as aloof, but I often think that if pushed the right way, it may all be too much for someone to handle, even myself.

And sometimes/all the time there is the obsessiveness, the slight jealousy, the "this shit is mine, back the fuck off" kind of possessiveness.

On the bright side, I can be randomly exciting lol.
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Omg I know what you mean. That's why I don't like getting into relationships now or letting my guard down because I become vulnerable with emotions. I like to think logically because it keeps me smart and I don't get hurt. Sucks being alone tho :/



Gah, story of my life...

Can I have an air placement for a day? People would probably hate me though hahaha.
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Omg I know what you mean. That's why I don't like getting into relationships now or letting my guard down because I become vulnerable with emotions. I like to think logically because it keeps me smart and I don't get hurt. Sucks being alone tho :/



Gah, story of my life...

Can I have an air placement for a day? People would probably hate me though hahaha.
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Yeah I wish I could be without someone like my gem ex. He seems to be cool with being single. But yeah, people would hate me if I was a gem.

Blah but seriously, this scorpio moon killed me during finals week. I think I probably scared some people away with my cold-ness and other emotions that come with this silly moon. Wish I could just be happy and friendly all the time. I hate being dark
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Omg I know what you mean. That's why I don't like getting into relationships now or letting my guard down because I become vulnerable with emotions. I like to think logically because it keeps me smart and I don't get hurt. Sucks being alone tho :/



Gah, story of my life...

Can I have an air placement for a day? People would probably hate me though hahaha.



Yeah I wish I could be without someone like my gem ex. He seems to be cool with being single. But yeah, people would hate me if I was a gem.

Blah but seriously, this scorpio moon killed me during finals week. I think I probably scared some people away with my cold-ness and other emotions that come with this silly moon. Wish I could just be happy and friendly all the time. I hate being dark
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Yeah, same here. If I'm not having a good time, I'm just dark and brooding.

And I feel like I scared of a guy I liked because I was finally letting my guard down, but then I started to rationalize things and figured it was just my scorp moon having a bitch fit. Ironically, I feel like everyone is attracted to the scorp moon. I should just have a sign that says "STAY AWAY FOR YOUR OWN GOOD."
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Omg I know what you mean. That's why I don't like getting into relationships now or letting my guard down because I become vulnerable with emotions. I like to think logically because it keeps me smart and I don't get hurt. Sucks being alone tho :/



Gah, story of my life...

Can I have an air placement for a day? People would probably hate me though hahaha.



Yeah I wish I could be without someone like my gem ex. He seems to be cool with being single. But yeah, people would hate me if I was a gem.

Blah but seriously, this scorpio moon killed me during finals week. I think I probably scared some people away with my cold-ness and other emotions that come with this silly moon. Wish I could just be happy and friendly all the time. I hate being dark



Yeah, same here. If I'm not having a good time, I'm just dark and brooding.

And I feel like I scared of a guy I liked because I was finally letting my guard down, but then I started to rationalize things and figured it was just my scorp moon having a bitch fit. Ironically, I feel like everyone is attracted to the scorp moon. I should just have a sign that says "STAY AWAY FOR YOUR OWN GOOD."
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lmao at the last part. I need one of those signs as well. I think once you find the right guy it'll be the one who can handle your scorpio moon. At least that's likely to be the one I'll end up with.
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Omg I know what you mean. That's why I don't like getting into relationships now or letting my guard down because I become vulnerable with emotions. I like to think logically because it keeps me smart and I don't get hurt. Sucks being alone tho :/



Gah, story of my life...

Can I have an air placement for a day? People would probably hate me though hahaha.



Yeah I wish I could be without someone like my gem ex. He seems to be cool with being single. But yeah, people would hate me if I was a gem.

Blah but seriously, this scorpio moon killed me during finals week. I think I probably scared some people away with my cold-ness and other emotions that come with this silly moon. Wish I could just be happy and friendly all the time. I hate being dark



Yeah, same here. If I'm not having a good time, I'm just dark and brooding.

And I feel like I scared of a guy I liked because I was finally letting my guard down, but then I started to rationalize things and figured it was just my scorp moon having a bitch fit. Ironically, I feel like everyone is attracted to the scorp moon. I should just have a sign that says "STAY AWAY FOR YOUR OWN GOOD."
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i have started to warn people through jest, but even then, the crazies dont care.
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But seriously, sometimes it's hard to just THINK logically. What happens is I feel something and I immediately start analyzing the situation in terms of my emotions and not objectively.

I mean, at times that helps because I'm pretty damn intuitive, but in some situations, it can drive you insane. And then it makes it harder to perceive reality.

Just gonna strut my stuff and put my leo venus to work.
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But seriously, sometimes it's hard to just THINK logically. What happens is I feel something and I immediately start analyzing the situation in terms of my emotions and not objectively.

I mean, at times that helps because I'm pretty damn intuitive, but in some situations, it can drive you insane. And then it makes it harder to perceive reality.

Just gonna strut my stuff and put my leo venus to work.



I used to have trouble with that. I think my capricorn venus helps me a lot tho. very grounded
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My leo venus just makes me want to get pampered. I swear I'm already planning on getting a pedicure this weekend just to feel better lol.

But I think all of my other virgo placements try to restrain my moon most of the time. It's like trying to cage a wild animal.



Thats how it is for me. My cap placements restrain my moon a lot. As does my sagi sun.

I like leo venus. They are nice to fall in love with, especially when their mars is in leo as well. I like most things leo tho
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My leo venus just makes me want to get pampered. I swear I'm already planning on getting a pedicure this weekend just to feel better lol.

But I think all of my other virgo placements try to restrain my moon most of the time. It's like trying to cage a wild animal.



Thats how it is for me. My cap placements restrain my moon a lot. As does my sagi sun.

I like leo venus. They are nice to fall in love with, especially when their mars is in leo as well. I like most things leo tho
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As much as I love Scorps, I don't know if I could have handled being a scorp sun and moon.

I like most things leo too. I like to think I'm a leo-virgo cusper, but it really depends on when the cutoff date is. Either way, it's still fun to have that leo influence. I swear I'd be boring without it... and ironically my scorp moon.

I kind of wish I was a Sagi or something sometimes.
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Posted by Pisco26
Arrghh... And just when I thought I was alone with all these retarded emotions lately.

I hate my scorp moon for all the same reasons. I just want to control the little bastard and have fun!

Have you been feeling more lonely? I usually feel like this for a few minutes every now and then but as of late... it just keeps pushing through.

Stupid emotions...



thats bwhy i have an aqua moon. Silly emotions do not phase me.. AT ALL.
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Arrghh... And just when I thought I was alone with all these retarded emotions lately.

I hate my scorp moon for all the same reasons. I just want to control the little bastard and have fun!

Have you been feeling more lonely? I usually feel like this for a few minutes every now and then but as of late... it just keeps pushing through.

Stupid emotions...



hmm yes lonely. kinda..lonely and bored. I'd like a boy to keep me busy
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@ Candeh: Having a scorp sun/moon is not as bad as people may think. It actually makes you balanced, your thoughts, outlook, emotions, feelings, are pretty much the same, no conflict going on there.

You may struggle with the intensity of it all (feelings, intuition, emotions) when you are young, but as you grow older you learn to channel all that energy in a postive way.

And when you do find a guy who is not scared of it all, it will be the most wonderful thing ever. Yes, you will drive him crazy every now and then (he will be sure to tell you this, hahaha), but it is bliss. Would not trade it for anything.



I'm guessing you have experience with this?
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Arrghh... And just when I thought I was alone with all these retarded emotions lately.

I hate my scorp moon for all the same reasons. I just want to control the little bastard and have fun!

Have you been feeling more lonely? I usually feel like this for a few minutes every now and then but as of late... it just keeps pushing through.

Stupid emotions...



hmm yes lonely. kinda..lonely and bored. I'd like a boy to keep me busy
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Yeah, I've been a bit lonely lately too... and restless.
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On a lighter note, my friend/guy I like did not get scared off. My moon was just going ballistic. Plus, I think we both needed a little space.



Thats always good news. My moon just exploded earlier while having a convo about being single and having so much free time. I feel like all the things I want to do are caving in and I'm left with nothing to do. *sigh*
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@ Candeh: Having a scorp sun/moon is not as bad as people may think. It actually makes you balanced, your thoughts, outlook, emotions, feelings, are pretty much the same, no conflict going on there.

You may struggle with the intensity of it all (feelings, intuition, emotions) when you are young, but as you grow older you learn to channel all that energy in a postive way.

And when you do find a guy who is not scared of it all, it will be the most wonderful thing ever. Yes, you will drive him crazy every now and then (he will be sure to tell you this, hahaha), but it is bliss. Would not trade it for anything.



I'm guessing you have experience with this?
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I finally blossomed into an adult last year at 27 lmfao. It's so true. My emotion don't have control over me anymore. I'm boss now.

I used to be switching in and out of moods by the hour, good and bad. Now, I don't have to feel any way I don't want to. However, at times, I cannot help that people feel my intensity when I walk into a room. Other times I kinda miss being taken over by emotions. My scorp moon and rising crave the intensity, and my mars and mercury placements in aries like to see the damage (or healing) my scorp placements can do. fun stuff.

I didn't realize this whole time it was my scorp moon alone that is causing the fluster of emotions, I just thought all my scorp and aries placements were at war.