VIRGO BEEN CHASING SCORPIO FOR 30 YEARS!! INSANE!

THIS IS A CRAZY STORY, BEEN MESMERIZED, AND IN LOVE WITH A SCORPIO FOR 30 YEARS, BELIEVE HE IS MY SOUL MATE, BUT ALSO BELIEVE IF IT WAS MEANT TO HAPPEN IT WOULD HAVE, BUT CANT STOP TRYING!!!!! IVE BEEN IN LOVE WITH THIS SCORP SINCE I WAS 16, WENT TO PROM, MANY TIMES SOMETHING ALMOST HAPPENED BUT NEVER DID. THE SAD CRAZY PART, I HAVE DREAMS ABOUT THIS GUY AND ANYTHING HE DO COMES TRUE! I WOULD DREAM WHEN HE WAS GOING TO SERVICE, AND IT HAPPENED, I WOULD DREAM HE GOT MARRIED, AND HE DID. REALLY FREAKY. I COULD TELL YOU WHEN HE WAS ABOUT TO WALK IN A DOOR WAY BEFORE HE EVEN GOT THERE, AND HE WOULD. I WOULD DREAM THINGS HE WOULD SAY TO ME, GO SEE HIM AND HE WOULD TELL ME ABOUT MY DREAM. REAL SPOOKY. O.K. HE GOT MARRIED, I GOT MARRIED, BUT ALWAYS STILL IN MY HEART WANTED THIS SCORP. WE WOULD SEE EACH OTHER TIME TO TIME, LAUGHT HAVE A GREAT TIME. IF WE WERE IN A ROOM TOGETHER EVERYONE WOULD LOOK AT US BECAUSE WE HAD THIS STARE LIKE NO ONE WAS IN THE ROOM BUT US. FEW TIMES I WOULD CALL HE ALWAYS WOULD BE BUISY, I LAUGH TELL HIM ILL TRY AGAIN IN A FEW YEARS. ONCE HE TOLD ME, DID YOU EVER THINK IF WE GOT TOGETHER I WOULD DISSAPOINT YOU? HE ALSO SAID ONCE, IF WE GOT TOGETHER, THEN WOULDNT HAVE WHAT WE HAVE NOW. WHICH I GUESS IS FRIENDS FOR LIF I SAID I DOUBT IT VERY SEARIOUSLY. WE BOTH GOT DIVORCED, BUT HE IS ALWAYS KIND TO ME. SOMETIMES I CALL AND HE WOULD SEEM BUISY AND DONT WANT TO BE BOTHERED, I ASKED HIM WAS I BUGGING HIM AND DID HE WANT ME TO STOP CALLING HE SAID NO. THEN I LEAVE HIM ALONE TRY AGAIN FEW MONTHS LATER OR A YEAR LATER. I JUST HEARD HE JUST GOT A DIVORCE AGAIN, AND SO DID I, SO WENT TO SEE HIM, WE LOVED EACH OTHERS COMPANY. I WAS LEAVING THE COUNTRY, AND HE SAID HE WAS GONNA COME AND SEE ME. WELL HE ACTUALLY CALLED ME BACK A FEW TIMES, WHICH SHOCK THE HECK OUT OF ME. THEN HE CALLED ME OVERSEAS, SAYS HE WAS REALLY GONNA COME SEE ME. I WANTED TO BELIEVE IT, BUT KNEW IT WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. O.K. SO I CALLED HIM 5 MONTHS AGO, HE SAID HE IS GOING BACK TO SCHOOL. BUT STILL GONNA COME AND VISIT ME OVERSEAS WHERE I WORK. WELL THE NUMBER HE GAVE ME KEEPS RINGING, NO ANSWER, AND NOW HE HAS NOT RETURNED MY CALLS IN 5 MONTHS. I WISH I COULD GET THIS GUY OUT OF MY HEAD, BUT I JUST HAD ANOTHER DREAM ABOUT HIM, AND DREAMED I CAME HOME AND HE WAS THERE. I DO GOOD FOR A WHILE FORGETTING ABOUT HIM UNTILL I HAVE A DREAM. THIS IS CRAZY!!!! BUT MY HEART TELLS ME, THIS GUY IS MY SOUL MATE FOR LIF

30 YEARS IS A LONG TIME TO BE CRAZY OVER SOMEONE, AND YOU CANT GET PASS POINT A. BUT WE HAVE THE STRANGESS FRIENDSHIP. HE KNOWS I LOVE HIM, I TELL HIM AND HE SMILES. I WISH I COULD GET THIS MAN OUT OF MY SYSTEM. EVERY TIME I MOVE ON IN MY LIFE, HERE COMES A DREAM. IN FACT I CALL US THE KOYOTE AND THE ROAD RUNNER. MY BIGGEST CONCERN NOW, IS HE HAS MOVED AND I DONT LIVE IN THE CITY RIGHT NOW, AND I HAVE NO WAY TO REACH HIM. AND NOW THAT WE HAVE THIS CRAZY SHERADES GAME, I DONT KNOW IF ILL EVER FIND HIM AGAIN. I USE TO BE NOT ABLE TO TALK WHEN I WAS IN A ROOM WITH THIS MAN. I WOULD BE SPEECHLESS. MY FRIENDS TOLD ME THEY HAVE NEVER SEEN ME LIKE THAT BEFORE. THATS HOW MUCH IM STUCK LIKE STUPID ON THIS GUY. I KNOW IN MY HEART, IF THIS MAN WAS TO COME TODAY AND ASK ME TO LEAVE WITH HIM, I WOULD DROP EVERYTHING AND GO!!!!!! CRAZY!!!!!!!!!

I understand this completely. But in my case it is only a matter of fewer years and he has told and shown that it is two way. It was infact he who initiated it. And he is on hiding again since five months.
After reading your post, I now realize that it will be like that forever. Well, it is my fate then and I will have to just live on.....

I am sorry but waiting 30 years for someone...I think you needed to tighten the screws in your head!

Thats just in response to waiting 30 years..I haven't had a chance to read the whole of your post yet 😛

WHOA! 30 YEARS ARE YOU SERIOUS?

OH NOES! WHY. WHY DID I HAVE TO READ THIS STORY? -.-

//end sarcasm

what if my future wife is like you, sarahvaughn?

i don't want another man to be in her heart. i want her to be mine. i want her feelings to be mine.

fuccck.

the scorp i'm after is 4 years my senior. her fiance cheated on her and they broke up. he's a cancer by the way. she still loves him deeply. IF she ever end up being mine (woohoo), i know that, that guy would still remain in her heart no matter what.

😢 😢

"IF she ever end up being mine (woohoo), i know that, that guy would still remain in her heart no matter what."

that sucks 😢

I understand that someone can think of a person for many years. That happened to me too. I just never took it so seriously. It's like having dreams, and all your dreams won't become true.

the grass is always greener on the other side when you imagine yourself in a relationship with another person.

sarahvaughn, you've dreamed of being with this other person for thirty years.

but, imagine what it would be like if you actually married him from the start!

marrying and being friends are two different things.

Hello,
I didnt expect anyone to answer, I know its crazy. And there is always that question, wow, after all this time, and we do get together, he could be someone I really dont like as my man. But of course the heart always tells you something different. The sad thing about Virgos is when they comitt, they comitt to the end. Believe me I do move on with my life, but then Ill have a dream about him, and mad that I had the dream, then try to find him and see how he is doing. Thank you for the responses, Im new to this.

30 yrs————? i don't know to call you crazy or give you credit but 30 yrs....and i thought 1 month was bad...few lol

didn't you get to a point where you just got fed up or wanted to beat him up? my goodness

As a virgo fixated on a Scorpio I have to ask aren't you worn out yet? It's been 11 months with me.

It is indeed a beautiful strange thing.

Dissolved..your scorpio is involved with someone else..don't you think its a tad unfair flirting with him etc..How would you like somebody doing that to you if scorp was involved with you..hardly fair is it..

miss morals makes another good point!

Naturally 😛

Miss Morals he is NOT "MY" scorpio. I already feel guily about it which is why i only say hi if he says hi first. I don't find it necessary for another person rubbing my nose in the carpet, so to speak, to emphasize what they (and I) consider wrong. I get it ok.

thank you!!! yes i do get tired and do move on, but them the dreams come back, it ry to call and find him, then say forget it. then try again six months later, and some times i get lucky and surprised. its probably the thrill of it all.

Are U the same Sara who posted an account on the Aries board as well ?...That was a very different story indeed.

Cool

LOL you shouldn't post things if you don't want people's opinions...deal with it.

Juicy - i am dealing with it. I think i made that kind of clear by saying "i get it ok" but hey what's wrong with being redundat. I am so for hearing other's opinions.... In fact I'm willing to go so far as this:

Let's just have this out now: Everyone- Say what you think to say about my situation, tell me your opinion, let me know what you really think. Let's get this over with. Come on put me down. It's ok to form an opinion of me before getting to know me. I'm ok with that.

Who's first?

a side note: If my presence on this board is clearly bothering you just say it. Get it over with. If what i post bothers you..seriously you don't even have to respond or post.

No one is saying your this evil monster, ppl are just being honest...the guy is with another women and clearly taken, In my OPINION stringing you on for 30 yrs he obviously is (A. being greedy (B. cant care all that much about your feelings or how you feel (C completely selfish of you to want a taken's man attention from another women that he is with.. (D if he LOVED YOU or felt the SAME WAY YOU DO ..he would have been with you and STAYED with you.. I'm sure you a great girl who has prooven herself to be devoted and caring but maybe to the wrong man?... Please think of yourself more highly then being someone's second thought.

Dont you think you deserve someone like YOU?...

what bothers me personally is you being a second hand girl basically, Shut the damn door in his face he CAN NOT have his cake and eat it to. He didn't want you? Oh well i bet many more do.

oh my..i see now where things went wrong ( i think).

Sarahvaughn is the "30 yr" thing. My "thing" is a freind I've know for 11 who has a girlfreind that i've know roughly 11 months.

Disregard this statement if the above statements were indeed intended for Sarahvaughn.

Also i agree with the statements about not being second. I had a freind from high school that did the same thing. It took 4 yrs and then it's as if a slap in the face one day and I asked "what the hell am i doing" and since that moment cut off on contact with him, won't return his calls. I just wanted it done. DIdn't want to be cake and didn't want to be anyone's back up plan. Really NO ONE should be anybody's back-up plan because it's just not right.

sorry took so long to get back on
but dissolved tell me about your 11 year thing.

I can't type or if i do i screw up severly: Let me just start over.
The scorpio i know I've known for 11 MONTHS *emphasis on months*. We work together. We're freinds. After about 2 months of admiring from afar i talked to him and found he has a girlfreind. From that point on i swing back and forth between not wanting to talk to him and wanting to still be freindly. The avoiding part comes from a sense of guilt just for LIKING him and talking to him. Normal talk about movies, music, family. We got along well like freinds. Before they use to be conversations that were hours long: our childhoods, work, etc. Now I try to stay away and we mainly say hi to each other. He probably thinks i'm weird or moody. I'm afraid that by speaking to him i'm breaking some unwritten rule according to society or something. To put it in the simplest terms it makes me feel bad when other people judge me and there's a war in my head between still wanting that freindship and thinking no it's wrong. I'm not trying to hurt anyone or make a mess of anything, i'm just simply trying to stop liking him and get on with life because i think with 6 billion people in the world there has to be another SINGLE person that i can connect with.

I'll live my life as if "maybe not" and if "maybe" shows up then cool, if not *shrugs*.

disolved,
whats your sign?

virgo