My sun sign is Taurus, Aries moon, Scorpio Rising, I'm 24 years old but I'm at the same place I was 12 years ago it seems. I've never been in a relationship, had a girlfriend, a friend with benefits, a fling. I have no idea how I've managed to go this far and yet to find someone. I've read about Taurus guys being shy and not giving themselves enough credit, I'm definitely guilty of that. I'm at a point where Im beginning to worry tho, almost halfway through my twenties and I've spent all of this time alone, at the same time dating just seems so intimidating especially in my age group I feel so inexperienced next to my peers, even compared to high schoolers sadly. I've never really had the ability to just go up to a girl i find attractive and have any kind of game. I don't at all or know how. I have social anxiety so it doesnt help. I've had friends who i've wound up falling for and those are the only girls in my lifetime Ive ever been brave enough to tell how i feel, tho of course its never worked out. I've been on dates with women I've been interested in and tho they were interested at first I've never been able to keep that interest. I've given up trying on and off for all of my adult life. I'm someone who's always longed for the companionship and love from one woman, but after years of rejection and never being able to get a woman that I want I've grown almost numb it seems. My self esteem is pretty low, confidence is a joke. All the same I still try I feel its the best I can do but its like I'm walking with a broken leg. If anyone has some incite that could maybe help I'd appreciate it.
