This story is kind of long and I need some advice. Soooooo basically I had a bestfrieno who is a Capricorn. He was talking to this Taurus that I have been Facebook friends with for 3 years. Me and the Taurus never really wrote each other on Facebook but 1 time. The Taurus said we txted for one day and that was it but I don't remeber. Mind you I'm a libra. But anywhom , my bestfriend and the Taurus was talking . The Taurus wrote me on this app called "Jackd" . So me and the Taurus was talking and then we decided to exchange numbers. The same day I told my bestfriend I met him and I was really feeling the Taurus. I told my bestfriend his name and come to find out me and my bestfriend was talking to the same Taurus. So I texted the Taurus and told him that we can't talk anymore because he was talking to my bestfriend. The Taurus apologized and said he's sorryyy . He didn't want me to think that he was player or a hoe . So me and the Taurus decided to be close friends . While the Taurus and my bestfriend was talking , my bestfriend used to ignore the Taurus and lie to him a lot about loyalty . So the Taurus always asked me why he does those things . Sooon I cut my bestfriend off because he did me the same way. He always ignored me and stood me up. The Taurus and my bestfriend never had Sex. The only cuddled. But my bestfriend only called the Taurus around 3 o clock in the morning while they both was drunk , but they only cuddled THATS IT. But my bestfriend had broke the Taurus trust by kissing another boy. The Taurus cut my bestfriend off and so did I. So me and the Taurus started talking heavy even more and became closer. When he came to see me he always rubbed on me and stared me in my eyes. He was feeling me like I was feeling him. I cooked for him and bought him something for Christmas. I treated him like he's never been treated before. Only thing I didn't like was that the Taurus still had his dating apps while we was talking. He asked me out and I said yes. The Taurus always said he loved me but he only show that when he's drunk. One night he called me drunk and was saying how much he loves me and how he never wants me to leave him and saying he's not cheating on me. He don't use the apps or anything. I just didn't trust him because I felt like he was sneaky. The Taurus took my virginity to. I hope he wasn't with me just for that. So New Year's Day I wanted to go out. My bestfriend who I blocked from every site made a fake page to get in contact with me. I told the Taurus and the Taurus told me to NOT RIDE WITH HIM and to stay home but I didn't keep my word. So I end up going out with my bestfriend. When I got in the car I told my bestfriend why I cut him off. I didn't tell him about the Taurus because I was scared and didn't feel like it was the right time. My bestfriend showed me a message that the Taurus wrote him 2 days ago while we was in a relationship. I felt hurt when I seen it because I always felt he was sneaky. But anyway All 3 of us was in the same club. The end of the night. My bestfriend made a scene and was like now I got y'all together , did I break him and the Taurus up just so I can date him. My bestfriend also told the Taurus everything I told him in the car before we came. I was shocked about what was happening and I couldn't say anything. The Taurus told my bestfriend that he always had a crush on me for 3 years . The Taurus got into his truck and left but before pulling off my bestfriend said you better come to my house so we can talk. And yes the Taurus went. But after all that happend the Taurus didn't even text me . So I texted him after a week everything happen. The reason a week was because I wanted everything to cool off and I didn't know if he was gonna txt me first. I texted him how sorry I was. The Taurus was playing hard to get and act like he was Done with me after 1 incident. I felt like he know he got caught but still. He gave me the cold shoulder. He told me "honestly I fell in love with you" then He asked if I really loved him and I said yes a lot. He read it and didn't reply back until a week later and said " I love you" "I'm in love with you" he said that while being drunk. Idk if he really means it or not because he only show it when's he drunk. He told me he don't trust me any more because I don't keep my word. so I seen him in person and when I did he wasn't acting hisself. He was looking away and wasn't touching me like he used to do. When I look him in the eyes he stare me right back. He said he missed me. I asked if he still talk to my bestfriend and he said yes he only told him happy birthday that's it. In the car that "jackd" app went off . So I know he was talking to other boys .But the next day I asked so what we got going on because I wanna start over. He said he See me differently and need some time to think. Then he just started short talking me. So i ignored his message and didn't reply back since. He's short talking me and I feel like he gave up. Idk what to do anymore or how he feels. I don't think he's gonna txt me again because he already did . I don't think he's gonna do it again. I feel like he only wanted to take my virginity and that's that. He got what he wanted and left. I can't stop thinking about him. What should I do ? Is he done with me?
