want to help......Mr. Aries calls three days after ourlast conversation....When he proclaims he would do what he can to help and I said I want your best and he states sometimes your best isn't good enough for some people.....I don't know he seem unsure at first.....I told him in the first conversation before I'm sacred and don't want to raise my child alone and that it should be a healthy loving enviroment a child should be subject to.....so, does the phone call means he agree and want to play his part.......I'm still said because there has been no real conversation about us making it work....So I have been kinding having this facade that I don't want a relationship with him....just him to do his part as the father.... but deep down inside I do want us to be together.....our conversation was great....he made me laugh the whole time...as if he knew thats what I needed....and we talked for hours......I asked serious questions about the baby.....his response would be their you go with the questioning me again....then he would respond with humour...but as the same time answer my question....I love him to death but I'm so afraid to let him see it in me thinking he will crush me.......
