Pluto is currently in the sign of Capricorn.
Posted by Chicadee
Some of my friends in Germany believe they're going to dissolve the Euro within 1-3 years too. Italy will go first then Germany... I'm not sure the economic implications of that but pretty sure it'd be like a plate shift of some kind.
Posted by ScheherazadePosted by MareInfame Yes, that is what I meant about having the ability to feel instinctively without overthinking. Remember how it feels... stay in that feeling and memorize how it makes your body react. Write it down on your journal.
Try the practice of listening to your body.
That sounds super difficult. My feelings are my thoughts. but I’ll try.
I think maybe I’ll just try to write a poem about them because that seems to be the easiest way and then just try to sit with that. Maybe that’s a cop out though.Your husband sounds very supportive about a lot of things... and that’s wonderful that he supported you while you were sick.
I think you do love him and are grateful for him being there for you in moments of need. But perhaps resent him for not supporting your dreams.... that sounds very contradicting to how he behaves in other situations. And the love you have might have shifted to that as family or friend.
That’s awesome that you want to prep for your masters! That’s never a bad idea. Seems like he was encouraging you to suppress your dreams... which in a way, is like suppressing your emotions, movement, life and inspiration. What he requested was death.
Ugh you put all this perfectly. Thank you.
My dreams were in direct conflict with him and yes I felt like it was literally killing myself to force myself into some kind of existence knowing that it didn’t fit and I started to feel distant and fake which was unsettling. On one hand he is very supportive and then in others rather harsh and judgmental and I haven’t seen a way through all our talks to separate those.
I do care about him as a person for sure. I want him to be happy and have a good future and I appreciate him as my daughters step-father. He’s done more parenting than her own ever did and that’s another reason I feel bad. Since I’ll be separating them to an extent.It also seems like you put on a lot of hats, with all you have on your plate right now - with your daughter, moving out, strategizing, being the adult, mature, finalizing the divorce and next steps forward. When we have pressures as big as these, we put emotions aside to be able to cope with it all... and it is only until we relax that the emotions come rushing in. So... you might be feeling more disconnected than ever right now... or numb/frozen.
Exactly. 😭 I feel a weird mix of confusion, disconnected, and incredibly nervous. And with him continuously wanting to talk about things and getting every firmed up I’m panicking and feel pressure about it. Which if I actually do stop just thinking about it and start doing it will be easier. I just feel stuck and that’s probably just me putting things off because it’s a lot to deal with.But if you have time on your hands right now, use that journal and on left side of page, write all material concrete steps to move forward and on right side of page write how you feel about it. Try to get in touch with that side more.... little by little.
I’m going to try to do 3 things. Track my food and water for my health, track my exercise, and track what tasks I need to take care of. But I can also add a piece about what I’m thinking and what I feel during the down time. Just to get it out and again try to just feel instead of think of 50 different possibilities at once. 😂As far as falling head over heels in deep with a future dude... I think there you are moving too far ahead in the overthinking and analyzing. You are 100,000 steps ahead... guy hasn’t even presented himself and you are already breaking up and having panic attacks and sabotaging...lol. Don’t worry, you aren’t there yet. And if you work on connecting more to your feelings and emotions, you will get better day by day.... little by little. Your outlook might be completely different than what it is today.
Heh. Yeah that’s definitely another story. I definitely need to focus on the here and now but I’ve been distracted...
I just need to bite off what I can chew. I’m going to figure out all the tasks I need to do tonight and then take a few to do each week just to move forward. I have been working on getting the outside of the house updated. I’m going to go buy some supplies tomorrow.
Thank you so much. Your words have brought much comfort and confidence. ❤️ I feel better.click to expand
Posted by Black-Mamba
Take you in a corner and lick your lips after flirting wildly and knowing there is chemistry (not just some jackass off the streets?)
To me this is what i find sexxy. Someone who will just eat pasta sauce off my face out of nowhere.
Posted by VitalePosted by Jumpin_JupiterPosted by Vitale
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder . I have Pluto in the 1st house . I look like I’m 12. I’m over 30
Look 12 and almost 30🤔wow lucky you. It almost isn't fair this placement got attractive libra rising beat by a mere dozen.
Doesn’t help me career wise. Trying to get in to a management but most can’t get past the fact that I look like a child no matter how I present myself, I just look very young and they think staff will eat me up. Little do they know I’m a cookiemonster. I wish my cookiemonster aura would shine bright in those momentsclick to expand