Any other Aqua Pisces out there feel even when we really want to be positive there's just that lingering thought things are fucked up? In the same sense when everything seems hopeless you STILL cling on to that bit of hope?
Maybe it's just christmas and all. Personally I've never quite liked it because I never got to experience what it was about with my family or lack thereof. Every year I look forward to it like someone just told me about christmas. When the day comes and I see my friends with their families it makes me sad. Then like clockwork it switches to "hang on it can't always be this bad right?".
Is this the nature of us? Is it just me? Do other Aqua pisces apply this stupid logic that bounces back and forth?
The fact that we cling to life, no matter how pessimistic we may be, means that we still haven't lost hope.
Saturn's influence may seem so heavy and limiting... it can incline us towards pessimism. But as long as we don't give up your dreams and don't choose the easy way, Saturn helps us to have discipline, self respect and wisdom. Saturn is (after all), the planet of hard work and responsibility.
Jupiter (Pisces??ruler) is the antithesis of Saturn. It expands your vision and brings new chances and possibilities. However Jupiter can "make" us go overboard without thinking about the consequences.
Both Jupiter and Saturn are very strong in my chart. Saturn rules my 7th house and most of my planets and Jupiter in Cancer is conjunct my ASC (in Cancer as well). I'm a good example of the Saturnian archetype with good amounts of Jupiter.
There are times when I have become "hopelessly" lost and frustrated. But somehow I have always kept believing that my life has a purpose and a meaning. I can't throw it away because it's my right and duty to give the most of me.
i have neptune influences and i dont feel what you guys feel. Maybe because i have dominate earth influence. The strong earth influences does make me more cold,rigid, calculating, workaholic, work hard/play hard, but at the same time, very very stable. It's such a weird combination because the emotional side of me is moody and crybaby and then the earth influences are telling, what the hell is wrong with ya woman? dont cry! suck it up dont cry and then i cry some more. *sob* Today we went to a cultural film festival, and watched some wonderful films. Again, I cried and cried like a baby, tears flowing down my cheeks, sniffling and snorting and wishing i had brought my tissues, searching frantically for it but forgot them like a dummy ...and then i just wiped my tears with my scarf. *sob* But my scarf was too harsh and painful to my cheeks, then i just swiped them away with the back of my hands. Then, if all else fails, I inch my head towards my husband and try and swipe my wet cheeks on his shoulders.
then my aqua sun does the "huh? what?" staring into space like a dummy, with tears flowing down my cheeks. These dang films. *smh* Next time, i have to remind myself to get a box of kleenex to the films.
being an aqua pis cusp myself feb 17th to exact means during the holidays i have to put on an extra layer of armor on. try working at a homeless shelter next year.
Maybe it's just christmas and all. Personally I've never quite liked it because I never got to experience what it was about with my family or lack thereof. Every year I look forward to it like someone just told me about christmas. When the day comes and I see my friends with their families it makes me sad. Then like clockwork it switches to "hang on it can't always be this bad right?".
Is this the nature of us? Is it just me? Do other Aqua pisces apply this stupid logic that bounces back and forth?